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    Once the glow of the cottage fades and the boys have to head back to the real world, they have to start the long difficult year being separated before Ilya signs with Ottawa. Or at least that was the plan, until Ilya opened his mouth and accidentally got himself traded to Montreal. But it’s fine, just one year for Ilya in Montreal and then their 10 year plan is back on track… Right?

    Through their year on the same team, Ilya helps Shane come to terms with the fact that his team kinda sucks, Hayden gets chirped into oblivion but still realizes that maybe Ilya Rozanov isn’t nearly as bad of a guy as he thought, and Hollanov come to terms with a new question they didn’t expect to ask.

    Now that they’ve gotten a taste of living together and being on the same team, how are they ever going to give it up?

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    14 Jun 2026

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    A Year In Montreal by KatHowardApologist

    Updated: 2026-06-09
    Work ID: 84841021

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

    Work Summary:

    Once the glow of the cottage fades and the boys have to head back to the real world, they have to start the long difficult year being separated before Ilya signs with Ottawa. Or at least that was the plan, until Ilya opened his mouth and accidentally got himself traded to Montreal. But it’s fine, just one year for Ilya in Montreal and then their 10 year plan is back on track… Right?

    Through their year on the same team, Ilya helps Shane come to terms with the fact that his team kinda sucks, Hayden gets chirped into oblivion but still realizes that maybe Ilya Rozanov isn’t nearly as bad of a guy as he thought, and Hollanov come to terms with a new question they didn’t expect to ask.

    Now that they’ve gotten a taste of living together and being on the same team, how are they ever going to give it up?

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/14

    ch8

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    They talk now, about everything and nothing at all.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Call and Response by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)

    Published: 2026-06-01
    Work ID: 85931771

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

    Work Summary:

    They talk now, about everything and nothing at all.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/14

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    Cliff Marleau can be a dumbass, it’s fair to say - anyone can, some people would claim it more likely for men, and some people would certainly claim that being in a profession that involves violence, speed, and sharp things, and a ridiculous amount of travel all on a regular basis would make it pretty likely for someone to be a dumbass. He does dumb shit sometimes, but it’s usually pretty basic.

    Actually, how this started was years ago, when he still felt just barely out of being a rookie himself and Coach asked him to keep a watch on their new Russian rookie Ilya Rozanov, now Boston’s captain and one of Cliff’s good friends.

    And Cliff is pretty damn curious about the girlfriend Ilya swears he doesn’t want to have.

    OR: Cliff's investment in getting Ilya to admit he's more invested than normal in Montreal Jane throws him and the Boston Raiders down the path of queer allyship.

    title from 'Bejeweled' by Taylor Swift.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    penthouse of your heart by charleybradburies

    Updated: 2026-05-01
    Work ID: 79053281

    Relationship Tags:

    Cliff Marlow & Ilya Rozanov
    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Team Ensemble & Ilya Rozanov
    Shane Hollander & Montreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros Team Ensemble
    Shane Hollander & Rose Landry

    Work Summary:

    Cliff Marleau can be a dumbass, it’s fair to say - anyone can, some people would claim it more likely for men, and some people would certainly claim that being in a profession that involves violence, speed, and sharp things, and a ridiculous amount of travel all on a regular basis would make it pretty likely for someone to be a dumbass. He does dumb shit sometimes, but it’s usually pretty basic.

    Actually, how this started was years ago, when he still felt just barely out of being a rookie himself and Coach asked him to keep a watch on their new Russian rookie Ilya Rozanov, now Boston’s captain and one of Cliff’s good friends.

    And Cliff is pretty damn curious about the girlfriend Ilya swears he doesn’t want to have.

    OR: Cliff's investment in getting Ilya to admit he's more invested than normal in Montreal Jane throws him and the Boston Raiders down the path of queer allyship.

    title from 'Bejeweled' by Taylor Swift.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/13

    ch8

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    "After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:

    want:
    Ilya
    Stanley Cups
    Awards

    not doing:
    Dissociating
    Making myself small to make others comfortable
    Waiting ten fucking years

    Watching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.

    Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."

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    In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Future Tense by alidesidero, Rebo758
    Part 1 of Inspired By... Hollanov

    Series Information:

    ID: 5798306
    Words: 210,969 | Works: 8 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 136
    Description:

    Fics Inspired by Other Fics

    I am a kind of sentence-obsessed, so I will read a fic, and I will be obsessed with one sentence and paragraph, and from there, I will create a fic. So this is an ode to this fandom.

    Completed: 2026-06-11
    Work ID: 80321806

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

    Work Summary:

    "After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:

    want:
    Ilya
    Stanley Cups
    Awards

    not doing:
    Dissociating
    Making myself small to make others comfortable
    Waiting ten fucking years

    Watching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.

    Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."

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    In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/12

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    “We’re not done talking?”

    “No.” Shane smiles, a little apologetic, brushing a stray curl away from Ilya’s face. “We just covered the first point.”

    Not we, Ilya thinks. You. You.

    “How many points are there?”

    “Um…” Shane considers. “Two. Probably.”

     

    Shane breaks up with Rose Landry and shows up at Ilya’s house in the middle of the night. After a flight. After a cab ride across the city. To talk.

    This better be a sober talk.

    It isn’t.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    After Midnight by urneighborhoodnpc

    Published: 2026-04-06
    Work ID: 82624021

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau & Ilya Rozanov

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    “We’re not done talking?”

    “No.” Shane smiles, a little apologetic, brushing a stray curl away from Ilya’s face. “We just covered the first point.”

    Not we, Ilya thinks. You. You.

    “How many points are there?”

    “Um…” Shane considers. “Two. Probably.”

     

    Shane breaks up with Rose Landry and shows up at Ilya’s house in the middle of the night. After a flight. After a cab ride across the city. To talk.

    This better be a sober talk.

    It isn’t.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/09

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    As his eyes adjusted to the gloom, Ilya understood why Shane had been so insistent on him coming over.

    He had been struck by the change. The one no one could understand. That science couldn’t explain and was still rarely spoken about out loud.

    Or: Ilya helps Shane through an unexpected predicament.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    The Change by dntat

    Published: 2026-02-10
    Work ID: 79258041

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

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    As his eyes adjusted to the gloom, Ilya understood why Shane had been so insistent on him coming over.

    He had been struck by the change. The one no one could understand. That science couldn’t explain and was still rarely spoken about out loud.

    Or: Ilya helps Shane through an unexpected predicament.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07

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    Their daughter is Japanese. It’s not an intentional pairing, just the randomness of a cruel god that enjoys inflicting existential crises. Ilya is thrilled, of course, but Shane quietly has a nervous breakdown.

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    Shane is half-Japanese. Sometimes, he wishes he wasn’t.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    yellow by paocai

    Updated: 2026-05-27
    Work ID: 75366811

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

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    Their daughter is Japanese. It’s not an intentional pairing, just the randomness of a cruel god that enjoys inflicting existential crises. Ilya is thrilled, of course, but Shane quietly has a nervous breakdown.

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    Shane is half-Japanese. Sometimes, he wishes he wasn’t.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07

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    if, on the night of the commercial shoot, Yuna actually spoke to Ilya in the elevator, invited him to dinner with her family, and accidentally blue-balled her own son.

    ft. dinner with a panicked/horny Shane, a Ilya on his best behavior and worst flirting game, a proud mother Yuna patting herself on her back, and a David Hollander really just wanted more fries but Yuna had said no.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Dinner with Hollanders’ Future Favorite Son by 1944 (chie_natsumi)
    Part 1 of ...with Hollanders’ Future Favorite Son

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    ID: 6035676
    Words: 16,783 | Works: 1 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 33
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    NO DESCRIPTION

