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    now

    Sunghoon says, “I think we should break up.”

    then

    “I think we should date,” said Sunghoon.

     

    or -

    Park Sunghoon is nothing but the most clichéd contradiction, Kim Sunoo soon finds out.

    ft. a series of nows, thens and a moment

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    19 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    Headnote: Public, anonymous and batshit courting attempts from Park Sunghoon to Kim Sunoo

    Orders: No one is to meddle or undermine or interfere. No picking sides. No assistance

    Counsel:
    The applicant is represented by Jungwon Yang
    The respondent is represented by the good will of others. Maybe Jongseong 'Jay' Park

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    19 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 72

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    "Kind of, as in we've slept together several times and he treats me like he actually cares." Sunoo sighed again, giving up on his food and resting his chin against his palm. Jungwon hummed thoughtfully. "So what's the problem?" He asked. "Is he non-committal or something?"

    "Towards me, yes."

    "What do you mean?"

    Sunoo sighed for the hundredth time it seems like, preparing himself for the lecture he was sure to receive. "He... he's dating someone else already."
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    Or, Sunoo has been sleeping with the captain of the basketball team – Lee Heeseung – who's already dating someone else.

    When Sunoo asks him to choose, Heeseung ultimately decides to leave him behind.

    Come in Riki's master plan to get revenge on Heeseung, featuring one lone wolf figure skater...

     

    Inspired by I'm Not Okay (I Promise) by MCR.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Sunoo has a crush on Sunghoon. It’s been this way for the past three years, maybe even since I-Land. Sunghoon can’t blame the younger boy. He’s hot, funny, talented—shit, if Sunghoon were gay, he’d probably want to date himself. All he wants is for Sunoo to move on. To focus his attention on someone else for once.

    And one day, Sunoo does.

    OR: Sunoo finally gets over his crush on Sunghoon. And Sunghoon realizes he doesn't like it.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    “Sunghoon-hyung, someone could come in at any second and see.”

     

    “Then let them see.”

     

    Sunoo’s hands hit his chest with more force than he was expecting as he took several steps back.

     

    Sunoo’s face was red with anger. Eyes wide and focused on Sunghoon’s with an intensity that scared him to his core.

     

    “Do not fucking say that to me Park Sunghoon.”

     

    Sunoo pushed past him and gripped the handle of the door.

     

    It had probably been a long time coming. Or maybe he was drunk. Yeah, that was it. He was drunk. It was the drunk Park Sunghoon who pinned Sunoo against the door. The drunk Park Sunghoon who bit Sunoo’s neck when he turned his face just in time to avoid Sunghoon kissing him.

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    13 Jul 2026