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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    20 Jul 2026

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    "Are you going to the party?" 

     "H..huh?" Nakamura stuttered, groggily rubbing his eyes as he sat up. He now noticed Hirose staring patiently at him, along with a couple of his classmates at the door. 

     "It's Takeuchi's birthday today, we're all going over to his house to celebrate. Wanna come?"  Nakamura snapped up in his seat and nodded quickly.

     "Of course! Let me grab my things, sorry." He laughed shyly, trying to conceal the nervousness inside of him. 

    His first party, and with Hirose? He could barely contain himself. 

    They had made their way to the school gates when suddenly Hirose stopped walking. He looked a little shocked, and broke off from the crowd to go run over to something, or someone. 

     

    Nakamura squinted, leaning past his classmates to see what and - was that Matsumura? 

     

    or...

     

    When Kawamura dared Nakamura to play spin the bottle during Takeuchi's birthday party, he thought it would be his lucky day. That idea was quickly squashed when instead of Hirose, the bottle landed squarely infront of Matsumura.

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    15 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    Nakamura Okuto is a 28-year old salaryman. He takes solace in the routine he's crafted for himself yet feels weary on how the rest of his life will turn out, fearing he's doomed to repeat his mundanity for what remains of his existence.

    When a chance encounter with a familiar face from his teenage years comes back into his life, he starts learning mundanity isn't so bad once the right person comes along.

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    13 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 93

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    During college, Hirose finally got into an official relationship and got a girlfriend, leaving his two rival hidden suitors heartbroken.

    Nakamura, whose heart has only been for Hirose, is now deteriorating and self-destructing alone while also trying to keep up the facade of supporting Hirose, acting like he is fine. And when it finally breaks him, he has nowhere to run or cry except to his former ex-rival. After all, no one can understand him more than Matsumura.

    Then follows crying, comforting, drinking, fighting, grieving and hugging it all out in their sessions. A meet-up that turns into something the two are slowly getting dependent on… addicted.

    And maybe someone falls in love.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    After a long day out at the mall, with his rival no less, something starts to stir in Matsumura. Something warm and sickenly sweet. Something he should only feel with Hirose. Something he shouldn't feel with someone so opposite from his object of adoration.

    The logical thing, of course, is to ignore this something. It was simply a case of momentary insanity after spending time with Nakamura and not seeing Hirose for a while. But the something doesn't want to go away, no matter what Matsumura may want.

    The only problem was, even if he harbored these new feelings, they were doomed to fail from the get go. Even if he were to try and act on them, the ending was already clear.

    Should he still try and fight for it?

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    02 Jul 2026