    Completed: 2026-05-01
    Work ID: 81587306

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    David Hollander & Yuna Hollander & Ilya Rozanov

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    if, on the night of the commercial shoot, Yuna actually spoke to Ilya in the elevator, invited him to dinner with her family, and accidentally blue-balled her own son.

    ft. dinner with a panicked/horny Shane, a Ilya on his best behavior and worst flirting game, a proud mother Yuna patting herself on her back, and a David Hollander really just wanted more fries but Yuna had said no.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07

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    “You have a ride back home, right? Please tell me you aren’t going to drive. You’ll crash one of your stupid sports cars and get a concussion. Or die.”

    “Awe, so sweet to me, worrying. But no, I am in Moscow. I have no good cars here, only shitty Marussia B2. Stupid purchase. You know, the B2 is just B1 but with fancier clothes? Look better than B1, though. B1 look like low-money 80’s future movie.” He makes an annoyed sound. “No. I do not have word. научная фантастика. What is movie type that has flying cars?”

    “Jesus,” Shane says, running a hand through his hair. “I don’t think I’ve ever heard you talk so much.”

    “You like my voice, da? So is no problem, for you.”

    “Fuck you. Do you mean sci-fi?”

    Rozanov makes a triumphant sound. “Yes, that! Sci-fi. B1 look like that meme of a cat’s face covered in cream. Ugly car. So, at least I have better choice. I can look at it and not wish to drive it off cliff and into garbage land.”

    “...You’re thinking of a landfill.”

    Or, Ilya keeps calling Shane at odd hours to talk about nothing and everything. Shane, for some reason he can’t quite rationalize, keeps answering. And texting. And then things get a bit out of hand.

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    13/?
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    07 Jun 2026

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    Hello From Moscow, Goodbye from Montreal by Skyhon
    Part 1 of Hello/Goodbye, Dear/Sincerely Universe

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    ID: 5978611
    Words: 121,088 | Works: 2 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 25
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    Fics within the same canon rewrite universe in which Shane and Ilya text and call regularly in 2012, altering how they interact and fall in love.

    Svetlana and Jessica have their own series of hookups in 2009 and continue to see each other for years afterwards, which bleeds into Shane and Ilya’s lives later on.

    Updated: 2026-05-30
    Work ID: 81046276

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
    Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike
    Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova

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    “You have a ride back home, right? Please tell me you aren’t going to drive. You’ll crash one of your stupid sports cars and get a concussion. Or die.”

    “Awe, so sweet to me, worrying. But no, I am in Moscow. I have no good cars here, only shitty Marussia B2. Stupid purchase. You know, the B2 is just B1 but with fancier clothes? Look better than B1, though. B1 look like low-money 80’s future movie.” He makes an annoyed sound. “No. I do not have word. научная фантастика. What is movie type that has flying cars?”

    “Jesus,” Shane says, running a hand through his hair. “I don’t think I’ve ever heard you talk so much.”

    “You like my voice, da? So is no problem, for you.”

    “Fuck you. Do you mean sci-fi?”

    Rozanov makes a triumphant sound. “Yes, that! Sci-fi. B1 look like that meme of a cat’s face covered in cream. Ugly car. So, at least I have better choice. I can look at it and not wish to drive it off cliff and into garbage land.”

    “...You’re thinking of a landfill.”

    Or, Ilya keeps calling Shane at odd hours to talk about nothing and everything. Shane, for some reason he can’t quite rationalize, keeps answering. And texting. And then things get a bit out of hand.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07

    ch7

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    (We Could Be) Something Great by Anonymous
    Part 1 of (We Could Be) Something Great

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    ID: 6049461
    Words: 230,031 | Works: 1 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 232
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    NO DESCRIPTION

    Updated: 2026-05-21
    Work ID: 83234441

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07

    ch7

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    Apparently, Shane’s no better than a skittering lab rat, except he doesn’t press a button when he’s hoping for scraps—he knocks on Rozanov’s door.

