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“Do you want to?”
Terrified brown meets pleading blue. The look in his eye is answer enough. “Buck.”
“I want to.” Buck tugs gently at Eddie’s happy trail. “I— I want you.”
“Jesus.”
“Do you want me, Eddie?” Buck murmurs. He tips the angle of his head down, looking up at Eddie through flaxen lashes. “Do you wanna fuck me?”
Wordlessly, Eddie sways forward, stomach tense against Buck’s hand, lips grazing Buck’s. Buck’s never felt like this before, this— powerful. A few words out of his mouth got Eddie like this, got him this twisted up. He got hard from kissing him.
“Tell me to stop,” Eddie pleads, breath hot against Buck’s mouth. “Buck.”
“Can’t,” Buck exhales, fingers dipping just past Eddie’s waistband, holding him there. “Please, Eddie. Want you.”
OR: 25-year-old Probie Evan Buckley isn’t expecting to meet and fawn over seasoned firefighter Eddie Diaz at the Firefighter games. He also isn’t expecting to end up in bed with him.
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- Part 20 of ejo + 911
- Part 1 of Evan Buckley DILF Hunter
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23 May 2026
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“Sit on me.”
It’s an insane thing to offer. Logically, Eddie knows this. Nobody in their right mind would do what he’s about to do, but Eddie’s starting to think maybe he isn’t in his right mind.
“Sit on you?”
“On my thighs,” Eddie explains. “That way you, uh. You know. You can touch.”
“Your ass?”
Eddie nods.
A small, wheezy laugh slips past Buck’s lips. “You want me to sit on you and j-jerk off to porn?”
“And touch,” Eddie adds.
Or: Buck wants to hit the town and get laid. Eddie is vehemently against this idea.
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03 May 2026
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ret·ro·grade ˈre-trə-ˌgrād
- being in motion in a direction contrary to that of the general motion of similar bodies
- affecting memories of a period prior to a precipitating event (such as brain injury or disease)
- to go back
After an accident leaves Eddie with amnesia, Buck takes him home to recover, and in the absence of his memories, Eddie reveals parts of himself he’s kept hidden for years.
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18 Apr 2026
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"Can I try something?"
"Yeah, sure, g-go ahead, man." Buck cringes, and even that is adorable.
"Close your eyes."
"E-Eddie," Buck croaks helplessly.
"I'm not gonna bite, Buckley. Trust me?"
Buck closes his eyes. Squeezes them shut, really.
Eddie tugs his face into the curve of Buck's shoulder before he can lose the nerve, Buck's pulse fluttering wildly against the tip of Eddie's nose.
Buck is struggling after the events in New Mexico. Eddie decides to move in with him about it.
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13 Apr 2026
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“I’m not having someone over,” he cuts in with a scoff.
A scoff.
Like the mere idea is preposterous.
“Then why do you want me to leave?”
“Because you’re gay!” Buck exclaims, accompanying his high-pitched statement with a hand gesture.
Eddie blinks.
Buck blinks back.
“I’m gay therefore I can’t… stay in?” Eddie asks, eyebrows raised in utter confusion.
or, Eddie comes out, Buck's a good friend about it.
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21 Mar 2026
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“Okay, Buckley, you’re laughing a little too hard at that,” Eddie says, sounding offended. “You don’t think I’d be a good boyfriend?”
“I didn’t say -” Buck tries to defend himself, but Eddie barrels right through it.
“You saying I wouldn’t treat you right?” Eddie stands and puts his hands on his hips, because apparently it’s that serious. “Let me tell you something, Buck, I’d blow your mind.”
When Buck jokingly says he wouldn't date Eddie, Eddie sets out to prove he'd be an amazing boyfriend. Platonically, of course, because they're just best friends. And nothing more.
or, Buck and Eddie are both deeply in love and deeply stupid
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27 Jan 2026
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“I made you leaving about myself, I made Bobby’s death about myself. Hell, I even managed to make your goodbye party about myself with my transfer request.”
“Don’t.”
“Don’t what, Eddie?” Buck challenges. “Ninety-seven acts, right? You’re just the latest one.”
He aimed right for Eddie’s heart and he knows it. But, see, there’d been a moment at the building collapse, when Buck was being unstrapped from his harness, that he and Eddie looked at one another. Only at one another. Then that thing in Buck’s chest, that warm feeling that has only ever been associated with Eddie, finally told Buck its name. And it hurts too much to be in love with Eddie and not even be the reason he stays.
