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    The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.

    Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)

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    26 Mar 2026

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane chokes, closing his eyes. Rozanov draws his hand, pulling Shane’s with it, to his face and wipes his cheeks.

    “There is nothing to be sorry for, любовь моя, it is okay,” Rozanov murmurs, tugging at Shane’s hair again. Shane exhales, letting him clean his cheeks. “You got overwhelmed, yes? It happens.”

    “I can’t be fucking normal,” Shane says quietly, whining, head falling back, pressing into Rozanov’s hand.

    “No, if you were fucking normal, you would not be my Shane.”

    // shane is a liar, and he's tired of it all. his life falls apart, and he finds that he doesn't actually mind.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Absolutely beautiful!

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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    Kinn nods and clears his throat. “Yeah, I’m – I’m taken.”

    “And who is the lucky one?” His uncle snorts, clearly not buying it. He crosses his arms in front of his chest and scans Kinn as if his nephew would say, “ha, sorry, I was just joking.”

    Kinn seems hesitant for a moment, but then he turns around and points at Porsche. “It’s Porsche.” He holds out his hand and fakes a smile aimed at Porsche. “Baby, come here.”

    What the actual fuck? 

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    21 Sep 2022

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    Zee Pruk has never been in love and certainly not with a guy. Then his casual hook up suggests a threesome.

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    21 Sep 2022

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    “Open your eyes,” Kinn says.

    Porsche does, his eyes glazed as he struggles to focus on Kinn. His mouth is pink and inviting. Kinn kisses him, only briefly, Porsche’s lips slack beneath his. Kinn pulls back.

    “If you look away, I’ll stop,” Kinn’s voice is velvet-soft.

    Or: Kinn convinces Porsche that he deserves nice things.

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    04 Jul 2022

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    “You’re going to regret that,” Kinn promises. His tone is lethally quiet.

    Porsche hums indulgently. It activates the part of Kinn’s brain that wants to pin Porsche down using his teeth. 

    “Somehow, I doubt that,” Porsche purrs. The line goes dead again as Porsche hangs up. Kinn’s blood flares in his veins. 

    Or: Kinn's meeting overruns, so Porsche starts without him. Once he gets home, Kinn makes his displeasure about this very clear.

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    04 Jul 2022

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    “As I said, Porsche,” Kinn begins. “I don’t like loose ends. So here’s what I propose: I’ll pay you for your company for the next week until my flight on Friday. Once I’m out of the country and beyond the reach of my enemies here, you’ll be free to go home. How does that sound?”

    Porsche feels like he’s hallucinating. “My company?”

    Kinn’s eyes roam over him freely. “Or however else you’d like to put it.”

    AKA the Pretty Woman AU

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    29 Jun 2022

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    There's always a crash after a high.

    Or, Porsche finally visits Kinn in Bangkok and realizes he's a real person. Kinn seems to notice the same.

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    27 Jun 2022

  13. Public Bookmark 72

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    Kinn Can’t-Verbally-Communicate-Theerapanyakul was madly in love with Porsche. Perfect, beautiful, shining, powerful man who chose Kinn. And Kinn needed to tell him. He so badly wanted Porsche to know how much he meant to him. Words…there weren’t enough words, not enough ways to say it, to tell Porsche the depths of Kinn’s love for him.

    Alternatively: Kinn wants to craft the perfect night to pour out his feelings for Porsche the only way he knows how, but he gets ahead of himself and calls Porsche without thinking.

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    20 Jun 2022

  14. Public Bookmark 39

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    I watched the way his neck strained as he dropped his head back, the way his Adam's apple moved obscenely with every sound that escaped his throat and how beautiful his collarbone was standing out.

    "F-Fuck..." he curses under his breath.

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    17 Jun 2022

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    soulmate (ˈsəʊlmeɪt) • noun

    a person with whom you feel the most complete. two bodies, one soul.

    Porsche is twenty-three when he gets a job working for the mafia. He's twenty-three when one touch from the family's heir shifts his world from shades of grey to bright and vibrant.

    Whoever decided to put the other half of his soul in a Theerapanyakul is getting a very strongly worded letter.

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    16 Jun 2022

  16. Public Bookmark 79

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    KinnPorsche 1x10 | Immediately after the final bed scene.

    “Don’t leave me, na?” he asked softly.

    Updated: +Chapter 2 (soft sex and honoring Big's sacrifice)

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    11 Jun 2022

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