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the way you love me by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jul 2026
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Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.
It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.
(Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)
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16 Jul 2026
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Just Let Me Hold You While We're Falling Apart by Hellobeany
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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The airport looks like it always does. A sea of people oblivious to anything going on around them. Ilya is about to put his headphones over his ears when he sees something so familiar his brain almost doesn't register it. That is until he realizes that he's in fucking Moscow so this doesn't make any sense.
Because right there at the gate, spread out over several chairs, his duffle bag as a pillow, is the figure of Shane Hollander sleeping. The hood of his sweatshirt is up and he's wearing sunglasses, but Ilya would recognize the shape of Shane Hollander anywhere.
“Hollander?” he asks in shock, stepping closer.
Or, Shane shows up in Russia after learning Ilya's father died. Ilya did not ask him to do this. He just showed up. And now Ilya doesn't know what to do with himself. He proceeds to just go with it, and maybe listen to Shane for once.
Another song inspired fic, this time Ever the Same by Rob Thomas which I argue is underrated.
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15 Jul 2026
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Tim winds up back when he was eight years old. Before Jason dies. Well, he figures he can’t exactly kill Jason Todd twice. Not that he was dead yet.
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Tim Drake time travels, and proceeds to gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss his way into saving Jason Todd’s life.
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for Shane, it was always going to be about love by mostardentlyy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jul 2026
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For eighty years, Shane Hollander has made all the right decisions. Putting hockey above everything, abstaining from cake and lemonade and chicken parmesan. And never kissing boys, especially Russian boys with crooked grins who always saw right through him. This restraint has secured Shane a legacy as one of the greatest players of all time. Everything he ever wanted, and somehow never enough.
Ilya Rozanov is long dead, lost to fire and water in a plane crash half a century ago. But at the end of his carefully controlled life, Shane can’t stop dreaming about him, haunted by echoes of what might have been.
Given a chance to change the past, Shane has to decide what really matters: hockey, or the only bad decision he was ever tempted to make.
or: fate and Irina Rozanov have unexpectedly romantic sensibilities, time travel is all it’s cracked up to be, and maybe, just maybe, some lovers (no, Ilya that’s gross) are meant to find each other in every universe.
💫a time travel AU
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15 Jul 2026
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Draco Malfoy never wanted to remember.
In their first life, an arranged marriage contract bound him to Harry Potter before either of them had a choice. Harry resented the marriage from the beginning, seeing it as another decision made for him by others. Draco, despite his feelings, spent years trying to make their relationship work, only to watch it crumble beneath misunderstandings, bitterness, and words neither of them could take back.
Then Draco died.
When he opens his eyes again, he finds himself years in the past and to his shock, Harry is different as if he remembers their previous life as well.
Determined not to repeat the same mistakes, Draco makes a decision: this time, he will stay away from Harry Potter. No contract, no marriage, no heartbreak.
But avoiding Harry proves impossible when fate seems determined to push them together at every turn. And while Draco is trying to escape the future he remembers, Harry is doing something unexpected—chasing after him.
A story about fate, regret, and discovering whether love can survive a life already lost.
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- Part 1 of Destiny Rewritten
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13 Jul 2026
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After Shane is rushed to the hospital following Marleau’s hit, Ilya is left alone with his thoughts—and they’re driving him insane.
No news from Montreal.
No response to his texts.
No way of knowing if Shane is okay.
Only the memory of Shane sprawled on the ice, barely conscious, haunting him every time he closes his eyes.
Then, finally, his phone rings.
And for the first time since the game ended, hope creeps back in.Bookmarked by ColdColors
12 Jul 2026
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Statistically speaking, there was a very long list on one end which Shane sat solidly at the top of. On the other end, there was a list with only one name on it.
Shane was the best of everyone Ilya had ever fucked.
Sasha was the best to ever fuck Ilya.
Shane would never have gotten two Stanley Cups if he didn’t know how to pivot and change direction when needed.
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12 Jul 2026
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The Best Pike Meets Lily by OriginalThought615
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Jul 2026
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Having Hayden steal Lily's number from Shane’s phone for her to add to the WAGs group chat probably wasn’t the most honest thing she’d ever done, but she was glad she’d done it. Lily was a riot, not the kind of woman she thought Shane would go for, but they say opposites attract. She’d taken to the group chat like wild fire to a forest; creating chaos and sowing new seeds, helping them all grow and flourish. While terrorizing them with her blatant support for the Boston Raiders (really Shane?! Why!?). She also gave gospel level relationship advice and was always there to help the other women with the perfect tip to spruce up an outfit to a 10. The whole chat adored her and welcomed her into the sisterhood, but what sold Jackie on her was how clear it was that she was so head over heels in love with Shane. Jackie was practically ready to invite Lily into her family.
So, the fact they’d never met face to face was starting to kill Jackie. When Lily asked if she could host a girl’s night at her place instead of meeting at a bar or club, the chat went wild.
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12 Jul 2026
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don't look at me by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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Shane thinks quickly shutting down the panic attack he had after leaving Ilya’s place in Boston would be enough.
Tuna melts weren't that big of a deal, were they?
But the next day, when he is facing the Raiders, and has a certain Captain staring him down, he has no control over it anymore.
There is only one person who can bring him back from the edge.
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12 Jul 2026
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Like A Girl by snowbiiwrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jul 2026
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Hayden seemed disinterested in the long-winded rant because of course he wouldn’t take it seriously. He only cared about his own comfort. Hayden never cared about what he had to say, or this wouldn’t be their current predicament.
