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Becoming Insane by morphia
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
22 Jan 2021
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Sometimes a man is dumb enough to choose stalking over normal conversation.
And sometimes when a man is stalked calling the police is just too troublesome.or: What's the most roundabout way for two individuals to get together? I promise this is worse.
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- Part 1 of Stalkerverse
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07 Jul 2026
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A Flower Found Early by sentient_wren
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
28 May 2022
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“Mo Ran, look at me.” Mo Ran tries to look up at his shizun but his vision is too blurred. “Calm down and listen to me. I need you to think carefully. Do you have any idea who did this to you?”
“I- I don’t know!” Mo Ran’s panic is overwhelming him. He can’t think clearly. All he can see is the fear in Chu Wanning’s eyes. Chu Wanning is afraid and he doesn’t even know about his past life. He doesn’t know how cruel Mo Ran really is. Was. Is. Through his tears, Mo Ran sobs, “Shizun! I really can’t think of anything!”
For the first time in two lifetimes, Chu Wanning reaches across the table and pulls Mo Ran’s hands into his own. “It’s okay, Mo Ran. We’ll figure this out together. I will protect you.”
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An AU in which Chu Wanning allows his little paper dragon to gossip about the spells he detected around the inn near the Guyueye auction and learns of the long hatred flower still residing dormant in Mo Ran’s heart.
[Canon divergence from Chapter 87]- Language:
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02 Jul 2026
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Forgotten and Found Again by sentient_wren
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
10 Jun 2022
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The man shifts in his sleep, whimpering a little.
Who is he?
Why can’t Mo Ran remember him?
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In a fit of rage at Chu Wanning ignoring him, Taxian-Jun swears he will force Chu Wanning to get on his knees and beg for Taxian-Jun to do whatever he wants with him. He promises that the next time Chu Wanning sees him, he will have Xue Meng and it will be up to Chu Wanning’s begging to determine how painfully Xue Meng will die.Chu Wanning waits three years in agony for the day Taxian-Jun returns with Xue Meng.
In that time apart, the long hatred flower erodes all memories of the things Mo Ran loves. This includes memories of his mother, his savior-gege, and now his shizun. Soon, Mo Ran has no memory that Chu Wanning ever existed. So when he stumbles on a strange house on the back of the mountain with a strange man inside who immediately starts crying and begging, Mo Ran’s heart softens in a way he’s never experienced before.
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29 Jun 2026
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“Everything that’s good to you, ain’t always good for you.”
His entire life, Hinata had been searching mindlessly for something to ease out the empty feeling and shitty past that he was buried in, running from one high to the next. But, was the price he had to pay at the end even worth it?
Drugs, sex, alcohol, money, parties, meth, substances, attention, manipulation. Just anything strong enough to drown out the empty pit inside him.
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One drug addict, one stripper, one drug dealer, one camboy, one sugar baby, one gambler, one model, another drug addict, and finally, one addiction disguised as a person. All being stripped of their morals.
They all would rather be drowned in multicoloured glitter and purple lighting than face real life.
Well, being under the influence and high off the face of earth is so much more bearable, anyway.
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12 Jun 2026
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San Lang, can we make a porno? ❤︎ by creamielian
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
19 Feb 2025
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Unable to pay the rent, even his heating has broken and the bathroom faucet is leaking; Xie Lian is in desperate need of money.
What better idea than to open an account on an adult site and upload content, however, there is a problem. He's too prudish, so he hasn't billed as much as he would have liked. So, he needed to do something about it.
That’s why they are here now, currently face to face on the soft crimson sheets of his best friend, Hua Cheng, king-size bed and Xie Lian’s legs on each side of his hips. A camera recording beside them.
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12 Jun 2026