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The gods tie a thread around your smallest finger before you are born. That thread is red, the color of blood, of passion, of the cord that binds a child to its mother. Its other end is tied to your soulmate—somewhere in the world, someone whose thread is knotted to yours. You cannot see it. You cannot feel it. Only when your soulmate speaks your true name for the first time, the string vibrates like a plucked harp string, and the sound it makes is the sound of your own heartbeat, heard from outside your body for the first time.
But in the eyes of the Church, a string tied by pagan gods is no string at all. It is a temptation. A pretty lie whispered by the devil to lead good vulnerable boys into the dark.
In the dark, it holds the only place two boys can love.
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21 Jun 2026
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“I know, Juju,” Nicholas coos in that sickly sweet voice most people use on their cats when they’re meowing dramatically, not on a 22-year-old man. “What, do you want me to carry you princess-style into the bathroom and wash your hair for you? Would you like that?”
Euijoo wants exactly that. He’d love nothing more than to be manhandled across the room and scrubbed down while Nicholas runs his fingers through his hair like it’s his life’s only purpose.
“You’re useless,” he says instead, like a normal, sane person would, and weakly swats Nicholas’ hand away.
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10 Jun 2026
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Is this what people mean by having a crush? Does it always feel this invasive? This sneaky? This ratty? Nicholas feels like vermin sometimes—something that isn’t supposed to be here, hiding in plain sight so no one uncovers its presence and intentions.
He might be overreacting, though.
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10 Jun 2026
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“Oh, sure—the gay boy you’re in love with is suddenly marrying a woman and wants you there? The guy who’s famously never getting over him? Yeah, Nico. That makes total sense. Keep talking.”
The discarded sunglasses bounce off Yuma’s shoulder and clatter back onto the floor when Nicholas hurls them at him in retaliation.
After years of barely any contact, Euijoo invites Nicholas on a trip. It ends up being more than a simple getaway with an old friend.
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10 Jun 2026
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euijoo’s grip on the cup of water he held loosened as he stared into the sadness, fear, and regret in nicholas's bloodshot eyes.
don’t.
"euijoo," nicholas breathed, his voice carrying the weight of the world—broken, scared, and utterly defeated. “they got me.”
[a nichojoo zombie apocalypse au; inspired by euijoo’s fancall answer to the question: “what will you do if nicholas gets infected with the zombie virus?”
a. abandon and run away
b. offer himself to nicholasej: "i'll save nicholas"]
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10 Jun 2026