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After the longest season of his career, Ilya retreats to the cottage with Shane, expecting rest, recovery, and a month of stolen peace. Instead, exhaustion lingers. Small things feel wrong. And the body that has always carried him through pain begins to falter in ways he can’t explain.
As concern grows and outside eyes begin to notice, the life Ilya and Shane have carefully built—careers, borders, futures—starts to feel fragile. When a medical crisis shatters their summer before answers arrive, love is no longer something they protect quietly. It becomes something they fight with.
A story about what happens when the body speaks before you’re ready to listen, and the people who refuse to let you face it alone.
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- Part 1 of The Quiet Fight
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- English
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- 53,698
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- 30/30
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14 Jul 2026
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Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating.
The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice.
“I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”
Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.
“Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"
Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little.
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Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.- Language:
- English
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- 90,785
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- 12/12
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13 Jul 2026
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“Grigori has never liked that Ilya plays hockey here," Svetlana says. "He has always wanted him to play back in Russia. When he hears about the Ottawa trade, he will be worse than before. You must not let Ilya do this, do you understand?”
“Would he?” Shane asks.
“Grigori is dangerous because he is persistent,” Svetlana says. “He wears people down. He makes them small. This is what he did to Ilya’s mama, and he now he does this to Ilya. Ilya can survive it because he is a world away. He will not survive it if Grigori is the only voice in his head all the time.”
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Or: Grigori Rozanov never develops Alzheimer's. Even from across the globe, he maintains influence over Ilya, his career, and, unknowingly, his relationship.
Being told that they can't come out makes Shane speed-run being ready to do just that and tell the world that he loves Ilya Rozanov.
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12 Jul 2026
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from the cold by stammiviktor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.
— Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
— (1) Missed Call: Yuna HollanderOr: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.
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- English
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- 6,296
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- 1/1
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12 Jul 2026
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Accent Marks by manyfandomsmember
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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Ilya is tired of being called stupid. Tired of reporters blinking at him like he’s buffering. Tired of social media deciding that an accent equals ignorance. So he decides to fix it.
Shane lets it be a joke — until he hears Ilya sanding down the edges of himself under bright arena lights. He doesn’t interrupt interviews. Until he does.
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- English
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- 4,525
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 240
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11 Jul 2026
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It's all Canadian Vodka's fault by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.
The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive.
- Language:
- English
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- 26,385
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- 3/3
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10 Jul 2026
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Vogue's 73 Questions with the hottest couple in hockey by dragonsXmaroon
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 May 2026
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Shane and Ilya do the 73 Question Interview with Vogue.
Ilya is his usual self. Shane contemplates filing for divorce.OR
Ilya Rozanov refuses to get media trained and Shane gets multiple heart attacks.Series
- Part 1 of Ilya Rozanov is a Chaos Gremlin
- Language:
- English
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- 12,097
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 257
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10 Jul 2026
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Caught by ShanesPomegranateSeed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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Ilya's depression medication wasn't working. Again.
Ilya thought were only three options for him. If he was being completely objective, three options. He could continue on as is. He could die. Or he could confess his feelings and detonate a bomb onto his entire life.
Every day Ilya kept picking the first option. Sometimes he chose it multiple times a day. Multiple times a night. He would continue on. He would. He didn’t have any other choices. Unless he died like his mother.
Ilya was caught.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 49,050
- Chapters:
- 22/22
- Comments:
- 138
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- 636
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09 Jul 2026
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they got no idea about me and you by rachelrae
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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"Roz?"
Everything was too loud around them. From the outside, these moments, a player getting hurt, had always been disgustingly silent, but Cliff's ears couldn't stop ringing.
He shoved a foot forward, the muscles on the side of his thigh smarting as he tried to skate closer, but the referees were already there.
Hands on his shoulders pulled him back, pulled him close.
"I didn't mean to." A whimper. The arms around him tightened, pulling him further back, off the ice. "I didn't mean to. Didn't mean to. Didn't -"
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What if Cliff Marlow had hit Ilya in a game against the Ottawa Centaurs and had to deal with the confusion that was his crazy former captain and best friend high on pain meds. At least those meds were hopefully the reason for his craziness. Why else would Rozanov be calling Shane Hollander his sweetheart?Series
- Part 2 of HR Alternate Relationship Reveals
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- English
- Words:
- 4,160
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 408
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- 15,358
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- 1,609
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09 Jul 2026
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The Recovery Protocol by Namastiel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jul 2026
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When Ilya goes down with a knee injury two months into his and Shane's first season together, they're both terrified their long-awaited chance to play together is about to be cut short. Thankfully, the injury isn't nearly as bad as it first seems and recovery ends up being far more interesting than expected when Ilya joins a new exercise class with a mildly flustered instructor, and accidentally gets adopted by a group of elderly women.
Bookmarked by BuckingButler
08 Jul 2026
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Picture this by Grocerystoredivorce for shapedbyclearestblue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Apr 2026
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Hayden hates Rozanov. He hates the Boston Raiders, he hates their fans, their arena, their city. Most of all, he hates their captain. But this was too far. Shane had gone too far. Shane was stalking Ilya Rozanov.
