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    This follows Shane and Ilya as they learn that they have a Dom/sub relationship dynamic and how they chose to navigate that moving forward. All about kink negotiations.

    All stories can be read as a stand alone. But they all do have elements of previous stories woven through them.

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    13 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 90

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    Ilya broke the kiss, leaving Shane chasing it–before moving back to the breakfast bar to dig into the vanilla icecream.

    “You don’t want a bowl?” Shane asked.

    Ilya looked offended, “fuck, no. Is icecream. It is the way God intended,” he looked deadpan at Shane before his huge spoon started digging into the icecream and hauling a ridiculous amount into his mouth, before offering it to Shane.

    Ilya reached over to Shane’s stool, grabbing at the bottom underneath his crotch before dragging it over, so that their legs interlinked underneath the kitchen counter.

    “If you want some, you will have to get it from me,” Ilya said in challenge, before hauling a large scoop of icecream into his mouth and opening for Shane, waiting.

    “You… fuck,” Shane started before he pounced off his chair, straddling Ilya and wrapping his arms around the back of his neck and taking his mouth in his.

    Shane’s mouth was overwhelmed by Ilya’s tongue and the remnants of come and the taste of vanilla icecream—Shane ground against him, the stool wobbling slightly under their sizable weight.

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    25,628
    Chapters:
    4/8
    Comments:
    67
    Kudos:
    117
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    90
    Hits:
    3,063

    10 Jun 2026

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    Luca Haas grew up idolizing two hockey legends: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander.
    Now he’s on their team, skating beside them every day—and trying very hard not to embarrass himself in front of his captain.

    Unfortunately, Luca has never been particularly good at hiding his crush.

    Ilya notices everything.
    Shane notices too.

    Eventually, curiosity turns into an invitation.

     

    *********

     

    The handprints keep flashing in his mind. Dark against Shane’s skin. Fingers splayed. Too deliberate to be an accident.

    Bruises happen. Hockey players bruise like breathing is involuntary. Like ice is cold.

    But those had not been from a hit or a fall or a puck to the wrong place.

    Those were hands.

    Ilya’s hands.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    180,700
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    2,933
    Kudos:
    5,289
    Bookmarks:
    1,951
    Hits:
    259,348

    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    Sequel to Between the Calls. Please start there.

    The answer, it turns out, is only the beginning. Some answers arrive all at once. Others take shape slowly.

    Another hockey season. New routines. Old familiar fears. A stubborn chiweenie. The ordinary, complicated business of building a life with someone.

     

    This series is a remix of Wolfbird by OpalApparition. Endless thanks to Opal for encouraging people to write/create/share, and for letting me chase bunnies, wander off the path, and build a few forts of my own in the beautiful world they created.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,198
    Chapters:
    2/8
    Comments:
    86
    Kudos:
    161
    Bookmarks:
    54
    Hits:
    1,459

    09 Jun 2026

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    The year is 2184.

    An asteroid 60 kilometres wide is on a collision path with the Earth.

    As a last-ditch effort to save humanity, the EEU (Eastern European Union) launches four cosmonauts each carrying 300 embryos into space.

    Only one makes it off planet alive.

    -----------------

    Or: A speedrun Heated Rivalry retelling.

    In space.

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    English
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    7,931
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    132
    Kudos:
    628
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    169
    Hits:
    6,802

    06 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 38

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    Jackie Pike can never ever EVER tell her husband that her celebrity crush is his best friend's rival, the Boston Bears' Ilya Rozanov, especially not after Hayden finds out that Shane has been secretly dating him.

    Ilya Rozanov picks up on a vibe when he meets Pike's hot wife and, pansexual king and creative sexual thinker that he is, can and will use this information to his advantage. On a rare night together without the Pike children, Ilya decides to goad Jackie into admitting her little crush in front of both of their husbands or die trying.

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    5,864
    Chapters:
    1/10
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    126
    Bookmarks:
    38
    Hits:
    2,144

    05 Jun 2026

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    His eyes land on Ilya. 

    For one brief second, Ilya thinks Hollander is going to stop, step out of the walkway, say something. Do anything. 

    Ilya's hand twitches at his side, absurdly, like it's waiting for a handshake that has not happened yet. Like it's preparing for the contact. 

    Instead, Hollander gives him the smallest half-nod, barely there, and walks into the arena. 

     

    OR: One bad World Juniors drops Ilya Rozanov to sixth overall in the draft and Shane Hollander goes first. Rozanov decides he’s going to spend his career proving the league wrong. What he doesn’t plan on is becoming fixated on Hollander in the process — on the way he plays, and the way he watches Rozanov right back. Somewhere along the way, it stops being about the league’s attention and starts being about keeping Hollander’s.

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    Chapters:
    21/45
    Comments:
    463
    Kudos:
    846
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    489
    Hits:
    31,167

    05 Jun 2026

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    118,812
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    4,870
    Kudos:
    26,833
    Bookmarks:
    9,664
    Hits:
    774,061

    05 Jun 2026

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    One day, Ilya will just keel over and die from this. Today, thankfully, is not that day.

