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Vampire!Phainon au, where his vampirism is a result of black tide corruption. This is his journey in learning to fully accept himself as he is, scars of the black tide and all.
Prequel - Night Falls, Curtain Calls
Part 1 - Blood of Life, Golden Flow
Part 2 - Gentle Hands, Hold this Monstrous Form (Please, I Beg)
Part 3 - Wipe Clean this Fogged Glass
Part 4 - As One Becomes Two
Completed - For now
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22 Mar 2026
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14 Nov 2025
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It had always been something so trivial.
Phainon would disappear once or twice a month throughout their one and a half year relationship, coming back to their shared apartment really, really late. Sometimes with a hint of alcohol, sometimes totally wrecked.
Mydei never really thought too hard about it.
Not untill one dayOr where a misunderstanding leads to Mydei discovering a completely hidden side of Phainon.
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22 Oct 2025
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He's a tool for the prophecy: a carefully crafted hero without wants, without needs, without self.
But when Mydeimos crashes into him like a lightning bolt on the first day of their duel, when he watches the prince's smiling shieldbearer affectionately press fruit past his lips—
Phainon begins to realize what he's missing, and for the first time in memory, he yearns.
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20 Oct 2025
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the heart so full of pain and light by northlou
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Oct 2025
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"Is it really that bad if I love him too?" Mydei asked, his chest too tight and full of something unspoken that it hurt.
Phainon blinked once.
"Yes," that's all he blurted out.
OR: the world is saved, nothing bad is about to happen; Mydei thinks it's a miracle that Phainon has his happy ending. They have their happily ever after—isn't it sweet? The problem is, Khaslana is there, alive and breathing. Apparently, he did nothing to deserve his happy ending.
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07 Oct 2025
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Severe Hits to the Head (And Their Inherent Life-Changing Potential) by Hungry_Dango
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
28 Sep 2025
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The first thing Phainon feels, after the blinding pain of a bat to the head, is the sensation of a dam breaking.
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28 Sep 2025
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The future is space,
earth-colored space,
cloud-colored,
color of water, air,
black space with room for many dreams,
white space with room for all snow,
for all music.Behind lies despairing love
with no room for a kiss.
There's a place for everyone in forests,
in streets, in houses;
there's an underground space, a submarine space,
but what joy is to find in the end,
rising,an empty planet
great stars clear as vodka,
so uninhabited and so transparent,
and arrive there with the first telephone
so that so many men can later discuss
all their infirmities.-Future is space, original by Pablo Neruda.
Phainon leaves Amphoreus seeking a new path. A ragtag group of Crysos Heirs (plus Stelle and Dan Heng) follow him.
This triggers a chain reaction of surprising friendships, unlikely alliances and lots of adventures.
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26 Sep 2025
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sunflowers and forget-me-nots by sugirine
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
16 Sep 2025
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The sight seizes air from his lungs, because behind the counter, arranging a bouquet of white tulips and pink lilies with a gentle precision, is a man who he would recognize anywhere, someone who he feels like he’s known across a thousand lifetimes.
Phainon’s seen him in sun-drenched markets. In the battlefield, in bathhouses, under the moonlight with the same sharp eyes. He’s seen the same hands that are currently arranging flowers offer him a cup of pomegranate juice. He’s felt those hands against his own. He’s seen them stained with gold.
“Mydei?”
Only when ‘Mydei’s’ eyes widen in surprise does Phainon realize that he’s been staring, jaw slacked. At a complete stranger. Fuck.
Or, Phainon learns that giving flowers to a florist is harder than it seems, especially when that florist looks exactly like the man who he’s seen a hundred times before in his dreams.
(Written for Phaidei Week, Day 3: Flowers, Reincarnation)
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18 Sep 2025
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19 Aug 2025
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Something inside him, what’s left that’s untouched, broke as more and more of his old comrades followed suit. Not even his burning core could warm the cold seeping into his entire soul as his world comes crashing down on him.
He saved the planet but lost his home for a second time.
His vision tilts and Phainon swallows down the bile in his throat.
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16 Aug 2025
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a slight understatement by IlluminaMint
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
07 Jul 2026
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“You had to go through that thirty-three times?” Tribbie asked. Her voice wobbled with unshed tears.
Phainon did the only thing possible in such a situation: He panicked.
“Uh,” he said, because clearly his eloquence had abandoned him during one of the cycles, “yes?”
