Lilabea



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    Shane comes over to Ilya’s house for the first time and is met with a surprise that leads him to suddenly break things off. Ilya is forced to confront his feelings for Shane and find a way to win him back.

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    The ice breaks.

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    There’s no humor in Shane’s voice. It’s cold, hard, determined. “When we meet them on the ice next season, I want to fucking destroy them.”

    After a moment, he feels Ilya nod thoughtfully behind him.

    “Is good plan. Let’s fucking destroy them.”

    The Montreal Voyageurs won't stop slinging mud at Shane in the press, so Shane and Ilya decide to get revenge the best way they know how.

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    "You say you don’t want this. You say you can't. And still the shirt."

    Shane is quick to protest, not giving himself a second to even consider any alternative. "Look, I don't know what you're trying to prove here but—"

    "Give it back," Ilya instructs, his voice steady and low. "Tell me I am nothing to you, and I let you go."

    It's self-sabotage. Textbook fucking definition. Maybe it's what he needs to give up on this. He just needs to hear Shane say it, that's all.

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    Shane freaks out. Ilya doesn't want him to leave without figuring out exactly how Shane feels about him.

    (aka a post tuna melt scene rewrite where communication isn’t a foreign concept to them)

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    “Ah,” Rozanov said, grinning, going for the joke.

    Shane looked up curiously.

    “So being boring is genetic?”

    He expected laughter. Or the way Shane would roll his eyes even as he melted, the way that made all the teasing feel welcome.

    Instead, Shane’s smile disappeared completely. Like a light switched off.

    “Yeah,” Shane said, clearing his throat and forcing the word out before it could crack. “I guess so.”

    He took a step back, anxious for space that felt suddenly necessary, like he might suffocate if he drifted any closer. Every instinct in him screamed to leave. To put distance between himself and this feeling and the source of it before it swallowed him whole.

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