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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    “So… does this mean you’re my honey?”

    “I’m whatever you want me to be Ilya.”

    “I want you to be naked in that big fancy bath tub with me.”

    “I know. In a minute.”

    Ilya waited, his hands wrapped around Shane’s waist.

    “I just need to rest my eyes for a sec.”

     

    I’m whatever you want me to be.

    Ilya repeated the thought in his head. He knew he was being unfair. He knew he was being petty. But they’re on their honeymoon! They’re in Ibiza! And Shane is napping.

     

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    Shane and Ilya go on their honeymoon to Ibiza. Shane is autistic. Ilya is anxiously attached.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “Is not like we don’t know how to be quiet, we hooked up in hotels for over a decade.”

    “It’s not about being quiet, Ilya. No matter what we do, they’re going to assume we’re in there having sex.”

    “Yeah, well, we probably will be having sex.” Ilya didn’t really understand the issue. Was he supposed to pretend he and his husband were celibate? Half the guys on the team made jokes about post-game sex with their partners. No one ever batted an eye with them. “Quiet sex, though.”

    Shane hadn’t disagreed, but apparently it wasn’t a helpful distinction.

    Shane insists he and Ilya sleep in separate hotel rooms for away games. Neither of them handle it very well.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    11 Jul 2026

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    “Shane?” Ilya dropped down beside him instantly, panic flooding his voice. “Shane! l’ubímyj? What is happening? What did she say?”

    Shane couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t think. His brain repeating it over and over and over again.

    Gone.

    The word echoed, hollow and impossible.

    “I-it’s - fuck. M-My dad…” he choked out. “He- he’s-”

    Or…

    Shane finds out he is pregnant with his and Ilya’s first baby the same day his dad unexpectedly passes away.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Again, Ilya feels the shame flare in his belly. He imagines his father across the counter from them, watching this unfold. Watching Ilya be babied by his fucking boyfriend over an injury. He remembered how he’d yell at his mother for babying Ilya, the word soft being thrown around a lot.

    But Ilya likes being babied. He likes watching Shane fuss and frown as he portions out the pills, filling a glass with Ilya’s favorite juice to wash them down with, then bustling up and back down the stairs with Ilya’s favorite pillow and the sleep mask he keeps in his travel bag for planes and hotels.

    He is soft. Weak too, probably. His father’s voice spits through his thoughts, sharp and disgusted. Ilya feels them settle on his shoulders, tug at his spine.

    “You okay?” Shane asks, hair messy from the shower, Ilya’s pillow against his chest.

    His father’s voice fades.

    “Yes, moya lyubov. I am okay.”

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    Or, a shoulder injury takes Ilya out for the season ten games into his second year with the Ottawa Centaurs. With one good arm and an empty house, Ilya battles with memories of his parents and his mental health.

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    11 Jul 2026