“It’s not my fault that I’m straight. It’s not like I think this is how it should be!” Hayden sighed, but continued digging his grave, “I just didn’t expect you to be so happy being like a girl in a relationship. I guess it kind of makes sense though. Rozanov likes women still, and you never did. So, he would be the one giving it, and you’d be the one taking it. It’s something familiar for you both.”
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- Part 3 of I Hate Hayden Pike
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12 Jul 2026
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You Can Do Better by snowbiiwrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jul 2026
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“I just don’t think that’s true, Hayden.”
“What do you mean?” Hayden sounded hesitant, but he continued, “do you think I want you to be miserable?”
Shane was going to be honest this time, “I think you don’t actually care what I think, let alone what I want.”
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- Part 2 of I Hate Hayden Pike
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12 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander’s Skincare Routine | The Cut by Btffreckles
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Jun 2026
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When Shane Hollander tries to film his skincare routine for The Cut… and Ilya can’t help adding his two cents.
Domestic Shane & Ilya at its finest.
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12 Jul 2026
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The Loudest Silence by rozanov_81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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Shane and Ilya never get caught at the cottage. Instead, Ilya calls Shane while seating on his bathroom floor a bottle of pills in one hand and no idea how he got there. Not wanting to leave him alone for the two hours and some the drive to Ottawa will take, Shane calls Yuna. Confused but determined to help her son, she rushes to Ilya Rozanov's house. She gains another son in the process.
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- Part 4 of Mixtape Vol. 1221
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12 Jul 2026
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no right to weep by ptrick65
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jul 2026
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“Shane you have…you have felt like you just did before in the past, da?” Ilya says softly. Shane hums, looping one of his arms around Ilya’s neck. Ilya takes his free hand, grazing a thumb across the back of it like Shane is something precious. “Shane?”
“Yeah,” Shane finally says, his voice grating out of his throat like it hurts him to say it. “Yeah, I’ve felt like that before.”
Ilya immediately feels bad for asking at all, let alone pushing Shane after he’d already given a non-answer. Shane had said it like he was confessing to one of things he’s the most embarrassed about, something that’d made him feel his lowest and most pathetic, and Ilya knows that it’s because that is what this is. It makes him ache.
--or, Ilya sees up close and personal just how much Vegas had affected Shane during his first summer at the cottage, they acknowledge that Vegas was fucked and take steps to prevent it from happening again
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11 Jul 2026
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No Grave Can Hold My Body Down (I'll Crawl Home to Him) by Wants_To_Write
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jul 2026
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It's then that the alert comes though.
It buzzes his phone lightly as the headline comes across the top of his screen, yet he only catches the words 'Ilya Rozanov' before the alert goes away.
He clicks over to it, assuming it'll be a highlight from one of last season's games. They may not have won the cup that season, but they made playoffs. Shane was certain they'd get it this year.
Only, when the article opens it doesn't say something like 'Ilya Rozanov, Best Goals Breakdown' or 'Ilya Rozanov, Craziest Come Back' instead it says:
'Ilya Rozanov, Beloved Husband, Captain, and Friend. Dead at Thirty-one'
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Ilya takes a brand deal without Shane out of the country. Somehow, his plane gets diverted to Moscow, Russia. As an out, bisexual, man married to a gay man, it isn't exactly where he wants to be. Yet he has no choice, and when someone tries to kill him, he isn't fast enough to stop the news from breaking and his world from slowly crumbling around him.
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Alexei is a piece of shit, Ilya is presumed dead, Shane loses his fucking mind. It's all downhill for a while but thing's start looking up eventually.(HE IS NOT DEAD)
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11 Jul 2026
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montreal jane never gets hurt by mollyelle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jul 2026
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He tried to shake Shane off. To lie and say we are not anything, to ignore every point of contact.
He hadn’t prepared for Montreal Jane.
———after Sochi, Ilya still won’t speak to him, so Shane takes a chance on a new strategy.
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11 Jul 2026
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i didn’t want to see you go (i know i made you cry) by notexactlylegal
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Jun 2026
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“Shane…”
“Please. Please, please.”
He’s begging now. Begging Ilya to take him back. To forget everything that happened in Tampa. It would be hard, but he would do it. He would do anything to keep Ilya.
“I’ll do anything,” he tells him. “I’ll do anything you want, just please don’t… Please don’t do this. I mean it - I can pretend I don’t feel anything. Please, just… just take me back. Let me come back to you, I’ll be so good for you. Please. ”
Ilya doesn’t answer. He’s so quiet on the other end of the phone, that Shane has to check his screen if the call is still going. It is.
“Ilya?” he whispers.
“Shane,” Ilya whispers back. “Please hang up the phone.”- or, shane's accident never happens and ilya follows through with his promise to break things off with shane, only to regret it immediately, especially when shane calls him drunk and upset
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11 Jul 2026
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Ilya has a hickey and the internet is convinced he's cheating on Shane. (He's not)
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- Part 8 of Lily & Jane Forever
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11 Jul 2026
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Troy gets to have a happy ending. A celebration to finally be himself after all of those difficult years being a douche bag to other players. A celebration to freedom of loving his boyfriend openly, even if he mocked and called Shane a fag more time than he could remember.
And the fact that he now has to deal with a new, 'changed and pure' Troy Barrett feels like another type of insult that he could never address.
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11 Jul 2026
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A healthy boy. by yourethemoon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jul 2026
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At 3:00 AM, Shane and Ilya receive the phone call they have spent three years waiting for.
“We have a placement for you. You aren’t going to believe this Shane.” Sarah sniffled, “A newborn. A healthy boy. He was born two hours ago.”
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11 Jul 2026