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“it’s a long story,” nicholas murmurs, and before maki can find it in him to get angry, he adds, “but the surprise is ruined, now. i’m sorry.”
maki wants to tell nicholas not to apologize. he wants to yell at him. he wants to ask what the fuck has been going on with him. instead he tells nicholas to sit tight, and keeps him on the line as he drives to the hospital.
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maki and nicholas both learn, over time, that the headaches are here to stay.
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19 Jun 2026
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“what fucking investigators? what happened, euijoo?” nicholas tries to raise his voice, but it just comes out as a very angry whisper. euijoo shrinks back all the same. dr. walsh pulls up a chair and sits down beside nicholas’ bed. it feels strangely like when his mother came into his room as a child to tell him his grandmother had died. nicholas wonders distantly if someone has died.
“someone hurt you, nichol,” euijoo whispers, one trembling hand coming up to gently cup nicholas’ face. “but you protected yourself and you fought him off. that’s all that matters, okay?”
nicholas deflates completely into the bed, his eyelids heavy as he holds euijoo’s gaze. he’s too afraid to look down at his body. “i killed someone, didn’t i?” he asks weakly. everyone in the room knows the answer.
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the first thing the doctor says to nicholas when he regains consciousness is, “you’ve lost a lot of blood.” it feels like he’s lost so much more.
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19 Jun 2026
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On the eve of his twentieth birthday, Taki had lain beside him on his room's felted wool carpet and nudged his shoulder."Nico, I love you," he said, like his rib cage threatened to cave in.
Nicholas, with Taki's bleeding heart squeezed in his palm, only whispered back, "You'll grow out of it."
And now onto the most terrifying part, what if Taki had done just that?
OR: Taki comes from the future to spend a week with &Team on tour, and clean his bedroom. He ends up ruining Nicholas’ life.
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15 Jun 2026
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Fuma prayed to any god or higher being that was listening to at least give him some sort of sign. To show him just how Nicholas felt toward him so he could be sure.
What he wasn't expecting was for Nicholas to walk into the practice room wearing Fuma's own flannel.
What the fuck.
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fuma and nico have been dancing around each other for a long time. fuma tries to figure his feelings out whilst nico plots to put an end to their games once and for all.
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15 Jun 2026
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just like animals by allindans (sonnyangel)
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), AND2BLE (Korea Band)
07 May 2026
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The manager sighs, already tired of him. “Gyuvin. You are an alpha. Ricky is a beta. When you put your hands on him like this in an airport, people don’t read it as member skinship.”
Gyuvin frowns. “They think I’m bullying him?”
“They think a lot of things,” she says. “Some of them think you’re fighting. Some of them think you’re dating. Some of them think you’re doing alpha fanservice with a beta member, which I should not have to explain is a terrible idea. And some of them–”
“And some of them what?” Gyuvin asks.
The manager closes the tablet case. “Some of them are asking why you act like you know something they don’t.”
Ricky is a beta. Gyuvin doesn't treat him like one.
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14 Jun 2026