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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    Jule war noch nie gut darin, loszulassen.Und trotzdem tat er so, als hätte er genau verstanden, wie das hier enden würde.Vielleicht wartete er nur noch darauf, dass Kai es aussprach – oder darauf, dass er selbst endlich den Mut fand, es zu tun.

    One for the money, two for the show
    I never was ready, so I watch you go
    Sometimes you just don't know the answer
    'Til someone's on their knees and asks you

    English translation in chapter 2 :)

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    25 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    Kai is finally breaking into professional football at Bayer Leverkusen, but nothing about it is easy. Between intense training, final exams, and the constant pressure to prove himself, he’s barely holding it together.

    And then there’s Jule. What started as shared car rides and post-training hangouts turns into something deeper, something Kai might not be able to ignore.

    Now, Kai has to face what he’s been trying to push aside: are they just friends, or is he willing to risk everything for something more?

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    25 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    But his life is tangled up in Leverkusen. In Kai. In some ways, it always has been. In most ways, it goes beyond that. 

    or, the day before Julian leaves for Borussia Dortmund.

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    13 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Mihawk inhaled sharply as he watched Shanks somehow manage to down another shot and call for more. He considered saying something but Shanks cut him off.
    “What do you want, Mihawk? Can’t you see I’m busy right now?” He downed another. “If you want me to buy you a drink just say so don’t stand there.”
    He motioned for the lady behind the counter to give Mihawk a shot. She life the little glass to him but he didn’t dare look down to drink it. He can here for a reason and it definitely wasn’t to get drunk.
    “I actually came here to discuss a rather serious matter with you. I would like it if you could be able to understand what I’m saying.”
    Shanks took Mihawk’s glass and downed it smiling and standing up to look him in the eye. He leaned on the bar for support since his vision swam around he was already a little nauseous.
    “If this about your ranking, then I already know you’re the best. I don’t feel like having a dual at the moment.” His speech was slurred and he kept smiling.
    “This has nothing to do with me.” Mihawk shifted uncomfortably “It’s about Buggy.”
    Shanks stiffened and no longer smiled.

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    22 Apr 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Five Times Kai let his possessiveness get the better of him and One Time Jule indulged him

    A series of moments throughout the years

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    10 Jul 2026