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late hours of the night and early hours of the morning by yourdearest
Fandoms: 第五人格 | Identity V (Video Game)
09 Apr 2022
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It was half past one in the morning when Eli goes downstairs to get some fresh air and hot chocolate.
And it was three in the morning when Eli went back to the dorms, not with a cup of hot chocolate but with a new friend.
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Lohen, stop smiling by Cage_of_suchness, Cloudy (Cage_of_suchness)
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
11 Jun 2026
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Shoutout to that one Twitter/X prompt about Lohen spiking Illuga's drink partially as a test and to force him to sleep, but he not only notices but swaps the drinks lolol, you spawned this fic
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- Part 1 of Illuga's Obvious Disdain... Right?
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09 Jul 2026
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Not for the first time, Illuga thinks there must be something wrong with him. Maybe he’s been possessed by the Wild Hunt. Maybe the kuuvahki is finally getting to him; one too many mandragoras, or something like that.
Either way, there has to be a reason. Why else would Illuga keep letting Lohen into his bed? Why else would Illuga allow Lohen to use his body again and again, leaving Illuga with bruised skin, aching bones, and a weary heart?
‘Friends with benefits’ is a phrase he’s heard before, and it makes sense. The life of a Lightkeeper can be cold and lonely, so it’s only natural to seek warmth and comfort from another. But Illuga never expected to find himself in such an arrangement, if what they have can even be called that. Lohen’s rough treatment offers no benefits, and they certainly aren’t friends. Illuga doesn’t even like him.
This can’t possibly be what Flins had in mind when he suggested that Illuga take up a new hobby.
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- Part 1 of The Sun Inside Your Heart
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01 Jul 2026
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But I am not a Vessel for your Good Intent by ShenanigansOfCookies (BiscuitHD)
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
07 May 2026
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While the people of Nod Krai want, Lohen is the only one who needs. Friends and strangers alike shower him in praise, status, gifts, in return for all the good work he does– Lohen takes takes and takes, and what Illuga gets at the end of the day are bites across his body. But the knight doesn’t pretend it’s anything else. His motives aren’t hidden. The exchange doesn’t come with hidden expectations. His ‘rewards’, if something so depraved can even be called as such, are something genuinely tangible, and, as ashamed as Illuga is to say it… useful. Any soothing teas or appreciation gifts haven’t quelled his mind nearly as much as Lohen’s body.
He’s real.
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Illuga desperately needs a way to distract himself from the insurmountable stress in his life. Lohen desperately wants someone willing to ruin him without remorse. Predictably, one drags the other down. Only, Lohen never expects that, somehow, Illuga would become worse than him.
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29 Jun 2026
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Fic so good I had to go tell my partner about it
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Kiriko does not shy away from the things she wants, but she does act coy, and obvious, and difficult, and any other adjective that best describes this stupid dance she's started with Illari.
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He knows, too, that she’ll kill him for this, for teasing her with his mockery of love — and it will be wonderful, the freedom she dreamily spoke of in their youth, at long last.
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25 Nov 2025