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  1. Public Bookmark 66

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    It's the night of the Canadian Screen Awards and Connor watches from Atlanta as Hudson accepts the award for Best Leading Performance in a Drama Series.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    It's Fall of 2014 and Ilya Rozanov has cut all ties with Russia. But there's no such thing as a clean break, and leaving isn't as simple as never going back.
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    Basically a very self-indulgent fic about how hard it would be for Ilya to actually move on from the pain of the past and to go no contact with his family in a timeline where Grigori is still alive. Also, Ilya deserves to be known and loved by more people than just Shane and Sveta. Forced/Found Family here we come.
    *Sequel to my canon-divergence fic "To only ever know the cold" (go read that first or this won't make sense!)

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    07 May 2026

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    The All-Stars weekend in Tampa Bay ends in a tragedy for Shane when the plane taking his parents back to Canada from their trip to Mexico explodes.
    The relationship between Shane and Ilya takes an unexpected turn. Fear has been their biggest enemy for years. The tragedy in Shane’s life makes him realize that life is too short not to live proudly and be brave about his feelings for Ilya.
    As the secret slowly comes to light, there’s a thing no one can touch: their commitment to each other.

    Inspired by the t.a.t.u song with the same title.
    If they hurt you // They hurt me too // So we'll rise up // Won't stop // And it's all about us
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    I never wished that pain upon my worst enemy. It’s killing me that you will now know exactly how much it hurts. You loved both your parents. And they loved you. I’ve seen how close you were. I am so sorry. I wish things were different.
    All I can promise is that I will be always by your side. I will always protect you. I love you more than life, Shane.

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    19 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    Brian had worked with stars before. The pop princess who tried to set a green room on fire. The rock band that once refused to play unless they were supplied with exactly 72 cans of La Croix, sorted by flavor and alphabetical order. There was a formula to it: feed the ego, contain the madness, never let the story get ahead of the product.

    Justin, though, wasn’t like the others. Brian didn’t say it out loud, but he’d watched his set at least five times since the news broke. There was an edge to the performance, something deliberately self-immolating, the sense that Justin would set himself alight just to see how hot the room would get.

    That kind of artist required a different touch. Not just control, but anticipation. You had to let them run feral, up to a point... then be ready to pull the leash at the last possible second.

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    25 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    Justin has flown to Pittsburg for a surprise visit, but finds a taciturn and moody Brian. Through tried-and-true methods as well as some new ones, the boys get through some growing pains in communicating what's going on.

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    Started as a short bit of smut, but thought too much about Brian's feelings.

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    12 Jul 2025