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    a.k.a. how massive can a story grow from a single kind of angsty prompt.

    [deconstruction, design, construction] hok.

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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    Wordlessly, Seungmin extends a hand. Soft-looking palm, skin slightly flushed. Short, cleanly trimmed fingernails. Chan remembers all those weeks ago, sitting in the hotel lobby, mashing his eggs and wanting to curl up and die as Felix waxed poetic about Jeongin’s fingers, but—

    Maybe Felix had a point.

    And maybe this is what Seungmin means. It might not make Chan happy, but perhaps it can at least distract him from the unhappiness. Maybe that’s all Chan needs. Maybe, at least for tonight, that can be enough.

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    Chan’s never been less sure of what love is, and more convinced he doesn't deserve it. Perhaps Kim Seungmin can change his mind.

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    “Hyunjin,” Seungmin said suddenly. “How many people do you think Felix has slept with?”

    Oh, Hyunjin thought, his mouth opening in surprise. That wasn’t where he thought this conversation was going.

    Felix and Seungmin navigate an undefined relationship.

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    05 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    Jongin brings home a cactus.

    Taemin thinks it’s the ugliest thing he has ever seen.

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    10 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 29

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    When Chan starts acting differently around him, Seungmin is a bit alarmed. Not even by Chan’s behaviour itself, but rather by the mere fact that he seems to have noticed a change.

    The thing is—he doesn’t trust his own perception anymore.

    Not after the whole thing with Minho.

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    13 Aug 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    Wai didn’t know how it started, but there he was again, sitting on the floor of Korn’s room, drinking cheap wine and smoking cheap cigarettes, talking about everything no one else knew about.

    “Tell me a secret.”

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    31 Mar 2022