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Connatural by whitetail (katzennaechte)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
13 May 2026
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After years of suppressant abuse, Izuku finds himself in danger of knot malfunction. He’s terrified to go to a clinic, but luckily Kacchan has stepped up to help him.
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- Part 48 of bnha fics
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i've been stuck now so long (we just got the start wrong) by beagoldfish
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Feb 2026
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The second time Shane Hollander wakes up on November 16th, he has a panic attack.
The problem is — he tries to explain through gasped breaths after Hayden basically knocks down his door, shouting that they’re going to miss their flight — the thing is, Shane’s already woken up on November 16th. He’s already flown to Boston. He’s already been to practice, and he’s checked into the hotel, and he has lived this day before.
He doesn’t mention that he’s also already fucked Ilya Rozanov twice and had a fucking tuna melt that Rozanov made and drank the ginger ale that Rozanov bought specifically for him. He doesn’t mention that they’d snuggled on the couch watching TV like some kind of couple, like boyfriends.
He doesn’t mention that he fell asleep thinking about how Ilya — fuck, no, thinking about how Rozanov had called him sweetheart and Shane, and that, even now, he can’t quite get the cadence of Ilya’s voice out of his head.
Or: After the tuna melt fiasco, Shane Hollander wakes up in a time loop.
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Hate the Way You Love Me and Love the Way You Hate Me by Keigo Dark-Nightingale (NoMansWindow2846)
Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)
13 Jun 2026
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But friends didn't take away any of the pain that sat heavy in his chest, a different kind than any physical injury could inflict. So he kept going, kept steaming ahead, with all his usual work. He didn't pick up extra shifts, because he would have been yelled at, but he did go down to the tech lab and work on his suit. Some things had needed repairs. And he wanted to upgrade other things. Kept him busy. Kept him out of his head. That and Beef.
Robert kept his head down, focused on one foot in front of the other. Why? Because if he didn't, he'd fall apart. At least, someone started to pick up his wayward pieces on the way.
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- Part 8 of Dispatch Fics
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Jisung is 18, but he still calls the orphanage his home. With nowhere to go, he stayed to help the children. He likes to think he's happy.
Until he accidentally sets a demon free.
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"Do you remember what I taught you, pretty thing, if you’re gonna hang around here more?” He tilts Jisung’s head further towards the mirror.
Jisung blinks owlishly at his own reflection.
“…Always tip your local girls?”
“So attentive,” Minho murmurs, kissing the curve of his throat as a reward. “Good job.”
Jisung's painted eyelashes flicker from his reflection to Minho's, nervous.
“…Just the tip, hyung?”
“Why,” Minho bites back a groan, his grip tightening on Jisung’s jaw as if to steady him, “you really think you could handle more than that?”
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Minho’s a gay bar bouncer who’s worked this corner long enough to know closeted baby gays aren’t worth the heartburn. But Jisung—nervous smile, boba-ball eyes, and a knack for sweet talk—makes him want to break every rule he’s ever set. Even when it’s becoming clear there are more than a few skeletons lurking in his closet.
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wednesday pressed it closer, nearly enough for it to pierce through skin and spill a line of blood down to stain the collar of enid’s pretty dress. “you are in no position to ask questions of me.”
“you wouldn’t dare do it,” enid said. “what will you do when i go back to my family, bleeding, and tell them how wednesday addams almost cut my throat open?”
wednesday retained her unimpressed expression. “if you think i care the least bit about that, you are sorely mistaken.”
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biltmore estate, 1905.
the addamses and sinclairs are invited to the vanderbilt’s grand estate annually for the spring season. the two familys’ daughters, wednesday addams and enid sinclair, have failed to get along in their many encounters. their long-standing rivalry falls away following a harrowing escape from trouble, which opens the gates for an unexpected friendship . . . and something more.
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- Part 1 of in every universe
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Heidi wants Kyle. Heidi also wants Eric. Kyle and Eric both want Heidi. Kyle and Eric are absolutely, definitely, one hundred percent not into each other. Right?
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Humin goes to the church, because he knows that’s where Baekjin will be.
