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  1. Rec 50

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    “Ilya,” Shane says when they finally reach their apartment. His voice is barely a whisper, but his gaze is piercing. “That felt like a date.”

    “Are your dates really that bad, Hollander?” Ilya asks. “Maybe you need to lower your standards.”

    Deafening silence. Wonderful.

    (Or: Ilya has been in love with Shane for almost a decade but, when he's finally trying to do something about it, the universe doesn't seem to be on his side).

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    28 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Eddie had always had a bit of a weird feeling when giving Buck a massage, but he had attributed it to discomfort over Buck being in pain or bad memories of the accident. But no. He just gets horny over Buck's leg.

    But whatever. It's okay. Eddie is a good friend. He can give a friendly leg massage to his best friend who is in pain.

    Eddie gives Buck's leg a massage in the hot tub to help with chronic pain. They are both a little too into it. And then they fuck nasty about it. (For Bottom Eddie Week- Day 1-Fixation).

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    28 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    "The kiss immediately turns filthy.

    Buck doesn't realise his body is being pushed backwards until he feels it hit the wall with a soft thud. Eddie has, however, already moved his right hand from the nape of Buck's neck and flattened it on the back of his head. To protect it. From the wall. Eddie, who currently has his tongue inside Buck's mouth and is simultaneously trying not to give Buck a mild concussion.

    And what the actual fuck is Buck supposed to do about that apart from kissing Eddie back with equal fervor?"

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    Buck finds the unopened envelope of the El Paso firefighter job offer in Eddie's room and spirals about it. Eddie puts his worries to rest while making love to him.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Shane pulls open a drawer where he keeps a pen and a note pad, and quickly pulls it out to start writing. Ilya won’t tell him what is wrong, but he at least has a few ideas.

    1. Ilya misses Boston. He lived there for years, had established a life there with friends. More of a clubbing and party scene than Ottawa. He misses Svetlana.
    2. Ilya misses the Raiders. He moved to a bottom of the barrel team, before Ilya came along they lost more games than they won and it’s only recently that they’ve been winning anything, and even then the losses are still frequent.
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    Shane stops writing. His heart hammers in his ears as he stares down at the notepad, the sad little list looking back at him.

    3. Ilya is lonely. He misses sex. He misses women.

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    Shane notices that something is bothering Ilya. He seems miserable, and the less he talks to Shane about it, the more Shane begins to spiral, searching for a reason and ways to make it better. Turns out, he could not have been more wrong.

    Based on chapter 21 of The Long Game, instead of Ilya suggesting that Shane should sleep with other men, Shane suggests Ilya should sleep with women.

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    25 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    Naim goes mute again after they leave Bandee. He tries to make amends with Ryan without his voice.

    Alternatively: Ryan represses his feelings and Naim doesn't want to watch him hurt

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    24 Jul 2026