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with ptmc short-staffed, jack has worked himself to the bone. samira tests a theory that she can get jack to take care of himself if the thinks he's taking care of her.
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They eat with the faint murmur of the ED as a soundtrack. She pulls apart small pieces of her egg and cheese english muffin. Abbot wolfs down the burrito and studies the remains of the wrapper, as though his own hunger has surprised him.
Her lips twitch with sympathetic amusement. How oblivious he’s been to his own needs. There’s a strange delight too, in finding Ellis was right. He’ll listen to her. He’ll give in, if it’s her. The thrill down her spine is electric. She wants to know how far she can push this. Exactly how close she can get before he says no or sees through her. How good would he be to himself if she asked it of him? Will he let her love him in this transitive way? Care for yourself because you care about me and I care about you.
Well. Samira Mohan is nothing if not data-driven.
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01 Jul 2026
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One of the best fics ever. Caring for yourself and others is the same — gosh amazing.
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“Oh, come on,” there’s that whine again. “I’m not like one of those creeps who won’t take no for an answer."
Well clearly, he missed a few branches on the way down from the top of the self-awareness tree.
“I just want a little honesty. I can take it, Doc, promise.”
“Oh no Mr. Edgerton,” Whitaker finally manages to say. “Dr. Mohan really does have a boyfriend.”
Huh.
Jack didn’t know Whitaker had it in him.
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22 Jun 2026
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"I know." But his jaw is clenched, his breathing careful. "Just — let me do this right."
And she understands then that he's scared, too. He’s the one who’s seen her through all of it, who knows her better than she knows herself sometimes. Jack loves her, and she knows he’s terrified of hurting her, of pushing too hard, of undoing the careful healing of the past three months.
His caution is love made physical.
a.k.a. Dr. Samira Mohan is finally medically cleared after giving birth.
title credits: "Creep" by Radiohead
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- Part 3 of mohabbot of melancholy and misery!
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14 Jun 2026
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coming undone by absolutehorror, andromedas_perseus, antematter, GrostoliSugary, kilnhouse, Sequanea
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
12 Jun 2026
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Kate Sharma came to England to secure her sister a match. Anthony Bridgerton came – indiscreetly, and rather often – in his breeches.
The scenes of this tale are the same as the ones we already know, with one slight aberration: in the presence of Kate Sharma, Anthony Bridgerton always has an unfortunate erection.
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12 Jun 2026
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It’s 10:47pm on Christmas Eve when Jack Abbot asks Samira Mohan if she wants to go somewhere with him.
Or, Jack takes Samira home for Christmas.
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10 Jun 2026
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There's this feeling in her chest, something heavy, yet hollow. Something that tells her she doesn't fit anymore - she used to, she knows that. She used to feel at home in this ER and with these people. But now, now there's a distance in the glances she gets, a quizzical judgement. Almost as if they're asking why she's still here.
I don't know! She wants to scream at them. But I also don't know where else to go. She admits to herself quiety.
It fills her brain with static and her body with discomfort.
But it's funny. All of that stops.
The noise. The frustration. The worry.
It all stops when she looks at him.
And he stands there, like a safe haven. The eye of the storm, nothing but pure calm laced into a prosthetic with salt and pepper hair.
It calls to her like a lighthouse, beckoning her in with nowhere else to go.
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04 Jun 2026
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Three months of static, silence, and the stuff you say to someone you'll never see.
Jack Abbot takes a fire lookout job to escape his grief. On the other side of the radio is Samira Mohan.
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01 Jun 2026
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samira mohan has spent her whole life trying to make peace with the idea that she is not the kind of woman people look at twice. jack abbot, unfortunately for her long-held beliefs, looks at her like she is the only thing in the room that has ever made sense. and he will do anything to prove it to her.
title from "angel" by massive attack.
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25 May 2026
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14 May 2026
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There are worse things than a crush, Samira tells herself. Ischemic heart disease. Aquagenic urticaria. Hemiplegic migraines. Still—crushes are up there.
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That was the thing about Abbot. He seemed to have that kind of chemistry with everyone—always a joke ready to go, a flirty smile or a wink received with a laugh. He wasn't sleazy about it. It wasn't the kind of thing that warranted a note to HR. He was congenial to a fault, but much to Samira's dismay, he never seemed to direct that kind of flirting her direction.