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Hayden sees intimately familiar photos of Rozanov on Shane's phone. He comes to the obvious conclusion. Shane is stalking his long-time rival.
Bookmarked by BuckingButler
08 Jul 2026
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Autocomplete by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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[Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov sit on director’s chairs in a white sound studio. They are both wearing Ottawa Centaurs jerseys, and Ilya smiles warmly at Shane as a makeup artist places a small bit of powder across his cheeks while a producer hands them both a practice board.]
Shane: So, these are just internet searches people do of us?
Producer: Yes! The most popular ones, and you just answer or comment on them. There’s one board for you, one for Ilya, and then one of the two of you combined.
Shane: Sounds harmless enough.
Ilya: You do not spend much time on the internet if you think this sounds harmless.
Producer: Would you like to practice taking the tape off?
[They both nod, and she hands each of them a board. Shane politely and carefully rips off the top piece of tape, focusing on pulling it straight off without ripping it. During the time it takes Shane to take off one piece, Ilya rips off four, crumpling up the tape and throwing it in the air like confetti. A piece hits Shane’s head, and he looks at his husband, slightly startled, while Ilya beams back happily.]
- Language:
- English
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- 2,930
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- 1/1
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- 444
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07 Jul 2026
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He was stable, and baby, you are so deep. by Stanningeverything
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
05 May 2026
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“You are being dense on purpose.” Kon says, arms crossed against his chest, “The problem, Tim, is that you loved him.”
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Kon gets really jealous after Tim meets and talks with his ex-boyfriend Bernard. They argue, and Tim cleans the slate by talking about why he broke up with his ex.
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04 Jul 2026
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Tim Drake knows that Batman needs a Robin. When Bruce and Dick aren't interested in what he has to say, Tim makes his way to the cemetery to say a few words to the boy he's trying to replace.
Tim has the chance to say far more than he expected when Jason digs himself out of his grave that night. Tim does his best to get Jason home to Bruce. The League of Assassins finds them first.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 45,276
- Chapters:
- 15/15
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- 49
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- 1,858
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- 11,609
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04 Jul 2026
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5 times Jason found Tim, and the one time he couldn't by NotEvenNightshade
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, DCU
24 Oct 2024
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Tim Drake has a talent for ending up in life-threatening situations. Good thing his old pal Jason's able to find - and save - him.
Most of the time.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 39,383
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Collections:
- 5
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- 286
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- 1,533
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02 Jul 2026
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We’re Moving Where? by 1LilBirde (orphan_account), Huntressundone, Lulu_Rhythm
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Red Hood and the Outlaws (Comics), Nightwing (Comics), Red Robin (Comics), Robin (Comics)
24 Dec 2023
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After most of Gotham is destroyed by an alien invasion, Jason and Dick must take de-aged Tim and Damian to find a new home in the aftermath. Not knowing the duration of their stay—or any place to settle under the radar—the Batboys find themselves in a small town.
How will they cope with daily life in the middle of nowhere Ohio, you ask? Well, they don’t know either; but one thing is certain, their lives are never simple.
Trigger Warning: implied past child abuse!
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- English
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- 55,962
- Chapters:
- 28/28
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- 3
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- 1,271
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27 Jun 2026
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I'm Still Standing by Lulu_Rhythm
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), Red Robin (Comics)
16 Aug 2023
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After Red Robin goes dark, Dick visits a new nightclub in Crime Alley that's run by a pair of brothers. Whatever he was expecting, it wasn't this.
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25 Jun 2026
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Living in The End Zone by Lulu_Rhythm
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)
31 Dec 2024
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It's quite simple, really. It starts with a virus disguised as a drug. It turns into the end of the world.
- Language:
- English
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- 80,845
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- 24/25
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- 1,058
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Bookmarked by BuckingButler
25 Jun 2026
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Jason nods, “Good.” But he grimaces next, and continues, “That’s not everything, though.”
“It’s not,” Tim agrees with a grimace of his own.
“I think… I want to be better at being your brother. And I want you to be able to accept it.”
The younger man lets himself process for a moment and then nods once, firmly, “I, uh. I want that, too.”
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After his attempt at leaving the "family business" crashed and burned, Tim Drake keeps finding himself in situations where he has to actually talk to the people who put the family in that whole "family business" thing.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,055
- Chapters:
- 5/?
- Comments:
- 176
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- 2,575
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- 249
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28 May 2026
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you could never lose me by virtual_typewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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Shane is aware that he is an absolute mess, with hands trembling and shoulders shaking. His breaths are coming in short bursts, quicker than he is able to control them.
The confession sits like an elephant between them, and yet, Ilya hasn’t moved, tracing soothing circles between Shane’s shoulder blades.
“Sweetheart.” His husband’s voice is steady, soothing. “You need to breathe for me, okay? This isn’t good for you.”
OR, after a night out with J.J. and Hayden, Shane wakes up, certain that he has cheated on Ilya. (Spoiler alert: he hasn’t)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,140
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 176
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- 10,809
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Bookmarked by BuckingButler
05 Apr 2026