maxisnotokay
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“Hypothetically, if you were completely fucked, what would you do?”
"What?” Art asks. His voice buzzes over the line like static.
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Ten years after their falling out, Patrick develops a panic disorder. There's only one person in the world who he can possibly think to call about it.
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Astarion still liked her even after he found out about the Urge. He still likes her, now, even as he sits just far enough away from her that their shoulders aren’t quite touching.
The thing is that Lenore loves him. Lenore loves Astarion more than she imagines she has ever loved anything, ever, past life of missing memories be damned. And it doesn’t matter if she wants to curl up against him. She doesn’t want to make him uncomfortable—it’s not something he wants, he’d said—and her own hands are too stained with blood for her to even try.
She’ll take it in stride. She’ll only touch him when he initiates it, and even then she will hold her breath until it’s gone.
She loves him, is the thing. She’s not going to do that to him.
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or: The Dark Urge doesn't know how to ask for comfort. Astarion figures it out along the way.
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all that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothing by maxisnotokay
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
04 Dec 2022
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Heavy, wet breathing, and a choked-off voice: “C-come in. Please. Someone, come in. This is Midoriya Izuku. Bakugou Katsuki and I are t-trapped—”
He cuts himself off, just as Katsuki fuzzily realizes his head is pillowed on Izuku’s thigh. His thoughts come in slow like molasses.
Izuku breathes hard. “—Under a building. We’re under the building.”
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Izuku has had this thing about him that Katsuki has never been able to name, but he's been chasing it since he learned how to run. It takes a catastrophic building collapse during their third year and a severe concussion for him to realize what it is.
Aizawa loses ten years off his life. When does he not.
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your touch brought forth an incandescent glow (tarnished but so worn) by maxisnotokay
Fandoms: Supernatural
09 Mar 2022
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Dean can't remember the last time he was touched gently, which is fine. He takes what he can from one-night-stands and hugs from Sam—which only really happens anymore if one or both of them dies—because he's an adult, and he isn't going to go crying about how much he wants someone to hold him. God forbid Dad comes back to life and beats some sense into him for thinking it.
And then Castiel grips him tight and raises him from perdition, and. Well. The guy's touchy. Dean would rather swallow a block of cement than admit how much he likes it.
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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the clouds are closing in now. by carolinaa for apoplex
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
30 Nov 2020
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Something in Denki's brain is different, ever since his latest turn as a human lightning rod. After all, there are only so many times he can fry his brain through and have it remain intact.
If only he wasn't constantly on Aizawa's last nerve.
(BTHB square 8: was too hard on them)
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- Part 5 of bad things happen bingo
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22 Sep 2025
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Here Art is, horny and alone, looking for something that will help him forget, because it’s been years and he’s been so good, hasn’t he? Hasn’t he been good? Hasn’t he kept his thoughts pure, hasn’t he been focused on what matters? Hasn’t he earned the right to be just a little bit bad?
That’s the mantra Art settles with as he scrolls past video after video, trying to settle on something quick before he loses his nerve. That is until one stops him dead in his tracks.
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"If they were coming after us today, they would have done it already. We gotta rest while we can."
The word sends a horrible shiver down her spine. Rest. How could she possibly rest?
Every time she blinks she sees him—his grimacing mouth, the whites of his eyes reflecting flame. She sees the sickening mess of flesh inside his skull, cracked open like a broken pot. She can almost feel the handle of the butcher's cleaver in her long-empty palm, slick with blood and viscera.
Ellie's certain she'll never rest again.
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- Part 3 of What Love Looks Like, in the End
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03 Jan 2025
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It started when he was almost too young to remember.
Do not speak, unless you are spoken to.
Sit still through this whole meeting.
Do not let them notice you.It was a game. And Tim was used to winning.
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