Delicious Pain
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i can't forgive me & you can't forget by spencers-renaissance (tomlinsoul)
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
31 Aug 2021
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Spencer is happy that his boyfriend is as compassionate as he is, but watching Derek do everything he can to help Strauss with her alcoholism when he stood by and did nothing back when he was struggling with his dilaudid addiction is beginning to take its toll.
(Not necessary to have read p1 of this series, it just takes place in the same universe.)
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- Part 2 of betrayal
Bookmarked by IrishMumbles
17 Jun 2026
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The concept? Amazing. The execution? Fantastic.
Read Part 1 first
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this heavy humanness by spencers-renaissance (tomlinsoul)
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
01 Jun 2021
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Spencer leaves the oven on overnight, and Derek - whose pent-up emotions get the best of him - loses it, exposing secrets neither of them expected to be spilled, for two very different reasons. They get there in the end.
or; Spencer's suffered far too much abuse in his life and Derek knew about none of it. He shouldn't have found out like this.
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- Part 9 of Bad Things Happen
Bookmarked by IrishMumbles
16 Jun 2026
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🥺 God, this is short but sweet and full of heartache.
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It’s been 5 years since that day when Buck’s whole world crumbled. When he lost the love of his life, family and home all at once. He tried to keep in touch with Chris, he really did. But time and distance made it go further and further between the calls, and eventually they died out, transitioning into a venmo for birthdays and Christmas’s.
He never spoke to Eddie again.
Not until he gets that phone call.- - - - -
The man freezes at the sight of him and Buck sees how his eyes widen in shock. For a moment they just stare at each other.
“Buck..?” Eddie eventually says hesitantly, eyes darting behind him towards the road, almost like he was looking for an explanation for his presence behind him, and Buck clears his throat before lifting an eyebrow.
“Well. You look pretty good for being on the brink of death.” He states dryly.- Language:
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Bookmarked by IrishMumbles
04 Jun 2026
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Yiiiiiikes, Eddie.
Goddamn this is so delicious.
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“Hey man,” Eddie says, sliding into the seat next to Buck and pulling him out of his thoughts. “You good? You’ve been staring at that wall for a while now.”
Buck blinks as he raises his head, caught off guard by Eddie’s concern. Part of him wants to snap at Eddie—tell him to go ask Hen, since they’re so close now. Buck’s jealousy has always had teeth; a beast he doesn’t always know how to control, or how to keep from snapping its jaws at people.
But right now, it’s overshadowed by the excitement of Eddie looking at him; seeing him. There’s a warmth spreading through his chest, one he hasn’t felt in a little while, and all he can think is more, more, more and look at me, look at me, look at me.
Keep looking at me. Look at me forever, because when no one looks at me, I feel like a ghost.
Or: Buck doesn't know how to handle the way everything is changing and it makes him fall back into old habits.
Bookmarked by IrishMumbles
05 Mar 2026
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Oh. Fuuuuuuuuuck.
This one really pushes my h/c (emotional AND physical) buttons. So good.
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I'm talking about my mental health and you're placing bets. by ThisB_tchEmpty
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
31 Mar 2025
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And then, he finds out about the bet.
He doesn’t mean too but someone leaves the box full of money on the island, with the list of bets sticking out and Eddie sees his name on it so he feels it’s fair game. Slips the paper out and smiles at the first few bets on the list, all about whos going to ask who out first, Buck or Eddie, when they’ve been together almost three years now and then-
“Thirty on Buck messing it up first.” He reads aloud. The laughter stopping abruptly. Athena and Maddie are here too, probably for lunch considering the bags of takeout he hadn’t noticed them place on the table as he read the list. “Forty-five on Buck cheating in the first month.”
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OR the team make a bet about Buck and Eddie getting together not knowing they are together the whole time, they find it and it does not go well.
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- Part 1 of 9-1-1 Oneshots
Bookmarked by IrishMumbles
05 Jan 2026
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I read the entire fic with my face like: 🥺