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The Night Duty by MeOnly
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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Shane needs this job. Ilya is just bored. But a 3 AM encounter in the hotel gym changes everything.
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Shane is used to the jammed windows, the isolation, and the invisibility of being a night porter in a Montreal hotel. He’s disciplined and efficient, but a nasty slip on a frozen sidewalk leaves him stiff and desperate for the relief of the hotel's off-limits fitness center.
When NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov claims the treadmill beside him, Shane’s pride won't let him back down. A quiet session of stretching turns into a silent, high-speed war of endurance that ends on the rubber floor, gasping for air and sharing a water bottle.
It shouldn't feel intimate. But it does.
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"Left rotator cuff. You’re protecting it."
Ilya turns slowly from the screen to look at Shane, eyes narrowing.
"On the screen," Shane says, nodding at the TV. "You dropped your shoulder before impact."
Ilya holds the stare. He steps in, collapsing the distance until he stands just inside Shane’s reach. The heat radiating from him carries the mineral scent of warm skin.
"Sharp eyes for waiter."
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The Edge of the World by MeOnly
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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The Ford is a rusted-out red bucket, the tent is a mess of orange nylon, and the Norwegian woods are a lot steeper than they looked on the map. The wilderness doesn't care about NHL standings, and right now, it’s winning.
For six years, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have lived in the quiet of hotel rooms and the heat of the game. But here, far away from the cameras and the crowds, their guard is finally starting to drop. Between charred sausages, a ruined pair of sneakers, and a leaking tent, they are running out of ways to hide from the truth.
As the summer ends, they have to decide if they are brave enough to stop being rivals and start being something else entirely.
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Tell me, have you ever wanted someone so much it hurts by MeOnly
Fandoms: SKAM (France), SKAM (France) RPF
19 Jun 2025
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When Axel is cast as Lucas in Skam France, he thinks he’s ready—for the lines, the cameras, the chemistry. But as filming progresses and his scenes with Maxence grow more intimate, the boundaries blur. Between character and self. Between performance and something else.
He tells himself it’s just acting. Until it isn’t.
Author’s Note:
I started this story when Skam France was still airing, not knowing what it would become. It was the first thing I wrote that truly mattered—and it taught me more than I can say about writing, rhythm, and character. Coming back now is about doing it justice.
Some chapters and scenes have been reworked or removed, and some beautiful comments once attached to them are now gone.
If you left a comment—thank you.
Your words meant (and still mean) more than I can explain. You were part of why I kept going.If you like the story now (still a work in progress—because why stop before reaching true literature?), it would mean the world if you left a new one.
This is a fictional story inspired by real events and appearances. The show is real. The romantic relationship? Pure imagination.
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Fanning the Flames by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.
Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)
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26 Mar 2026
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and i spit out the seeds by linearity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.
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26 Mar 2026
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“I’m sorry,” Shane chokes, closing his eyes. Rozanov draws his hand, pulling Shane’s with it, to his face and wipes his cheeks.
“There is nothing to be sorry for, любовь моя, it is okay,” Rozanov murmurs, tugging at Shane’s hair again. Shane exhales, letting him clean his cheeks. “You got overwhelmed, yes? It happens.”
“I can’t be fucking normal,” Shane says quietly, whining, head falling back, pressing into Rozanov’s hand.
“No, if you were fucking normal, you would not be my Shane.”
// shane is a liar, and he's tired of it all. his life falls apart, and he finds that he doesn't actually mind.
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26 Mar 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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26 Mar 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.