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Traditional belief dictated that there is a vein that runs directly from the fourth finger on the left hand up the elbow, into the shoulder, and down to the heart. A single, undisturbed connection. The vein was given the Latin name Vena amoris or, directly translated, the ‘vein of love’. The supposed existence of this vein is cited as the reason why many Western cultures wear their engagement and wedding rings on that fourth finger on the left hand—the ring finger.
or: Hanbin is the world’s most romantic wedding planner and he’s damn good at his job—because what better way to celebrate love than to throw a lavish party for it? Hao is the world’s most cynical best man and he’s only tagging along to Gyuvin and Ricky’s wedding planning for one reason: to ensure the wedding doesn’t happen at all.
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15 Jun 2026
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“You’ve been dating for a year and a half,” Jiwoong says, “What do you mean not that serious?”
“Ah…” Zhang Hao starts and then stops himself.
There’s no excuse he can give them that will make them understand, not unless he admits this whole relationship is a sham.
Zhang Hao never meant for his small white lie about having a boyfriend to spiral so far out of control. Hiring Hanbin to play the part was supposed to be a simple transaction, but with every fake date they go on, the line between pretend and something real begins to blur.
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10 Jun 2026
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the spaces between the words. by thiyatrack (matchathi) for aeristarshine
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
27 Sep 2023
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Mark doesn’t remember the story in the morning. He remembers Donghyuck’s hand against his heart, patting him gently – once, twice, thrice. He remembers having his eyes closed as Donghyuck pressed his lips to Mark’s forehead. He remembers the last thought in his head before he drifted off into the warm arms of sleep – that the familiarity is no longer enough.
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10 Jun 2026
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It’s nearing one in the morning when Jiung finally decides to turn his light off and leave the workshop. When he opens the back door, he finds Intak leaning back against the wall across the narrow alley, a boyish smile on his lips.
“Hey hyung,” he greets, hands in the pockets of his worn out cargo pants.
“You were here ten days ago,” Jiung notes. “What the hell is it this time?”
“Am I not allowed to simply miss you?”
or, Jiung is Intak's mechanic. And friend. He thinks.
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08 Jun 2026
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bloom for this by ittybittyjules
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
27 Sep 2023
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It would be great if Sung Hanbin's new boss wasn’t the same guy that made Hanbin come twice last Friday night.
Or: Zhang Hao does not need an assistant and Sung Hanbin does owe Seok Matthew a favor (or a few, really, but who’s keeping count?).
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On the very edge of making it or going broke, rookie actor Zhang Hao auditions for a lead role in the Japanese bl indie film, Afterglow.
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Junghwan's hand doesn’t leave Youngjae’s shoulder, warmth still seeping through so many layers of fabric. “Why don’t you tell him how you feel?”
Youngjae glares. “What?”
“Seems like you’ve been bottling things up for a long time…” Junghwan mutters. “I don’t know what happened, but… I don’t know. Maybe it’s not too late. If there’s things you never got to say.”
“Idiot,” Youngjae says, the word slipping out with a chuckle before he can really think about it. Luckily, all he hears from Junghwan is a scoff. His hand never leaves his shoulder. After a sniffle, Youngjae says, “Sorry. I just… I promised not to.”
It’s not exactly true. Youngjae can’t promise not to do something that was already impossible to begin with.
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01 Jun 2026
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“What are you doing here?”
How is he supposed to explain this? That he's following a breadcrumb trail left behind by versions of Hanbin who haven’t met him yet. He thinks of the Hanbin who cried in his backyard, who didn’t speak Mandarin, who didn’t even recognize him until the last second. Who looked at him like he was a lifeline just before he vanished.
He thinks about all the things Hanbin won’t say, and all the things Zhang Hao has figured out anyway, by paying attention, by collecting every fleeting moment and trying to stitch them into something whole.
He doesn’t know what happens next. But he knows that he wants to find out, and that he’s tired of waiting.
“I’m coming to find you.”
Zhang Hao is just trying to survive college when Hanbin appears in his dorm room, and then vanishes before he can ask who he is. Over and over, Hanbin returns, sometimes older or younger, and always out of order. Zhang Hao may not know what the future holds, but he knows he's slowly starting to fall for the time traveler that keeps coming back to him.
