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  1. Public Bookmark 75

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    Till loses a bet and has to go on a date with the school’s resident emo.

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    18 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 71

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    “what did mizi want?”

    ivan pouts at the lack of till in his hands. “nothing much. just wanted me to pose as her boyfriend for some family gathering next week.”

    “oh, that’s—wait, what?”

    (._.)

    (mizi asks ivan to act as her boyfriend in front of her family. till, ivan's actual boyfriend, isn't pleased with this request. he's not pleased one bit.)

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    04 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 92

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    Ivan is caught up in the usual college fanfair. Football, grades, family toubles, and parties. He's fake dating his friend Mizi to keep his parents off his back and to keep them from finding out Mizi's actually dating his sister.
    So the last thing he needs is a beautiful boy who’s his exact opposite to enter the picture and distract him from everything.

    Or maybe that’s exactly what he needs…

    Jock Ivan/Emo Till College AU with as little academics and sports as I can get away with.

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    28 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    "Do you believe in heaven, Agent Red Star?" Mizi wonders, peering up at Ivan. Her neck hurts. Everything hurts, really. It feels stupid. Her mother has already told her that she's going to the store today to get a new fish, so the other one in the pair doesn't notice and tragically give in to loneliness. Mizi wishes her pain were so replaceable, too.

    "Would you like me to believe in it, Agent Pink Jellyfish?" he asks, leaning down so they are at eye level. When the adults do it, Mizi tends to feel even smaller. But when Ivan does it, she feels just right-sized. "I mean, I do believe they have to go somewhere. The law of conservation of energy demands it."

    Mizi sighs, shoulders sagging. "I think I slept through that lesson. Do you think Till's mother went to the same place, too?"

    (Or: Mizi's goldfish dies, leaving her pondering over its fate. Ivan suggests a more practical method of mourning. Spoiler Alert: They decide to eat it.)

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    26 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    "Ah," Till pants, swallowing. Ivan takes in every wave, every vibration, moving his fingers to the undulating rhythm. Is this how Till's throat moves when he hums along to his music? Suddenly, Ivan despises the futility of the ears. He wishes it were more common to listen with one's fingers. "F-Feels strange when you do that. L-Like your fingers are inside."

    "Does... Does it?" Ivan murmurs, a tremor running through his torso, settling somewhere deep inside his thudding chest. He glances at Till's disjointed palms, imagining allowing crooked Till's fingers to enter the cavity of his throat, giving them a place beneath all those useless layers of skin. He has never considered envying Till, but he supposes this is as close he gets. Next time, he dares to think, then promptly bites his own tongue in reprimand. "And… Do you mind? I have washed them thoroughly, I assure you."

    A familiar scowl surfaces on Till's face at that.

    (Or: Ivan's hands like to take their time with Till.)

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    25 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 30

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    25 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 44

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    Till and Ivan are friends. Sort of. Usually friends don't make nests in your bed, or bite your neck, but Till can't argue since he has none.
    You'd think that being caught in malicious dating rumors would at least mean you were actually dating the person but... nope. All it takes is a hot, rich friend with terrible pheromone management and a couple of jealous classmates. Shocking, he knows.

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    Ivan, who presented as an omega when he should have been an alpha, is forced to maintain his alpha image by his parents. Till, the only other person aware of this (save for his mother), is forced to deal with it. When Ivan goes into heat, Till is the one offering up his bed and delivering meals. When Ivan rolls around his house and coats it with omega pheromones, Till is the one who reminds him to put on his scent blockers and faux alpha pheromones. When Ivan comes home, drenched in said faux pheromones, Till is the one who chases him to the bathroom to wash them off. And when they go to school, Ivan smelling like a squeaky-clean alpha with the barest hint of lingering omega pheromones while Till is reeking of them, Till is the one labeled as a loose omega. As is the way of life.

    Till’s life, at least.

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    24 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 45

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    “You want to model for me?” Till asks slowly, just to make sure. “You’re gonna have to get, like, nude and stuff.” He feels heat flood to his cheeks, but Ivan still looks completely unfazed.

    “That’s fine.”

    Till sits up. “You didn’t even shower with the guys on your team back in high school,” he says pointedly. He gestures to Ivan’s current outfit: slacks with a polo shirt under his varsity jacket. “You hate showing skin.” It’s not something Ivan’s ever said, but Till picked up on it slowly over the years. Ivan’s always careful to cover everything in a way that seems almost compulsive. It started their last year of middle school. Till still doesn’t know why.

    “If it’s just the two of us, then it’s fine,” Ivan says plainly.

    ***

    When Ivan offers to help him practice figure drawing for class, Till is unprepared for the modeling sessions to stir up long-denied feelings within him.

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    24 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 22

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    Till’s eyes are an endless ocean to drown in, harbouring just as much depth and calmness as they are a brutal force of nature, driven by pure rawness and passion. Beautiful and dangerous and mesmerizing and – oh.

    He didn’t mean to make this about Till, but even if he gets back to his point of being a man who is nearly impossible to surprise, it leads Ivan back to him, inevitable. If there’s someone who actually manages to catch him off guard, it’s Till – but for once, it’s not in that positive, exciting way but rather… unsettling.

    - -

    Or: Ivan finds out that Till works as a host in a bar and decides that he needs to do something to keep annoying customers away from him.

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    23 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 72

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    While most students come home during the summer break, Ivan spends it training for the next season.

    Refusing to leave Ivan on his own because he apparently doesn’t understand the concept of rest, Till invites him to his hometown for a change.