It was for the best, probably. For all she knew, he had shrewdly intuited her less than professional feelings towards him and was trying not to make things harder on her. And it should have made it easier. The buzzing feeling that wracked her brain when he was around would certainly be exacerbated by suggestive comments, but something about the way her brain was wired had her wondering what was wrong with her that excepted her from his charm.
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- Part 1 of no empty words
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“Heh, sadly my pedestrian status isn’t by choice. My car croaked a few weeks ago and I haven’t found the energy to shop for a new one. I got it used and it lasted me eight years, so can’t cry about it.”
Her chest and cheeks are heating up, which is par for the course. She’s been deliberating asking to be transferred to the night shift for months now, but seeing Abbot for the handful of minutes while they’re switching off is humiliating enough. Even this boring snippet of small talk is activating the hairs on her arms. Her last proper crush was in med school, and the recipient equally problematic. But this will pass, like the rest. Crushes are like stomach bugs. You accept the pain, feel a bit sorry for yourself, and trust your body to handle it.
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17 Apr 2026
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The stranger from the stairwell stops beside a bank of linen cabinets and folds his arms loosely across his chest.
No, not a stairwell stranger, Dennis reminds himself. His attending.
He opens his mouth. “Dr. Robby—”
“You are a fourth-year medical student on rotation in my department,” Dr. Robby cuts off, “and what happened in the stairwell this morning does not change that.”
Dennis swallows.Dennis Whitaker didn't need fate to tell him he was meant to be a doctor. He just really wasn't expecting his new attending on his very last rotation of medical school to say the words inked around his bicep.
Or, a slow burn soulmate-identifying marks AU.
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11 Apr 2026
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His face comes into focus then: hazel eyes watching her with an expression she doesn’t recognize, grey hair damp and curling.
“That’s it,” he says. “You with me?”
She nods, the movement slightly hindered by the hand still cupping her face. He leaves it there as he slides the other up to press two fingers to her carotid. She’s watched him perform miracles with these hands—has seen him blind cric a patient without an ounce of hesitation—but she realizes now that he is shaking.
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Or: Samira gets the happy ending she deserves.
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08 Apr 2026
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Late at night, drunk and alone, Dennis thought texting a friend for advice would help. He was wrong. The bar, the booze, the buzzing phone… all of it spun into chaos he couldn’t control. Dennis realizes some mistakes don’t just break the rules: they rewrite them.
And Dr Michael Robinavitch?
He’s the most dangerous consequence of all.Bookmarked by pixie_likethecut
06 Apr 2026
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The hospital has a mandatory STI screening, which will painfully be conducted by attendings, which happens to be Robby for Dennis.
The twist is that Dennis is trans and hasn't told anybody he works with.COMPLETED✌🏼
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21 Mar 2026
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Robby’s sabbatical was supposed to be his escape, right up until a motorcycle crash leaves Dennis in a coma.
Instead of disappearing for three months, Robby plants himself at Dennis’s bedside and unravels everything he never meant to say out loud.
Guilt turns into devotion, fear softens into something deeper, and Robby realizes he’s falling for the man who unknowingly saved him.
Now all he can do is wait - and hope Dennis wakes up to hear the truth.Bookmarked by pixie_likethecut
18 Mar 2026
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Rather suddenly, with only an hour left on shift, Robby turns his wrath on Dennis.
Rather suddenly, Robby's three-month-long motorcycle-themed suicide sabbatical turns into three months of intensive outpatient mental health treatment.
His house key ends up on Dennis's keyring all the same.
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18 Mar 2026
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Jack Abbot was no stranger to the feeling of knuckles connecting with a mandible. He'd thrown enough punches as an unruly youth to know exactly how hard to jab to do the damage warranted.
Still, as his fist connected with the angled bone of Robby's jaw, a feeling of profound relief spread through his own body. Apparently, he'd been winding up to this for longer than he consciously knew.
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17 Mar 2026
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"I know it's normal." His voice is sharp, suddenly. "I know all of this is normal. The stages of grief, the timeline, the— I've read the literature. I know what's supposed to happen. I just don't understand why knowing doesn't make it hurt less."
Linda sets down her pen. "Because grief isn't an intellectual exercise, Jack. You can't think your way through it. You have to feel it."
"I don't want to feel it."
"I know."
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Jack's therapist watches as he rebuilds and finds Samira along the way.
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16 Mar 2026