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30 May 2026
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“Hey Maki, do you have anything nice I can borrow tomorrow?” Maki glances up from his solitaire spread to Taki fidgeting with his phone.
“Define nice. Are you going to the opera?” Taki chuckles, a squeaky thing.
“No, uh, I’m going out. For drinks. On a date.” Maki finally registers the nerves on his friend’s face. Oh.
Wrinkles start forming in Maki and Taki's clothes-sharing agreement.
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27 May 2026
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Needy by xymphony (cwjltma)
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), AND2BLE (Korea Band)
19 May 2026
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Gyuvin was warned about ragdolls as Familiars.
He loves Ricky anyways.
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25 May 2026
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Matthew isn't stupid. Of course he reads his comment section, comprised entirely of what appears to be the whole world shipping him with his hot, sexy, gorgeous boss. As they should, obviously.
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25 May 2026
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the souls we hold (and love) by apricities (Crysy)
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
10 Dec 2025
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There's a quaint fireplace.
It emits the warmth heating her up from inside, from the deepest depths of her heart. Or does that warmth come from the person in her arms, squeezing her so tight like she'll disappear into ashes the moment they part?
There's noise, noise everywhere. From her left to her right, the unfiltered noise worms its way into her eardrums, piercing into her skull like a bullet. Or is that from her mouth, producing screams that leave her throat raw?
There's fire in her lungs. In her bones. In every bit of her flesh. There's someone screaming, and she can't tell if it's from herself or from the shadows that surround her. There's a burning fireplace, and this time it heats her up from the outside.
There's pain.
Pain.
Pain.
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25 May 2026
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Every day, Youngjae feels it—Jihoon’s gaze. The weight of it, its substance, its teeth. Some days it makes him feel like a dog basking in the sun. On others: pursued. It makes the hair on the back of his neck stand up.
Or: Summer ends. Something else begins.
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23 May 2026
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Hanbin is only a thirteen hour flight away, if you don’t count the thirteen years that have passed in the meantime. Matthew certainly doesn’t.
(or, Hanbin invites Matthew to his wedding, and Matthew finally puts this ghost story to rest.)
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19 May 2026
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Matthew does not hate his body. At least, not most days. It is a body that has been fought for, bled for, carefully shaped over years of struggle, tears, and cautious victory. Being kind to it is a conscious effort, sometimes done with gritted teeth and simmering resentment, but he is trying, god help him, he is trying
After one night in 2022 alters Matthew's life forever, he has spent a slow, years-long journey towards some new kind of whole. Now, in 2028, he has achieved an unconventional but loving support system, a fulfilling career, and a wound that is mostly stitched closed. But when his world collides with Sung Hanbin's again, everything changes.
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During his trips to the garden, beneath the golden wash of daylight, there is only birdsong and the chatter of squirrels.
Hao tends to the plants and teaches Hanbin their names in Chinese, a bright smile on his face every time Hanbin gets the pronunciation right. He puts a pink flower behind Hanbin’s ear, tucking it gently against his hair—his fingers lingering to drag a warm path along Hanbin’s cheek.
I am safe, Hanbin tries to assure himself, and doesn’t believe it.
(Or, Hanbin is a wildlife researcher rescued from the woods by a stranger who is far more than he appears.)
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Hao gets a ride to Quanrui's.
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15 May 2026
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a risk my heart can’t afford to take by haobinzones
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), AND2BLE (Korea Band)
02 Jul 2025
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For so long, Sung Hanbin never imagined he’d find peace—let alone love—not in a pack he built with his own hands, and not with Zhang Hao by his side.
And now that he has it, as he takes the first steps toward courting the vampire he loves, the past comes closing in, forcing him to face what he thought he had left behind.
Or: Sung Hanbin learns that love doesn’t always lead to ruin, and that sometimes, it’s the one thing that gives everything else meaning.
(Continuation from Hanbin’s POV)
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- Part 2 of our blood of the moon
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11 May 2026
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His name is Yuma, and he's only eight years old. He's going to be Fuma and Yudai's first long-term placement if everything works out well.
(prequel to The Last Chance Hotel)
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- Part 2 of ease my sunburn
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09 May 2026
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Calling Yeji and Chaeryeong rivals feels like such a petty description of what they are. Rivals feels childish when Yeji grasps Chaeryeong’s waist with firm fingers and turns her around in her arms.
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06 May 2026