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and I ask, how high? by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jun 2026
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"Do you want to have that day you said?
Shane stops nuzzling his sweatpants, breathes in a last time and turns around until he's face up looking at him. Ilya touches his face for a second; his freckles, the lovely cupid's bow of his lip, the tip of his nose. Shane blinks. "You're sure?"
Ilya doesn't laugh, but it is a close thing. Is he sure? Of being fucked to death by his husband? Easiest thing he's done in his life. "Yes. You want to—what. Use me?"
Shane breathing picks up, hitches. He tears his eyes away from Ilya's, turns again until he can easily raise Ilya's shirt to press a kiss on his stomach, into a bunch of freckles he has close to his belly button. Shane loves that place. "Yes, like—" he starts, and then stops.
"Like what?" Ilya encourages him.
"Like a toy."
Ilya thinks being free use for a day will be a piece of cake. Shane is glad to prove him wrong.
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back into my old ways by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jun 2026
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"No, it's okay, it's not that big of a secret or anything now, I guess. The worst part was pretending I did not like him, like, even as a friend. And it took so much to accept that, god."
"Ilya partied a lot those years, if we listen to the rumors."
Ilya raises his hands. "Hey, I was young and stupid."
Shane looks at both of them confused for a moment. "Ah, no, no, I was the difficult one." Three heads point at him violently. Shane furrows his brow, confused. "What?"
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the rules for offside (might not apply to us) by flan (bitehard) for Jockles
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF
25 May 2026
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At some point during the morning, after the physical therapy session leaves him raw and with a renewed, albeit more focused, pain, he hears the unmistakable sound of Leon's car entering his driveway. Connor sighs, but warmth blooms in the middle of his gut. He hates how needy he gets when this kind of loss happens; he hates the idea of anyone seeing him like this, but Leon crosses over his walls as if they were not there, as if he were the only one that understood how weak they really are.
The car stops, and keys rattle on his door, bringing in the heavy steps until a body blocks the sunlight coming from the windows, a shadow looming over Connor's closed eyes.
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we swim in nowhere by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 May 2026
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“I can’t understand you, Shane. Weeks ago we had this big fight about a party, and now you want to go to fucking Russia? You don’t have to, uh. Compensate for more. How was the word?”
“Overcompensate. If you don’t want to, we won't. I know you have not been going these past years, but it's not the same not wanting to go back and not being able to and I know you're more aware than me about this that will change after summer."
"It is what it is."
“I thought it could be good for you to go back one last time before we do our thing. Which, for the record, I am dying to do.” A beat. “Maybe you have things to get. Friends to see. Maybe,” and saliva trips for a second on Shane’s throat, because the answer to this could be everything or nothing at all. “Maybe you would like to visit your mother's grave and say goodbye. Maybe you would want me to come with you.”
February 2021. After deciding they are getting married in summer, Shane proposes to accompany Ilya in a last trip to Moscow to get much needed closure. Metaphorical more than literal hand in hand they navigate old friends, memories, and family that had been left behind.
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let light come in (once in a while) by flan (bitehard) for pigeonriot
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 May 2026
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"I could stay for a bit. Maybe round two in some time."
An obvious excuse, but Ilya doesn't point it out. Sex as a bargaining chip to get a hint of what they should not want. At some point, well in the beginning of this between them, anything post-coital was deemed illegal. Amoral. Impossible. If it's between fucks, though—they don't count, do they?
A loophole. Ilya clings to it with all he has.
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hollanov character studies through kink: the series by flan (bitehard)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jun 2026
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A series of separated one-shots exploring Shane and Ilya's relationship through kink. Mostly canon compliant, but not exactly all of them the same universe.
for the road ahead: callback to las vegas night, during the cottage. discussions of subdrop.
it waits for you in the shadows: situationship era, domdrop because of undernegotiated kink (+choking).
on behalf of the good dark: aftercare, using sex to reassure your boyfriends, undernegotiated talks of cnc.
as if light were protective: home invasion cnc roleplay. slight domdrop.
nothing but a one-man cult: lost scene during the beginning of 2016. ball-gags, rimming, undernegotiated kink, undercommunicated situationship.
do it for the algorithm: switch ilya, ilya in lingerie, descontruction of masculinity and internalized homophobia when confronted with something you want to do but can't.
