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    People often mistook Shane as unemotional or unexpressive. These people were wrong. Shane wore every thought on his face, if you were paying attention. Ilya had been paying attention to every muscle twitch for five years. He was fluent in Shane Hollander’s microexpressions. The widening of his eyes when something delighted him. The flaring of his nostrils when he was annoyed. The tightening of his jaw when he was nervous.

    Right now, Ilya couldn’t identify a single god-forsaken emotion on Shane’s face.

    “Are you okay?” Ilya’s voice cracked.

    Shane didn’t react. “Never better. Is that all?”

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    Shane Hollander gets Hanahaki at the Sochi Olympics. He is not ready to die. He's determined to fall out of love with Ilya Rozanov. Unfortunately when that doesn't work, he takes the only other way out.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    He was warm. Sweaty. Sticky. What the fuck? He sat up, noticing the stickiness was coming from his crotch. He lifted his waistband to see dried cum all over himself. What the actual fuck? He scrambled out of bed to the bathroom, immediately turning on the shower. He must have made a ruckus because soon Ilya was stumbling in, still half asleep and confused.

    “What are you doing?” Ilya asked.

    Shane hadn’t undressed yet, but still felt caught red handed so he covered the front of his pajama pants with his hands.

    (Or: In the early off season, Shane starts looking forward to the cottage. He finds himself in a predicament when the thoughts are all consuming, following him even in his sleep.)

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    25 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 79

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    Shane is sick, Ilya gets to comfort him.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    When his absence and abrupt reappearance causes Shane to drop during the NHL awards, Ilya realizes he has more power over Shane than he thought he did.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Shane stands in the elevator, pulse beating in his ears that are stained red from embarrassment. He stares down at the text, a million thoughts racing through his head.

    We didn’t even kiss.

    He wants to hit send, but he knows better. He knows that telling Rozanov this will not get him anywhere. He won’t get what he wants. He isn’t even really sure what he wants right now.
    Six months of silence. Six months of absolutely nothing. He should have never walked into that bathroom at the award ceremony. He should have sat down in his seat in the audience and just let it be.
    Why can he never let things be?
    Shane hits send without thinking.

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    After the Major League Hockey Award show in Vegas, Shane hits send on the 'we didn't even kiss' texts rather than deleting it. It turns out better than he could have hoped for, and he gets the aftercare he deserves.

    Episode 2 Las Vegas fix-it fic.

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    06 Apr 2026