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    Shane doesn't discover new kinks so much as he comes up with them with his own beautiful mind. Ilya is along for the ride.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    21,921
    Chapters:
    9/13
    Comments:
    295
    Kudos:
    2,045
    Bookmarks:
    351
    Hits:
    37,769

    05 Jun 2026

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

    ⎯⎯⎯

    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    47,028
    Chapters:
    17/?
    Comments:
    2,499
    Kudos:
    18,679
    Bookmarks:
    5,666
    Hits:
    398,685

    05 Jun 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

    Language:
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    76,881
    Chapters:
    17/?
    Comments:
    3,434
    Kudos:
    7,159
    Bookmarks:
    1,885
    Hits:
    160,845

    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    354,916
    Chapters:
    27/27
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    3,496
    Kudos:
    6,315
    Bookmarks:
    3,204
    Hits:
    455,114

    05 Jun 2026

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    04 Jun 2026

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    “Oh my god, oh my god. Seriously, this is the best. I can’t believe you’re my neighbour. I’m calling it now, Hollander. This right here is the beginning of a friendship that will go down in history.”

    Ilya is 10 years old when his family moves from Jacksonville, Florida to small town Ontario. There, he forms an unexpected friendship with Shane, the boy living on the ginseng farm across the street.

    As they grow up and grow apart, their paths continue to cross at high school hockey games, in tabloid articles, and at one particular intimate Muskoka cottage.

    OR: A childhood friends to strangers to lovers AU in which Shane Hollander (up and coming indie rock star) and Ilya Rozanov (brooding artist) take nearly fifteen years to figure their shit out.

    Language:
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    157,018
    Chapters:
    33/33
    Comments:
    587
    Kudos:
    702
    Bookmarks:
    369
    Hits:
    33,080

    05 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 78

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    Shane Hollander was at the top of the world. And then it crumbled away beneath him.
    Betrayed by the sport he gave everything too, Shane is adrift in his own life. Then he watches Ilya Rozanov, the assistant at his local auto body shop, take a man apart in an illegal underground fighting ring. And maybe some of the old spark comes back.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    29,221
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    109
    Kudos:
    228
    Bookmarks:
    78
    Hits:
    4,958

    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane: Hi. This is Shane Hollander.
    Lily: ???
    Shane: From the bar? You left me your number.
    Shane: This is Lily right?
    Lily: Sure.
    Lily: Hello Shane.
    Shane: Hi.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    20,576
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    1,326
    Kudos:
    8,368
    Bookmarks:
    1,804
    Hits:
    73,475

    05 Jun 2026

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    Then like an anomaly in one of his datasets, a green OPEN tag appears next to one of the restaurants. Shane squints his eyes, having difficulty seeing properly without his glasses.

    Irina's Kitchen
    4.02 stars
    3 reviews

    Shane doesn't bother reading them. He taps on the website and waits for it to load. Only to be met with error.

    Sighing he exits the page and keeps on scrolling. Nothing that is open catches his interest and the rest are closed. He's wondering how stale celery would taste dipped in pickle juice when his eyes land on Irina's Kitchen once more.

    There's a phone number under the address. Shane bites his lower lip and wonders if he should call.

    A woman with an accented voice picks up after the 5th ring.

    “Hello?”

    “Uh, hey, are you guys still open?”

    Language:
    English
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    14,212
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    563
    Kudos:
    2,189
    Bookmarks:
    565
    Hits:
    21,829

    05 Jun 2026

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    TL;DR: It's like Friends meets Almost Famous with HR incidents and better oatmeal continuity.

    Shane Hollander is a freelance concert photographer with a day job at a camera shop, a bank account in active distress, and a long-standing professional fixation on Ilya Rozanov, front man of the Russian rock band Rozanov. Professional. Definitely professional.

    For years, Shane has shot Ilya from the pit: first three songs, no flash, get the shot, get out. Then Rozanov’s lead guitarist gets arrested at the border, the tour starts rearranging itself around disaster, and Shane finds himself getting closer to the machine than any photographer is supposed to get.

    A photo pass becomes a backstage pass. A backstage pass becomes a job. Access becomes proximity.

    And proximity, unfortunately, has consequences.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    170,143
    Chapters:
    30/?
    Comments:
    710
    Kudos:
    665
    Bookmarks:
    374
    Hits:
    26,534

    03 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn’t do cheat days.
    Not with his training. Not with his diet. Not with his life.
    Then a ridiculously attractive Russian-Italian chef in Milano force-feeds him the best ravioli he’s ever had and calls him a good boy and things spiral from there.
    Between Olympic pressure, impossible expectations, and a connection neither of them is ready to name, Shane finds himself unraveling in ways he doesn’t understand.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    44,202
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    289
    Kudos:
    1,480
    Bookmarks:
    533
    Hits:
    22,466

    03 Jun 2026

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    Celeste Navarro:
    PAUSE.
    BACK UP.
    Did Jackie add Ilya to our WAGs group chat?

    Hannah Wilson:
    Is this even allowed?
    It kinda feels illegal.
    No offense, Rozanov. It’s just that you play for the other team.

    Ilya Rozanov:
    Is that…
    How you say? Double meaning?

    Celeste Navarro:
    HA!

    ----

    Or the one where Ilya Rozanov has a minor crash out after learning Rose Landry is still in the Metros WAG Group Chat but he hasn't been added & now he must infiltrate the group because he is the ultimate wife.

    **This is a current crack fic WIP that accidentally developed a plot. I hope to have updates posted once a week-ish, but there is no publishing schedule.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    89,987
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Collections:
    4
    Comments:
    2,055
    Kudos:
    6,809
    Bookmarks:
    2,351
    Hits:
    215,228

    02 Jun 2026

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