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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    Shane Hollander goes missing on the tenth of September, 2016.

    You find out the way everyone finds out, a link, a thread, a post that gets taken down before you finish reading it. What follows is a kidnapping and a media circus and a fandom cracking at every seam it has; law enforcement, and fan edits in the same breath. And Ilya Rozanov, who has a crypto wallet and a basement, performing for an audience that keeps growing.

    The internet does what it always does, and so you keep clicking.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Post-S1. Shane and Ilya have to spend a month apart early in their relationship.

    Ilya spends that time bulking up. For hockey purposes. And for Shane purposes.

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    Fuck off!” Hollander said but he was breathing in now harsh and desperate through his open mouth and his cheeks were pinking up and when Ilya splayed a hand on his chest, he could feel the rabbit-pace of his heart beating like crazy, the rise and fall of his big chest. He wanted to ask if he ever felt this desperate when he was with Jakob Hołub. If his fiancé even fucked him as good.

    Three years later, the affair has reached a breaking point.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    "Okay." Ilya removes his hands from Shane, and then gets up, letting Shane's head fall against the cushion.

    "What?" Shane leans up, his head and chest lifting off the seat. "Where are you going."

    Ilya sits down on the other couch. "Like you just said. You are reading. I don't want to disturb you."

    Shane's mouth falls open. He closes it. Opens it again. Then he flattens it, locking his features down to appear unaffected. "Right. Just… you don't usually listen to me."

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    Ilya wants Shane to tell him what he wants. But that doesn't mean he's going to give it to him.

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    13 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 98

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    perezhivanie (n., plural perezhivaniya, from Russian переживание)

    1. (in psychology) The emotional-cognitive experience arising for a person, especially a child, from any situation or from any aspect of his environment, which determines what kind of influence this situation or this environment will have on the child.

    2. (in acting theory) A tool enabling actors to create characters from their own re-lived, past lived-through experiences, by revitalizing their autobiographical emotional memories and arousing emotions through physical actions. see also Stanislavsky.

    or, Shane hates Ilya Rozanov, his professional rival and former drama school classmate. Rozanov doesn't seem to have gotten the memo.

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    13 Jun 2026