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author’s faves by flan (bitehard)
Fandom Critical Role (Web Series), Dune (Movies - Villeneuve), Dune - All Media Types, Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Naruto, Red Dead Redemption (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: Rebels, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, The Bear (TV 2022), The Legend of Vox Machina (Cartoon), The Mandalorian (TV), Uncharted (Video Games)
07 Jun 2024
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favoritos de la autora by bitehard, flan (bitehard)
Fandom Call of Duty, Call of Duty: Advanced Warfare - Fandom, Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age II, Final Fantasy X, Haikyuu!!, Kuroko no Basuke | Kuroko's Basketball, Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Naruto, Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Teen Wolf (TV), Thor (Movies)
05 Jun 2018
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attitude verse by flan (bitehard)
Fandom Dune (Movies - Villeneuve), Dune - All Media Types
07 Dec 2024
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Pencil in the Rest by lynadyndyn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jun 2026
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Scent patches were mandatory for anyone participating in World Junior's, but a lot of the Russian guys Shane saw in the hotel or around the rink had them loosely attached to their necks or not quite centered over their scent gland. Shane had been on his way to his parents' car when the wind shifted, and he smelled that Rozanov, leaning against the wall and not-at-all-surreptitiously fishing a carton of cigarettes out of his pocket, must have been one of them.
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Bookmarked by flan (bitehard)
25 Jun 2026
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Off the Record by tintatalk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov generally enjoys the All-Star Weekend.
The All-Star Weekend means fun and games, and Shane. Lots of Shane.
But when a drunken game of Never Have I Ever reveals more than Ilya ever expected, the entire league discovers there’s more to golden boy Shane Hollander than anyone realised.
Unfortunately for Ilya, he discovers it too.
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Bookmarked by flan (bitehard)
24 Jun 2026
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“Shane,” Ilya said. He sounded incredulous. “You think it's hard for me, having a beautiful man suck my cock?” His hand was on Shane’s face now, thumb pressing into the tender place behind Shane’s jaw, tilting his head up to meet Ilya’s gaze. “You think because I don’t get hard that, what, I do not want you?”
“No, of course not,” Shane said. It was just a change. Ilya’s body, familiar, reliable, the thing he could read best on the ice and off. “I mean, I know it doesn't mean anything, it's just the side-effects. It's not your fault.”
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- Part 2 of first-line treatment
Bookmarked by flan (bitehard)
07 Jun 2026
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ten years and counting by radialarch
Part 2 of first-line treatmentSeries Information:
ID: 5651421
Words: 7,287 | Works: 2 | Complete: Yes | Bookmarks: 78
Description:Appendix C: First-Line Antidepressants
“First-line” antidepressant treatment represents a balance of efficacy, tolerability and expert consideration per the Canadian Network for Mood and Anxiety Treatments (CANMAT) recommendations.
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Sexual disturbances: ↓ libido, impotence, ejaculatory disturbances, anorgasmia. (likely to persist during SSRI therapy)Published: 2026-03-05
Work ID: 80650201Relationship Tags:
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“Shane,” Ilya said. He sounded incredulous. “You think it's hard for me, having a beautiful man suck my cock?” His hand was on Shane’s face now, thumb pressing into the tender place behind Shane’s jaw, tilting his head up to meet Ilya’s gaze. “You think because I don’t get hard that, what, I do not want you?”
“No, of course not,” Shane said. It was just a change. Ilya’s body, familiar, reliable, the thing he could read best on the ice and off. “I mean, I know it doesn't mean anything, it's just the side-effects. It's not your fault.”
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/24
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love you ‘til my lungs give out by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jun 2026
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Weeks later, when the news finally breaks, the headlines will call it a “catastrophic brain injury”.
They’ll analyze the hit from every angle, trying to find just what went so wrong. It was clean, it was legal… and yet it somehow slammed Shane Hollander into the ice hard enough to end his career.
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or, another take on shane’s injury in episode 5 being much, much worse.
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Bookmarked by flan (bitehard)
17 Jun 2026
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love you ‘til my lungs give out by scarlettroses
Completed: 2026-06-17
Work ID: 78310361Relationship Tags:
• Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
• Shane Hollander & Ilya RozanovWork Summary:
Weeks later, when the news finally breaks, the headlines will call it a “catastrophic brain injury”.
They’ll analyze the hit from every angle, trying to find just what went so wrong. It was clean, it was legal… and yet it somehow slammed Shane Hollander into the ice hard enough to end his career.
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or, another take on shane’s injury in episode 5 being much, much worse.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/24
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John stood in the dark parking lot. Cold sweat poured down his sides and he watched his sons put their tongues in each other’s mouths.
Bookmarked by flan (bitehard)
19 Jun 2026
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Flinch first by applecrumbledore
Published: 2026-03-16
Work ID: 79625426Relationship Tags:
• Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester
• Dean Winchester/John Winchester/Sam WinchesterWork Summary:
John stood in the dark parking lot. Cold sweat poured down his sides and he watched his sons put their tongues in each other’s mouths.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/24

