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see my heart, decorate it like a grave by jamtoasted
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
01 Jun 2024
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John "Soap" MacTavish is 27 when he dies. He's been preparing for it, waiting for it for his entire life, seen death waiting around every corner. Seen his bleak future painted into his skin since the tender age of six. Somehow it's still a shock.
Or, Simon and Johnny are soulmates. It's a little more complicated than that.
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Johnny and Simon's first Valentine's Day since their retirement is coming up, and the pair is worked up in their own ways. Simon, who has not gotten to experience the holiday in its entirety, is anxious about it; and all his partner wants is for him to feel loved.
Along with the new expectations and worries, are the memories of the past. Soap and Ghost were put to rest, but the couple refuses to let their legacy and efforts lie in vain, they want to remember those special moments together.
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Simon Riley was dead. He had liked to say that he'd died long ago, buried alive next to the corpse of a betrayer. But Soap knew better. He knew that Simon had come alive with him. Had made Soap more alive in turn. But now Simon was truly gone. All that was left now were the memories. His tags around Soap's neck. And his face in Soap’s journal.
In which Ghost goes missing on an assignment and is presumed dead. Soap doesn't cope well.
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Sound Advice by NoahWillow
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
13 Dec 2024
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After a grueling battle in the U.A. Sports Festival, Aizawa Sensei begins training Hitoshi after school.
Hitoshi knows he doesn’t deserve it, but he accepts anyway.
Aizawa Sensei notices the cracks in Hitoshi’s carefully maintained facade, bruises hidden beneath his sleeves, a perpetually empty stomach, exhaustion too deep to blame on schoolwork.
He helps Hitoshi get removed and put into a new home.Now he’s in U.A’s hero course, not being beaten for the first time in his life, and he even starts to believe the lie that Aizawa might care about him.But his new foster father is… off. He lingers too long. Presses too close. Watches too intently.
As the lines blur and danger creeps in again, Hitoshi must decide whether to speak up and risk everything, or stay silent, and survive.
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Bookmarked by jamtoasted
15 Jul 2026
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genuinely one of the best fics ive read in my life
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“Dad?”
“Yes?”
“Not you, the other one.”[Or the one where Hitoshi has been calling Aizawa 'Dad' for a while and when he does it to him for the first time Hizashi has a lot of feelings]
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05 Jul 2026
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You're next by syriala
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
06 Jun 2026
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Hitoshi can consider himself lucky still, because his space has an outlet, so he can at least charge his phone and use the flash-light, but more often than not, he doesn't.
More often than not he doesn't even remember being in his space, because as soon as Iwasaki pushes him in and the lock clicks into place Hitoshi goes into his space.
He isn't quite sure how to explain it, but as soon as he's shoved in, he goes drifty and his thoughts shatter into a million pieces and everything feels distant and floaty and as if he's looking at things from behind a very thick fog.
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- Part 6 of June of Doom 2026
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27 Jun 2026
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Am I on your mind (cause you live in mine) by soul_wanderer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jun 2026
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"I noticed that you repeat things I say."
For a moment, Shane simply stared at him. Then he blinked.
"Oh."
The response wasn't defensive. He didn’t sound annoyed - if anything, Shane looked caught off guard, almost embarrassed even. It made Ilya feel slightly bad that he had brought this up.
"It happens a lot," Ilya said carefully.
"I mean, I guess, yeah,” the tips of Shane's ears turned pink, and his voice got unexpectedly quiet.
Ilya hesitated before forcing himself to continue, realising there was no going back now.
"Are you making fun of me?"Bookmarked by jamtoasted
27 Jun 2026
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You're pathetic by syriala
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
27 Jun 2026
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"Fucking danger for the entire school," guy one says and gives Hitoshi a mean look. "The support course really needs to come up with a muzzle, it's dangerous to let feral dogs go around without one."
Hitoshi jerks a step back, instinctively moving his jaw to check if the muzzle is there, if it's restricting his movements and nothing feels quite real anymore.
His vision keeps narrowing and his fingertips tingle and his stomach feels as if it's trying to make its way out of his body and for a moment Hitoshi is lucid enough to lament the fact that he ate a full breakfast today because it's going to feel so awful when it's coming back up and in the next moment there's an explosion.
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- Part 27 of June of Doom 2026
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27 Jun 2026