// OR, circumstance leads to the heirs thinking Phainon only lived through thirty-three cycles. Rather than correcting them on this, Phainon doubles down and decides this is the new narrative he'll go along with so as to avoid worrying them too much.
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15 Aug 2025
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Mydei knew that while maybe Cipher wouldn’t mind a prank or two along these lines, someone like Aglaea wouldn’t dare. His mind reeled back instantly to Kephale’s statue, bereft of its usual reassuring glow.
“Lord Mydei,” Castorice chimed in gently. “Are you sure a ‘Phainon’ wasn’t a comrade you made during your time in the Kremnoan detachment? Perhaps this is the dysphoria that comes with waking from Death.”
“Phainon of Aedes Elysiae, Deliverer of Amphoreus,” Mydei gritted out. “This isn’t something I say in either jest or confusion. He is one of us. The Chrysos Heir to carry Kephale’s coreflame. Where is he?”
“There hasn’t been a Chrysos Heir devoted to Kephale in more than a millennia,” Anaxa said thoughtfully, “The coreflame was brought and returned by the Trailblazer.”
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15 Aug 2025
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Have You Heard This One Before - by Crowoxy for twelvegraves
Fandoms: Dragon Age II, Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age: Inquisition
16 Jun 2025
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Where two apostates, a pirate, and a slaver hunter decide to walk in Adamant Fortress to find their friend who is yet another apostate after a long distance friend asks them to.
Post Canon Dragon Age II gang set in Inquisition but without the Inquisition which is the best way to enjoy the Inquisition.
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01 Aug 2025
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three retreats, seven advances by pomilktea
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Mar 2026
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"Mydeimos."
Mydei lowers his eyes, taking in the blood dripping from the alpha's fingers. When he lifts them back up, Phainon blinks, and throws him a lopsided smile that doesn't reach the eyes, as if the man hasn't done it in a very long time.
Oh.
He recalls the times the alpha called him with that same exact tone, finally noticing the difference. Phainon's eyes darken the second the realization dawns on him, like a predator prancing in front of his prey.
His instincts scream at him to flee, but the other side of his mind finds it challenging, entertaining, and he wants.
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26 Jul 2025
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"Mydei is there, when the King of Sarkaz breathes her last."
An Arknights AU.
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25 Jul 2025
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“Intra-Cognition is null. Responds only to destructive stimuli.”
The sentence barely registers in Mydei’s mind as he stares at the shadow of the man who was once Phainon, who sits completely still in a chair, dull eyes staring sightlessly ahead.
“Damage to mind function detected… Possibly irreversible…”
The Antikytheran-like man continues reading through the digitized logs impartially, as if merely reciting a speech. But every single word he says drives another stake into Mydei’s heart.
Mydeimos the Undying scarcely bowed his head, rarely lowered himself onto his knees, and never, ever begged. And yet he finds himself doing all three things now, before the broken shell of his beloved.
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Irontomb’s birth is prevented, and Amphoreus is saved. But it’s at great cost to Phainon, whose psyche finally crumbled under the devastating damage to his mind, body, and heart.
But Mydei and the other Chrysos Heirs will not accept this outcome. For what is a dawn without the sun?
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- Part 5 of agápē
- Part 1 of To See the Sun Again
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25 Jul 2025
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fall down into my arms by Matchaloving
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
26 Dec 2025
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“Truly, is it done? Am I finished?”
The trial of suffering was over.
He can finally breathe."Welcome to tomorrow"
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AU with The iron tomb has failed, Phainon can finally rest- or so he wants to, but eternal rest was out of the question when a warm hand grazes over his face.
The Chrysos Heirs have to pick up the pieces of the new world, and of each other.
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- Part 7 of First Dawn in Amphoreous
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22 Jul 2025
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Caminante no hay camino (Traveler, there is no road) by Irisinally
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
25 Sep 2025
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Irontomb no longer exists, or maybe it never existed at all. Amphoreus greets the universe beyond the skies, broken but determined to see the real future on the horizon.
It's a happy ending, but Phainon feels as if the entire world is falling on top of him like rocks, as if he's drowning in the sudden reality of it all like a sailor lost at sea.
So he makes the only choice he can think of: he runs away.
A ragtag group of Crysos Heirs and two experts on interstellar travels follow him.
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- Part 1 of El futuro es espacio
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21 Jul 2025
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the memories of you (were always etched into my soul) by fluescere
Fandom 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Jul 2025
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phaideinaxa but in a modern au post-amphoreus
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18 Jul 2025
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18 Jul 2025