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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    Instead of doing what he has always wanted to do, Hyunjin does what he always used to do when he was on the brink of self-destruction. He lifts his arm to rest over Chan’s waist, tucks himself under the man’s chin, and breathes in a scent of sweat, old spice deodorant, and a spritz of good, cheap cologne.

    Chan traces his fingers over Hyunjin’s back, but eventually ends up in their same old position, their same old comfort zone. With his hand tangled into the hair at Hyunjin’s nape, his phone still rattling through a Danny Gonzalez video somewhere between them, and the smell of Hyunjin’s coconut-infused shampoo filling his nose, he finally feels ready to fall into their old routine again.

    Hopefully, it doesn’t end as abruptly as the last time.

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    21 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    “Love you, too, hyung,” Minho whispered, breaking his character for a moment to press a sugary kiss onto Chan’s lips. “But I’m kinda trying to do this thing where I drive you insane with my itchy skirt and artificial peppermint flavor and this isn’t part of my vision. Play along, hyung.”

    Or, Minho has the concept of a plan, a skirt, and the hopes of driving Chan insane.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “You’re lucky I’m not a creature of the night, young lord. You could have been hurt dragging in a stranger in the middle of the night. Who knows if I wanted to steal something… irreplaceable,” the stranger said, eyes flickering over Minho again, lingering on Minho’s throat that was hidden under his tie. 

    “It would have hurt me more to leave you outside in the cold,” Minho countered, crossing his legs and leaning back on the couch. “It would have been a misfortune for both of us if something happened due to me thinking too highly of myself to help someone in need. And nothing has been stolen as far as I can see.” 

    Or, the rules are clear - do as you’re told, cover your neck and wrists, sit in the sun, and never let strangers inside. That’s how Minho was raised, his mother’s warning haunting him all the way into adulthood. That is, until one night a handsome stranger knocks on the door, fainting before Minho. For the first time in his life, Minho disobeys, and his life is changed forever. 

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    05 Jun 2026

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    "It's... fuck, Hyunjin, I'm old enough to be your dad."

    Hyunjin grinned, and his eyes flashed as bright as the silver ring in his lip. "So?"

    OR: Chan is old. Hyunjin doesn't care.

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    29 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    “I started to like myself when he died. I never could before. I would always have his voice in my head, saying I’m too much, I’m too sensitive, I need to grow some balls.” Hyunjin is panting now, and he feels so fucking good. “He said that I was weak for having any feelings besides anger; what he didn’t know was that I was angrier than him most of the time. I hated him with everything I am, and I still do, but it took so much energy to hate him that it started to morph into self-hatred. I started to believe him at some point, and obviously I still do believe him, but I don’t want to anymore.

    “He’s had his claws in me for too long, Chan,” Hyunjin groans, and he watches as Chan licks his lips. “He’s dead, but I still feel him watching me. I hate it, but it’s there. It gets quiet sometimes, but when I get stressed, it all comes rushing back, and I feel like I need to leave everyone behind because I’m not good enough to be around them.”

    “You are!” Chan protests, reaching out to cup Hyunjin’s jaw. His hand is so warm in the cool night air, so strong against his frail skin.

    Maybe it’s strong enough to hold him up when he can’t do it himself.

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    21 May 2026