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    Akk is a twenty-two-year-old virgin who has just been asked on a date by the campus playboy. Worried about being inexperienced in bed, he goes to his best friend, Aye, to ask for lessons.

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    14 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Exactly one hundred and twenty days, four months, since he lost his medical license. Khaotung was still in shock. One day, he was the hospital’s most renowned pediatrician; the next, he was being handcuffed by the police for allegedly having drugs in his locker. “Allegedly” felt like the wrong word–the drugs were indeed in his locker, but the real question was: how did they get there?

    Khaotung had always been deeply dedicated to his job. He loved working with children, talking to them about anything and everything. Sometimes they would even draw him pictures as a thank you, and he covered his office walls with them. Colleagues often joked that he loved the hospital more than his own home, and they weren't entirely wrong. It was his happy place, until that day four months ago, when everything changed.

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    09 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Ray is used to being able to do what he wants once he decides he wants to do it; he is rich, and very few people have ever cared enough to try and stop him. He expected the doctors at his fancy rehab clinic to be pleased that he was prepared to give up drinking, and he’s shocked when he does not receive the praise he’s been anticipating.

    “What do you mean I can’t just quit?”

    Zero days into sobriety, Ray learns that recovery will be anything but straightforward. When his expectations collide with reality on a rainy morning that should have been clear, he's forced to confront a choice he thought he wouldn't have to make for years.

    Luckily, he has Sand to help him make it.

    (Chronologically first in the Healing Isn't Linear series.)

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    01 Jul 2026

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    beautiful (I say with tears in my eyes)

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    "You wanna be my girl, Ray?"

    Sand expects to be shoved or outright told to fuck off.

    Instead, Ray swallows, without saying anything at all. He doesn't even meet Sand's eyes. There's a little flush along the tops of his cheekbones, and when he exhales, it's drawn-out and—Oh.

    Ray wants to know how Sand fucks women. Sand is happy to demonstrate.

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    24 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    “Do you… Do you know who it is?” Sand asks.
    Ray nods, just once.
    “Mew. It has to be. It’s always been Mew.”

    or: Ray develops hanahaki disease and is forced to reckon with his relationship to life, death, and love.

    Inspired by/title from the song 'I Know It's Over' by The Smiths

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    03 Jun 2026