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Lohen, stop smiling by Cage_of_suchness, Cloudy (Cage_of_suchness)
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
11 Jun 2026
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Shoutout to that one Twitter/X prompt about Lohen spiking Illuga's drink partially as a test and to force him to sleep, but he not only notices but swaps the drinks lolol, you spawned this fic
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- Part 1 of Illuga's Obvious Disdain... Right?
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09 Jul 2026
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Not for the first time, Illuga thinks there must be something wrong with him. Maybe he’s been possessed by the Wild Hunt. Maybe the kuuvahki is finally getting to him; one too many mandragoras, or something like that.
Either way, there has to be a reason. Why else would Illuga keep letting Lohen into his bed? Why else would Illuga allow Lohen to use his body again and again, leaving Illuga with bruised skin, aching bones, and a weary heart?
‘Friends with benefits’ is a phrase he’s heard before, and it makes sense. The life of a Lightkeeper can be cold and lonely, so it’s only natural to seek warmth and comfort from another. But Illuga never expected to find himself in such an arrangement, if what they have can even be called that. Lohen’s rough treatment offers no benefits, and they certainly aren’t friends. Illuga doesn’t even like him.
This can’t possibly be what Flins had in mind when he suggested that Illuga take up a new hobby.
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- Part 1 of The Sun Inside Your Heart
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But I am not a Vessel for your Good Intent by ShenanigansOfCookies (BiscuitHD)
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
07 May 2026
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While the people of Nod Krai want, Lohen is the only one who needs. Friends and strangers alike shower him in praise, status, gifts, in return for all the good work he does– Lohen takes takes and takes, and what Illuga gets at the end of the day are bites across his body. But the knight doesn’t pretend it’s anything else. His motives aren’t hidden. The exchange doesn’t come with hidden expectations. His ‘rewards’, if something so depraved can even be called as such, are something genuinely tangible, and, as ashamed as Illuga is to say it… useful. Any soothing teas or appreciation gifts haven’t quelled his mind nearly as much as Lohen’s body.
He’s real.
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Illuga desperately needs a way to distract himself from the insurmountable stress in his life. Lohen desperately wants someone willing to ruin him without remorse. Predictably, one drags the other down. Only, Lohen never expects that, somehow, Illuga would become worse than him.
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29 Jun 2026
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Fic so good I had to go tell my partner about it
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Kiriko does not shy away from the things she wants, but she does act coy, and obvious, and difficult, and any other adjective that best describes this stupid dance she's started with Illari.
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He knows, too, that she’ll kill him for this, for teasing her with his mockery of love — and it will be wonderful, the freedom she dreamily spoke of in their youth, at long last.
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25 Nov 2025
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This must be how gods are killed, Ivan thinks. Out of too much adoration. Out of sacrifice.
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20 Nov 2025
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If god was real, it would laugh. It would grin and ask: oh, you pathetic creature, why didn’t you ever go back for him?
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because everything, (nothing;everything) begins from there.
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18 Nov 2025
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Till stumbles into a club. A sex club, where Ivan is a dom. Till is completely unfamiliar with the world of kink, so Ivan offers to show him the ropes.
Till accepts.
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- Part 1 of consume me
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13 Nov 2025
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Ivan gives Till an assignment while he’s away for the week: over 100 edges, and 0 orgasms.
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- Part 4 of consume me
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13 Nov 2025
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She folded because stopping meant remembering, and remembering meant facing what was gone.
Because that’s all she could do. Fold her grief into paper cranes and pretend they were something beautiful.
But they weren’t. They were just grief, wearing borrowed wings.
A thousand paper cranes. A thousand unsaid words. One storm. And a heart learning that letting go can be the hardest act of love.
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12 Nov 2025
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That was beautiful, I knew I'd find the most beautiful hidden gems in here.
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“I’ll help you escape from here. You can help me go onto the next game,” he says. Naib furrows his eyebrows. “You finished your job, no? And you’re not allowed to leave this place. Let’s be honest; we’ll probably be stuck here for as long as we can live. I can get you back home to your—Ah, who is waiting for you at home?” Norton inches closer, his eyes running up and down Naib’s physique. “A wife, maybe?”
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01 Nov 2025
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“I’ve killed more than you can count, Eli. It was never your fault.” The military, the wars, the control of the Mélodis family, the poisoned idea that the Mélodis family has no need for useless people. They were never in control of their own fates.
Eli turns back to him, crystalline eyes reflecting the glow of the moon above and, just for a split second, Naib thinks this is how things should always be.
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06 May 2025
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I wanted to read naibelib to feel less stressed about first day of work tomorrow but now I am just going to cry about the ending I think. Goodnigjt
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Any man with sense would have left Naib behind to perish in the forest fires. But Eli had leapt into the flames and performed a miracle. Did he think Naib was worth saving? Or was he simply pulling the strings of fate?
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01 May 2025
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Hating Cunning was easy. Wishing death upon him day after days was almost as natural as breathing. Loving him was the opposite. Messy, chaotic, and impossible to truly comprehend.
Naga often found himself yearning for the first option.
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Matthias wasn’t careful enough this time and got caught jacking off. Joker wants to help.
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08 Apr 2025
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24 Mar 2025
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Victor’s eyes twinkle, ferociously alive. Aesop wouldn’t like anything more than to sew them shut.
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01 Jul 2024