Buck and Eddie finally fight about it, but this time they say what they mean. (8x18 coda - dw tim, i'll finish ur storylines for u)
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21 Jan 2026
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Buck watches him, something bitter and almost wounded flashing across his face before it hardens again. “Would it have been easier if it was a woman?” he asks quietly. “If it was some petite, feminine figure with her knees pinned up, getting fucked so hard I made her forget her own name—”
“Buck.”
Buck leans in until Eddie can feel the heat off his body, smell the alcohol on his breath, the unfamiliar cologne lingering on his collar. “Or is that what’s eating at you? That it wasn’t a woman? That it was a guy, but it just wasn’t you.”
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Buck calls Eddie out on his shit.Series
- Part 1 of a coward's first taste of courage
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03 Jan 2026
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“I don’t know what you want from me anymore,” Eddie says through the door, his voice worn thin at the edges. There’s a soft thud against the wood, and Buck doesn’t need to see it to know – Eddie’s forehead resting there. “Talk to me.”
“There’s nothing to say,” Buck replies. The words come out flat.
“How about when you said you don’t need me?”
Buck exhales, slow and heavy.
Because that’s it. The lie he wants to believe because believing it would make everything hurt less. The one that keeps failing him – failed him today, almost got him killed, almost pulled him down into the pit because for one terrifying moment he was sure Eddie was gone.
One bad call, one broken dam, and suddenly Buck and Eddie aren't pretending anymore.
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- Part 2 of buddie nde fest
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22 Dec 2025
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i won't tell your man the things we do (he don't have to know) by sourtangerines
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
18 Sep 2024
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It wasn’t supposed to happen like this.
It wasn’t supposed to happen at all.
And it’s definitely not their fault but fucking Tommy's walking in at the worst possible moment.
Or: Buck cheats. Eddie helps him. Neither of them cares.
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12 Dec 2025
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After a pause, Eddie asked, “You ever think about just… keeping it going?”
Buck blinked. “What, like living together forever?”
A snort filled the air, and Eddie looked half amused and half serious. “I dunno, maybe? Something like that. I mean, look, it’s a new year, right? Anything could happen. But neither of us wanna be alone forever. So, maybe if we’re both still single in a year or whatever, we could just—” he waved a hand vaguely, like he was lassoing the future— ”make it official.”
“Official?” he echoed, head even fuzzier now.
Eddie’s mouth twitched. “Yeah, we could just get married, or something close enough to it."
Buck’s heart tripped over itself.
On New Year's Eve, Buck and Eddie made a drunken pact: if they were both still single in a year, they'd marry each other. They didn't mean to start sabotaging the other's love life to make it happen, but somewhere along the way, that's exactly what they ended up doing.
Now the only question is... how far are they willing to take it?
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10 Dec 2025
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07 Dec 2025
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to have and to hold (platonically and heterosexually) by teenytinytomlinson
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
12 Apr 2025
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So in the middle of Eddie’s dining room, with his brain to mouth filter non-existent (as per usual), Buck blurts out, “Marry me.”
Eddie sits straight up, looking at him with eyes wide as saucers.
“Excuse me?”
“W-well, just think about it. If we get married I can add you and Chris to my insurance policy and that solves your problem.”
Eddie’s mouth forms a perfect little ‘o’. Buck waits patiently for the floor to open up and swallow him whole.
When the ground doesn’t do as he’d hoped he realizes he has to say something else. “Obviously, w-we don’t have to,” he’s quick to assure. “But if we did it would be platonic, of course, because you’re straight and–” he pauses, praying for another rogue stroke of lightning. Anything to put him out of his misery right now. “-and like I know that I’m bi now, but this wouldn’t be like that y’know? It would just be two friends helping each other out.” He’s rambling, the words won’t stop tumbling out. “Like a friends with benefits type situation! E-except you know not those kinds of benefits! Like actual benefits! Health and dental.”
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Eddie is moving to Texas, losing his insurance, and marrying Buck all very heterosexually and platonically.
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- Part 1 of platonic marriage
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06 Dec 2025
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“Best friends,” Eddie repeats the words like they're foreign. Like he’s never heard them before.
