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    Albatross repeatedly tests Chuuya’s patience. Chuuya remains stubbornly collected and keeps his control. Dazai lets them take over and tries to be good for once. It goes better than all three of them expect.

    (or: patient, gentle master dom chuuya; rough, secondary dom albatross with bratty tendencies; and sub dazai who’s open to just about anything they want to try.)

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Chuuya may be nothing more than a sacrifice to the mountain god, but to Dazai he’s a tempting offering he fully intends to enjoy.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    After yet another failed attempt at dating, Satoru is ready to give up on love. Suguru finally has the freedom in his life to start looking for love, and he's ready to try dating. Both of them know that it would be a terrible idea to get romantically involved with a roommate, but thankfully their best friend Shoko is here to help enable their irresponsible decisions.

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    Satoru sank back down on his end of the couch, staring out the window at the Tokyo skyline. Thousands of lit windows filled with tens of thousands of people finishing up their evenings and getting ready for bed. He wondered how many of them were happy and in love; how many were resigned to relationships without love; how many were alone. "Seriously, though. I'm done."

    "With dating? You won't last a month."

    "I'm tired, Shoko. It's not good for me. And we're in our mid-thirties now. Anyone quality is already in a relationship." Satoru cracked his soda open, slumping down on the couch and tipping the bottle toward his mouth. Fruity sugar coated his tongue, but it failed to cheer him. "No one's left but undateable disasters."

    "Implied: like you."

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Grieving someone still alive, Chuuya had learned, was quiet, relentless. The knowledge that this moment, this warmth, this weight against his chest, was temporary in ways he didn’t have control over.

    Chuuya hated that he loved Dazai’s wrists, loved the helpless flutter of their pulse. That they were thin enough to slot perfectly in his hand. That they carried so much history—bandages, attempts, jokes made sharp enough to cut—and still felt alive under his fingers.

    Loving Dazai felt like loving someone already half gone. Not because he wasn’t here—he was, warm and breathing, in spite of it all—but because Chuuya knew how often Dazai tried not to be. Every time it happened, Chuuya felt the loss before the outcome, like his chest was bracing for an impact that never quite came.

    or: the day after another failed overdose, dazai buries his head and sleeps.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day twenty-three - Numb, Wrist-grabbing

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    15 May 2026

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    Chuuya blanked, dilated pupils shrinking in fear. He stumbled backwards, hands barely attempting to find purchase as his body was thrown down. He managed to clamber backwards a few steps, pure adrenaline the only thing keeping his body from collapsing, remaining pressed into a terrified overdrive of emotions. "Chuuya!" His vision swam mouth drawing dry, mind tipping into a constant overflow of memories that mixed and produced a static blur.

    (Chuuya's forced to face his trauma, thrown into a clawing panic attack. Loving boyfriend Dazai, sick of leaving Chuuya to face his demons alone, is right there to bring him back.)

    Now with a Russian translation: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43917492

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    11 May 2026