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  1. Public Bookmark 69

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    It's the night of the Canadian Screen Awards and Connor watches from Atlanta as Hudson accepts the award for Best Leading Performance in a Drama Series.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    After a head injury Ilya doesn’t remember anything past tuna meltdown they decide to help with his memories they’ll tell their whole love story and Ilya gets to tell the parts he remembers.

    OR Shane & Ilya’s love story… as told by Shane & Ilya

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 3 done

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    After 18 hours of interviews, camera flashes, and pretending that the "brotherhood" with his co-star is enough, Connor Storrie is at his breaking point. Haunted by rumors about Hudson's love life and exhausted from hiding his true feelings, Connor takes a strong sleeping pill just to shut his brain off.

    ​But when Hudson shows up at his hotel room in the middle of the night, the mix of exhaustion and medication causes Connor to blur reality with fantasy. With no filter and believing he is facing his "Dream Hudson," Connor ends up confessing much more than he intended—including about that imaginary time on the kitchen counter.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Ilya always craved for validation.
    Impersonal, vain, lighthearted validation. So much so, it had him running away to Canada.

    The vastness and anonymity of the internet gave him just what he wanted – Tumblr, a place where being judged was almost unthinkable and getting compliments about his body without much commitment or effort was ridiculously easy.

    But as the bubble he had built for himself in a faraway land burst in the shape of a threat and he accidentally reveals things he'd rather keep hidden, a flash of empathy and freckles on a screen were maybe enough to keep him afloat.

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    Ilya accidentally posts a vent on his aesthetic Tumblr account, and gets an ask he didn't expect in return from a pretty college student with pretty freckles.

    He didn't expect it to bleed into his real life.

    title from gasoline by halsey.

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    23 Apr 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    "You were really going to shave all this off with a cheap plastic blade?" Hudson asked, his breath hot against Connor’s ear.

    "I thought you’d think it was gross" Connor admitted, his eyes fluttering shut as Hudson’s hand moved lower, his fingers tangling into the dark growth between Connor’s legs.

    "Gross?" Hudson let out a low, dark chuckle. "Connor, it’s the hottest thing I’ve ever seen."

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 2 done