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    Shane: Hayden and I will be watching the kids while Jackie does a girls trip.

    Mom: Be sure to bring them for a visit! I want to see my grandbabies!

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    Shane Hollander's texts get leaked. His relationship with Hayden and Jackie is put under a microscope. Lily doesn't quite make it under the radar.

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    Shane sighed, but nodded. “I’m just so tired of this. I don’t want to spend the rest of my life dealing with it.”

    Shane thought he was angry, but the sentiment just came out sounding sad.Ilya took a deep breath, running his wedding band along Shane’s cheek.

    “I know, Sweetheart. But you also have me for the rest of your life. Dealing with it with you.

    Tears pricked the corner of Shane’s eyes. Ilya pressed a kiss over his heart, where his head still lay.

    Or, glimpses of Shane navigating sensory overload throughout his life, and the ways those around him impact it.

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    Hyposensitivity, most commonly seen in autistic people, refers to decreased responsivity to sensory inputs. Those experiencing hyposensitivity have a harder time stimulating their senses than normal, which often leads to sensory-seeking behaviors.

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    5 cases where Shane had abnormal sensory responses, +1 time where he wasn't alone in it.
    A character study of Shane Hollander through the lens of autistic under-responsivity, because I firmly believe this is the case in cannon and want to depict it.

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    When Ilya woke again, his body ached from somewhere deep. Exhaustion burrowed into the fiber of his muscles and the marrow of his bones, consuming him entirely. He lay still, staring blankly at the ceiling, willing himself to move just enough to cover up with the blanket.

    Shane would be back from his run soon, he figured. Most of the time, when he was having a hard day, Ilya would plaster a well-timed smile on his face and do his best not to worry his already anxious boyfriend. Today, he did not possess the willpower. He felt hollowed out, feckless, unmoored. This was the version of himself he kept carefully tucked away, hidden behind a fortress of self-assuredness, sarcasm, and charisma. This was the version of Ilya Rosanov no one got to see – not even Shane.

    Any minute now, his carefully constructed facade and perfectly positioned walls would come crashing down. This time, he was too overcome by the sheer intensity of this bout of depression that he couldn't shield Shane from it. He was too exhausted to move, let alone conceal his shortcomings.

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    Things like this didn't happen to other people; Shane knew that. He’d been alive long enough to experience the confused glances and exasperated scoffs that always accompanied his discomfort with things other people didn't even notice. He would not fuck this up – not because he couldn't handle the way the sheets touched his skin. The burning of his skin spread to his eyes as his vision blurred. He squeezed his eyes shut and scrubbed his hands over his face. He would not cry.

    The tears fell hot and silent. They pooled at the curve of his jaw and around his chin, puddles of shame and self-contempt. Fucking breathe, he told himself, as he turned the faucet of the shower as far as it could go.

    He stood watching the water pool around his feet and slip down the drain until he heard Ilya stir. At first, he wasn't sure if he had really heard his name.

    “Shane?… Shane?”

    He wanted to yell back, assure Ilya everything was fine, but when he opened his mouth, only a squeak escaped.

    “Moya lyubov?”

    He cleared his throat and tried again: “In here.”

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