Or; the day before the final battle, Baku seeks Baekjin out. Out of time and knowing he is doomed, Baekjin finds the courage to reach for what he most wants.
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There’s something wrong with Will.
It started three weeks ago, almost four. Will had woken from some sort of nightmare and, instead of seeking comfort in Mike the way he usually would, he’d rolled out a sleeping bag from the closet and chosen to sleep on the floor.
No one believes Mike, except for Joyce. But even she doesn’t understand the full extent to which something is wrong with Will.
Mike understands, though. Mike has been paying attention.
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- Part 1 of eye of the beholder
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Decades after the war, Draco has moved on. Started over. His town is small, tight-knit, accepting, and they know nothing about his past or his family name. It's perfect. It's home. On the good days he might even consider himself happy, fulfilled.
And then Harry Potter is across the room, and Draco wonders if he's been fooling himself.
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"Do you love me now?" by athena10101
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF
11 Jun 2026
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Title inspired by the lyric in Season 2 Weight Loss by Harry Styles. Post inspired by a prompt I saw on Twitter from @mcgee_lives. "Tuna melt scene, but it's Shane that whispers Ilya's name, Ilya freaks out and makes Shane leave. Few months later, he's seen dating a model (if she looks like Shane, that's between Ilya and God). They date a little over a year, maybe. Ilya breaks up with her after he hears rumors of Shane dating a man."
May deviate a bit from the prompt. WIP and this is my first time ever writing/publishing a fic but the prompt was too fun not to try. Criticism is welcome as long as it won't make me cry!
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ch 12
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in every life i find you (this time i choose you) by secretxgardensinmyxmind
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
11 Jun 2026
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After a fight with Will, Mike Wheeler finds himself in a universe that isn’t his.
Then another.
And another.
Across countless different lives, Mike sees how things between him and Will could end: the worlds where they never meet, the ones where they drift apart, and the ones where he realizes too late what Will meant to him.
The only thing that remains the same in every universe is the version of Will guiding him through them.
And somewhere between those worlds, Mike begins to understand what this journey is trying to teach him.
Or: Mike Wheeler travels the multiverse and finally gets the hint
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I Like Jane For You by icopythefax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jan 2026
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After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.
Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.
*now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*
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- Part 1 of Haydenov Phone Swap
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Vincent Whittman has never struggled for control of his career, his reputation, or the people unfortunate enough to cross him.
Then Alastor arrives: sharp-tongued, pretty, utterly unimpressed, and far more dangerous than Vincent ever anticipated.
Their relationship spirals quickly into obsession, bloodshed, and more emotions than either of them know how to handle.
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atsumu swears he is straight. just straight.
then sakusa makes him come in his pants one night in their hotel room.
so... maybe he isn't straight? (he falls in love with sakusa and never gets back up)
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beautiful read 🥹
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Soobin doesn’t want anyone to know he likes guys, especially not pretty emo boys in eyeliner. Like Kai.
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Sweetest Chill by veraunos
Fandoms: ジョジョの奇妙な冒険 | JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
21 Dec 2025
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It’s mid-November, and Johnny and Gyro have unexpectedly encountered their first cold spell in the race. As it’s too late to find someplace to stay and Johnny is freezing, they resort to spooning to stay warm. However, the increased physical contact has unseen effects on them and their dreams, which brings their whole relationship into question.
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The Butcher and the Lamb by bakdooraccess
Fandom Iron Lung (2026), Project Hail Mary (2026)
13 Jun 2026
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While nobody could have predicted the second pandemic, everybody could have predicted that WillMack would get weird-horny about it.
Or: forced to quarantine together, boybestfriends Will and Mack take turns “playing the girl part…”
With the lights out.
So it’s not gay.
(Spoiler: It’s very gay).
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nobody ever told her (it’s the wrong way) by alexthyimia
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
06 May 2026
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the typical “everyone-gets-out-of-the-circus-and-continues-life” fanfic. all your usual content.
well, there is this one thing.
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transfem!jax fic where she was already transitioned before the circus, and now has to explain that. shenanigans ensue.
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