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    The house where his mother killed herself is nothing but a pile of ash. It should satisfy him, maybe, that the building that was once her prison is gone. It was his prison too, for years. But something about the way the charred brick has crumbled in on itself makes him feel empty.

    Suddenly, Ilya Rozanov is a single parent to his orphaned niece. Suddenly, he has a whole lot more to lose.
    The only way to keep his love safe, is to keep it secret.
    (Its not like he doesn't have enough of those already)

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    19 Mar 2026

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    A whump fanfiction series that is actually, secretly, a fix-it.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    The summer after the kiss leaks, Shane and Ilya are desperate to get away from the world and recover from the whirlwind that was their first year as a public couple. When a family emergency turns their lives upside down and Ilya finds himself off the rink for the first season since being drafted, he is forced to come to terms with his relationship to his career and identity through the power of family, friendship, and group chats.

    Or: Ilya's niece comes to live with Hollanov in Canada and Ilya becomes a Montreal W(H)AG

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Their relationship is still new or at least newly romantic. It is, without a doubt, the worst possible time for Shane and Ilya to become parents, but, when Alexei dies, that’s just what happens.

    Or, after his brother dies, Ilya becomes the guardian of his six-year-old niece. He and an anxious Shane dive head first into parenthood. Featuring Masha and the Bear, s’mores, and loons.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Hello?” the voice from her phone said, in Russian. It sounded familiar, somehow. Hesitant. “This is… Irina, yes?

    “Yes,” Irina frowned. “…Who is this?”

    Ah. It’s… Ilya,” her fucking uncle said. Her uncle, who she hadn’t spoken to since she was seven years old. “Ilya Rozanov,” as if that needed clarifying.

    When the trust that Ilya set aside for his niece, Irina, becomes available to her at eighteen, Ilya speaks to her for the first time in twelve years. It changes a lot of things, for the both of them.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is not expecting a visit from a friend. He is also not expecting a family reunion.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    “Hello. Ilya Rozanov here. Be fast, or I will drop call.”

    “Dyadya Ilya? It is you, isn’t it?” a scratchy, nasal voice said. She had the tiniest sliver of an accent, one Ilia wouldn’t have noticed, had it not mirrored his own, that he had spent a good decade trying to eradicate.

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    Ilya had long since given up any hope of having a connection to his family back home in russia. His new family in canada, his marriage to Shane is enough. So he doesn't quite know what to feel when hope comes calling (in the form of his little niece, who is not quite so little anymore)

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    28 Jan 2026

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    28 Jan 2026

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    “So... that was my niece.” 

    “I heard,” Shane nodded, taking a few steps forward until he was right in front of Ilya, connecting their hands, “Are you okay?” 

    “Of course I am,” Ilya squeezed Shane’s hands, “She said she wants to come here. To stay with us. For summer, at least, maybe longer.” 

    Shane’s eyes moved quickly, scanning every inch of Ilya’s face and Ilya could feel it - the gaze and the emotion, carefully examining before asking, “Do you want that?” 

    “I-” Ilya cleared his throat, “It is up to you, Shane. I would love to have her here, to get to know her, but it is up to you. This is our home and it is our life and I-” 

    “I know, Ilya,” Shane’s voice was so soft that Ilya genuinely felt like he could melt in it, “but I’d love to have her here, too, if that’s what you want.” 

    Which is exactly why they’re currently parked in an airport parking lot, a week after that phone call took place, waiting for Katerina, whose plane just landed.

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    OR, in which Ilya's niece (Katerina) turns 18, gains access to the trust he created for her, starts to distrust her father, and ends up staying with Ilya and Shane in Canada for the summer.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya?”

    “I-I need to go back. To Russia.”

    “What?!” Shane reared back, taking away the comforting warmth of his hands on Ilya’s cheeks.

    “No, lyubimiy. Not for always. Just for… I don’t know. Maybe couple weeks?”

    “Why, what’s going on?”

    “Alexei… he’s….”

    “Alexei? I thought you said you weren’t helping him anymore. What did he do this time?”

    “He… he died.”

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Ilya couldn’t help it, gently collecting the small girl into his arms as she easily wrapped her arms around his neck. She was so light, lighter than she should be for a five year old, and yet the burden she carried had nearly weighed her down just as easily. Ilya swears he'd carve out a future where she would never shy away from the sunshine, where she would never question or second guess whether she deserves the calm, the warmth, the love that she receives.

    Their deaths weren't her fault, never was, never would be. 

    "Uncle Ilyushka is here now."

    Svetlana calls the Hollander-Rosanovs to inform them Andrei and Alexia have been killed. And that Katarina, his niece, has less than a week before she's officially filed in foster care. 

    Nobody wants to grow up in Russia's foster system. And Uncle Ilyushka of all people, would not allow it.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    “I don’t want to smell that place again,” he says. “I don’t want to hear that language around me like that. I don’t want to be small again.”

    His chest tightens. His breathing gets shallow. He hates this part. The moment when the past stops being something he remembers and starts being something he feels.

    “I can’t,” he repeats. “I really can’t.”

    There’s a long pause. Then Ilya exhales shakily and adds, quieter now, almost breaking,

    “But I can’t leave her alone.”

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    when ilya's niece loses her mother and reaches out to him in secret, he returns to russia with shane to get her out of an unsafe home.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    25 Nov 2022

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    A series in which Erik didn't die in the car crash but instead surprised Wilhelm at Parents' Day.

    This is what happens with Wille and Simon's relationship, the Royal Family, and regular chaotic life as a result.

     

    [ most parts will be able to be read on their own but will make much more sense if you've read part one of this series When I Said I Wanted You to Get Along (this isn't what i meant) ]

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    23 Oct 2022

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    Edward Teach is one of the most famous chefs in the world, working under the handle Chef Blackbeard. Not one to be tied down, he does random pop-ups in all types of kitchens, and for the absurdly wealthy, he caters special events.

    Stede Bonnet wants to throw the best engagement party ever for his ex-wife and best friend, Mary. His assistant recommends the extravagant work of Chef Blackbeard.

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    28 Jul 2022

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    When Stede put out the advertisement for a man, it was very late at night and he was very, very drunk.
    Seeking: intimidating man to conduct himself poorly at an elite dinner party this Christmas. Tattoos, piercings a plus. Must be comfortable speaking out of turn and using the wrong cutlery for at least one course. Rate of pay negotiable – role involves engaging with somewhat difficult personages and you will be compensated accordingly. Note that you will be posing as another man’s romantic partner; homophobes need not apply.

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    Frustrated by his rich, bigoted family, Stede Bonnet advertises for a man to be his fake date when he faces them at Christmas. Tattooed biker Edward Teach responds. But somewhere between planning amazing pranks and teaching Ed about society, Stede begins to fall for him. Could Ed ever feel the same?

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    14 Jul 2022

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    Stede spreads his hands in front of him, and Louis and Alma both grin up at him. “Do you remember the stories I used to tell you about those fearsome pirates who lived out at sea? And, remember how I told you I went on adventures with Blackbeard? Well—”

    “Mom already told us you married Blackbeard,” Alma cuts him off, taking— Well, taking the wind right out of his sails, as it were.

    “Alma,” Mary hisses at her. “Don’t interrupt y—”

    “No, no, that’s fine, it’s— It’s fine, really,” Stede says. “I was— I was, admittedly, a little excited to tell you, but— That’s fine, honestly, we—”

    “No, no, do it anyway,” Mary encourages him.


    or: louis, alma, mary, and doug spend four days and three nights aboard the revenge, stede's families become one, and his entire heart combusts in the process.

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    21 May 2022

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    05 Feb 2019

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