“Yeah, you know that,” Buck insists, he’s tempted to reach out, wants to pull Eddie into him, but he’s not sure if that would help or hurt right now. “We’re BuckandEddie,” he adds for good measure. That’s what everyone always says. It’s an easy answer when they’re acting ways that others deem bizarre.
Eddie is silent, seemingly processing what Buck just said. He can’t be sure, but Buck feels like he just failed some test he didn’t know he was taking. That was not the right answer.
“What exactly do you think we’re doing here, Buck?” He demands, gaze steely as he finally meets Buck’s eye. His tone is so cold it sends a shiver down Buck’s spine. Do you know how much Christopher misses you? How could you? You’re not around. All traces of golden syrupy warmth from earlier in the afternoon are gone. “Are you fucking all of your best friends bare?”
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Buck and Eddie are having platonic best friend sex. Buck's sure of it.
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05 Dec 2025
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The heat in Texas is crippling. It’s sticky, humid, and definitely the reason Eddie can’t sleep. It’s absolutely not the dream Eddie just had about licking all of the sweat off Buck after he’s been to the gym. Eddie rolls over and checks the time. It’s 3am. He’s not thinking about how delicious it felt to have his tongue on the planes of Buck’s body. He’s not thinking about how he’s so hard it’s dizzying. Eddie isn’t gay. So none of this is happening. It’s just that Eddie is missing Buck, and he’s a bit pent up so his mind has decided to conflate the two. That’s all it is. That’s all it can be. Because otherwise Eddie has fucked up massively
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20 Nov 2025
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“Buck, it’s a Thursday. We’re not getting drunk on a Thursday.”
Buck shrugs a shoulder, pulling out his shaker and cocktail-making equipment and placing them amidst the chaos of supplies. “We don’t have work tomorrow.”
“Okay, but Chris needs to be picked up at 8 am from Camp and—”
“And I will set a dozen alarms.” Buck beams at him. He already knows he’s won. He knows when Eddie is about to concede. He knows Eddie better than he knows the back of his own hand.
“Buck,” Eddie says warningly, shaking his head like he’s setting his foot down, but Buck knows better.
He leans down on his elbows on the counter, his head placed atop his hands, matching Eddie’s tone with a mock-serious, “Eddie.”
A beat passes. Eddie’s lips twitch up into a half-smile despite himself. Got him.
“...Fine. Prove your point.”
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Buck and Eddie get a little (very) tipsy and end up taking Buck's brand-new hot tub for a spin.
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17 Nov 2025
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For some reason, this was really doing it for Buck— seeing Eddie get riled up, how pink his cheeks would get, and how deep his voice would get. If Buck wasn’t careful, he’ll cross a line he shouldn’t.
He just can’t help it though and goes on a mission to ragebait Eddie to get a reaction out of him— to see how he could get under his skin.
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5 times Buck ragebaits Eddie on purpose just to see him getting riled up + 1 time Eddie realizes what Buck is doing
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15 Nov 2025
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“Catwoman, huh?” Buck’s eyes flick down again, snagging on the shape of Eddie’s torso. “Yeah, you’re, uh, pulling it off. But, uh…”
Buck straightens, licks his lips, voice shifting to something practiced, polite, and extremely strange to Eddie’s ears. “Look, you seem cool, and that suit’s... heh, working, but I’m— I’m not really doing the whole hookup thing anymore."
The words don’t register at first—then they do, and the world tilts, grin falling right off his face.
Buck doesn’t know it’s him.
Buck doesn’t know it’s Eddie.
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04 Nov 2025
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It’s almost pitiful, really. Buck looks desperate, his jaw hanging open, and he’s sweating, flushed. He needs more. What kind of friend would Eddie be not to give it, not to give Buck what he needs? That’s how he rationalizes it. It’s something they do; Buck gives things to Eddie without him even knowing what he needs; help, a listening ear, just his company. Eddie tries to do the same. Sometimes he thinks they know each other better than they know themselves. What is this but a continuation of that dynamic?
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Buck and Eddie roommates era, where Buck keeps having wet dreams, and Eddie helps.
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03 Nov 2025
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Buck didn’t mean to pull away from Eddie. In fact, he hardly even realized it was happening until it hit him in the bathroom of a gay bar, hand stuck down another man’s pants.
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02 Nov 2025