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    21 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 37

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    After a while, Ivan and Luka finished setting everything up. The lights dimmed, and the projector hummed to life. A PowerPoint slide appeared on the screen.
    THE CHEMISTRY OF LOVE
    Mizi, Sua, Hyuna, and Till all stared at it.
    Till felt a strange knot form in his stomach. This was bizarre—even for Ivan and Luka.
    Ivan stepped forward, hands clasped behind his back. “You’re probably wondering why we asked you here,” he said evenly. “Recently, I’ve been experiencing a series of irregular physiological responses.”
    The four of them stiffened.
    “My dopamine and norepinephrine levels are elevated,” Ivan continued. “Oxytocin spikes have been frequent. Serotonin levels have dropped, while cortisol has increased. Additionally, I’ve observed an irregular heart rate and impaired concentration.”
    He paused, as if waiting for the data to settle.
    “Taken together, these symptoms lead to only one plausible conclusion.” Ivan looked straight ahead. “I am in love.”

    Or

    Ivan thinks his feelings for Till are fake, so he uses science to prove it.
    Till is not okay with that.

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    21 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 66

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    ‘Tiiiiiiiill,’ Ivan sends, and Till already knows he’s fucked. ‘I get a free day next week!! Let’s meet up!’ he says, then forwards a pathetic gif of a puppy with the wettest eyes ever looking up at Till’s perplexed stare.

    This is a trick. Till should say no. Till should acknowledge that he’s been acting really weird about his best friend lately and that he has to get normal before they see each other again. Till should tell Ivan to spend his once-in-a-blue-moon free day relaxing at a spa—a spa? Till frowns. People would get so fucking weird about that. He should go somewhere else where clothes are involved. Skiing sounds better—and not slouching at Till’s ass dorm. Till should get a grip.

    ‘Please? :((’

    Goddammit.

    Five times Till loses his mind over Ivan's waist, and one time he does something about it.

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    20 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 29

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    “I missed you too, Till.” His voice is smooth and rich like expensive honey. Sweet, delectable, and always leaves you wanting more. But the quality of honey always depends on how it is cultivated. The more care you treat it with, the better the outcome will be. Till is not a greedy man, but sees it as him reaping the seeds he sowed and cared for.

    ...

    Or, Ivan comes back from a fashion show in China and gets jumped by Till <3_<3

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    19 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 72

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    “We finally meet again.”

    Till’s face scrunches up like a crumpled piece of paper. His eyebrows are furrowed and up so high, his eyes squinting yet wide. And his lips curve in all directions. He’s using every single nerve to try to piece together what the fuck is happening.

    He flicks his tongue at his bottom lip to wet it. Like when you lick your thumb to grip the page in a book, he’s trying to somehow grip a thought to form.

    Till blinks, and then he asks an octave higher than he’s used to, “I’m sorry. Who are you?”

    The pretty stranger, Till deems him. Looks at him with this blanched look. His eyes widen, which almost seems impossible with how big they already are. Like a deer in the headlights. And he looks almost sad.

    A new student transfers to the small countryside; mysterious, handsome, and claiming to know Till. But Till has no memory or idea of who this stranger is, should he?

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    18 Feb 2026

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    17 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 44

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    See? With the art block and fields being on complete opposite ends, he didn’t even catch sight of the team once. Okay, maybe he saw some of them in the halls sometimes, but fuck it, everyone goes to the hall, alright? Anyway, he didn’t really have an opinion on them, since the guys weren’t those stereotypical bully jocks, or whatnot. They were known for being civil, if nothing else.

     

     

    So tell him why they started approaching him, asking about his opinions on romance, occasionally mentioning his romantic preferences.

     

    Tell Till why the entire team suddenly decided that it would be totally normal to visit him after class, around campus, and call out his name (and how the fuck do they even know his name?), ask him random questions, and just leave?

     

    I don’t know; ask Ivan.

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    13 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 72

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    Till was seven when he threw the first punch; he was seven when Ivan punched back, and he was seven when he realised he and Ivan had matching bruises.

    or, the years ebb and flow, but there will always be an ivan and till.

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    13 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 53

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    “Arrogant bastard,” Till mutters, already getting to his feet.

    He slowly releases his leg, like his body is still stuck to that damn ice, that irritating perfection. Ivan bows again—dry, respectful, calculated down to the last degree. Nothing beyond what’s required. When he straightens, his eyes scan the stands without hurry, automatic, professional.

    But even so, he finds Till.

    “Arrogant bastard,” he mutters again, already standing.

    Between cold, gleaming ice rinks and dinners charged with ulterior motives, Till finds himself lost in his turbulent relationship with Ivan.

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    12 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 85

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    Considering running away from home once more, Till resigns to escape through his window with only his messenger bag on him. He was hoping to be kidnapped by a kinder person... although kind people don't really kidnap. Oh well, Till would take anything other than Urak.
    And he would've taken a tall, kind, handsome police officer as his dad... that is if he seemed interested in adopting a teenage delinquent. He didn't. He seemed more interested in doing other things with Till.

    Or; Till gets caught graffitiing private property but hey, at least it was by the ever-so-kind police officer, Ivan, who won't call his dad and instead will teach him how it feels to be alive.

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    11 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 71

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    Every kiss is a risk.

    Every rendezvous is a PR nightmare waiting to happen.

    But nothing seems to discourage the hidden intimacy of the not-so-relationship between BLACK SORROW’s charismatic frontman and the world renowned actor Till sunbae.

    Except maybe... talking about feelings.

    Or, Till accidentally confesses the feelings he shouldn’t have for his situationship and he tries to pretend it didn’t happen.

    Ivan doesn’t let him.

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    07 Feb 2026

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