    Or: Rozanov is never going to love him back, so Shane decides to go to war with biochemistry. He buys a psychology book with a five-step guide to help him do it. If only he could actually stick to the plan.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    cortisol, oxytocin, vasopressin by rhodenia
    Part 2 of the sweetest honey is loathsome in its own deliciousness

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    ID: 5687641
    Words: 77,834 | Works: 2 | Complete: Yes | Bookmarks: 284
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    Does it feel like agony for you too?

    Being in love with a guy that everyone is obsessed with, most of all you? Shane and Ilya have that in common. The difference is how they deal with it.

    Part 1: Ilya
    Part 2: Shane

    Completed: 2026-04-22
    Work ID: 80576081

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

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    Apparently, Shane’s no better than a skittering lab rat, except he doesn’t press a button when he’s hoping for scraps—he knocks on Rozanov’s door.

    Or: Rozanov is never going to love him back, so Shane decides to go to war with biochemistry. He buys a psychology book with a five-step guide to help him do it. If only he could actually stick to the plan.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/05/27

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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

    -
    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch

    Completed: 2026-05-20
    Work ID: 81902146

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

    -
    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07

    ch2

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    “It’s not new,” Shane admits.

    “The gay part or the relationship part?”

    “Both?”

    Hayden’s jaw slowly drops until he’s wearing such a goofy expression that Shane can’t help but laugh again.

    (Or, Shane gets to come out on his own terms for once.)

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    07 Jun 2026

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    your love moves me forward by justhockey

    Published: 2026-01-28
    Work ID: 78495676

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike

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    “It’s not new,” Shane admits.

    “The gay part or the relationship part?”

    “Both?”

    Hayden’s jaw slowly drops until he’s wearing such a goofy expression that Shane can’t help but laugh again.

    (Or, Shane gets to come out on his own terms for once.)

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/05

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    All it takes is one principled stand for Shane Hollander's life to completely unravel.

    As he tries to untangle the thread, he finds that every end leads back to Ilya Rozanov.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    we'll make a home on the cracks by novara12

    Updated: 2026-04-27
    Work ID: 77074561

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

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    All it takes is one principled stand for Shane Hollander's life to completely unravel.

    As he tries to untangle the thread, he finds that every end leads back to Ilya Rozanov.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07

    ch6

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    Hockey has made its home in Chris’s heart since before he could walk, the muscles grown around it like ivy. Now that it is gone, he might as well not have a heart at all.

     

     

    In January of 2011, Christophe Patenaude's promising hockey career ends, and the rest of his life begins. This is that story.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Pain's Like Cold Water by olympus_mons
    Part 5 of Double Or Nothing

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    ID: 4183855
    Words: 446,351 | Works: 6 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 111
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    That’s hockey, baby. There’s only three options: you go until you’re a victor, a loser, or dead.

    Completed: 2025-07-21
    Work ID: 60379705

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    Original Male Character/Original Male Character
    Jeff "Swoops" Troy/Original Female Character(s)
    Jeff Troy/Angelique Berenger

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    Hockey has made its home in Chris’s heart since before he could walk, the muscles grown around it like ivy. Now that it is gone, he might as well not have a heart at all.

     

     

    In January of 2011, Christophe Patenaude's promising hockey career ends, and the rest of his life begins. This is that story.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/05

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    Nothing happening in that moment, on that bench, almost midway through the 3rd period down fucking 7-1 to the fucking Scouts, was impulse.

    It was just the next logical step in a degradation that's been a long time coming. The slow dissolution of Shane's loyalty to the Montreal Metros.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Trade Winds by Northisnotup

    Updated: 2026-05-04
    Work ID: 79627691

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

    Work Summary:

    Nothing happening in that moment, on that bench, almost midway through the 3rd period down fucking 7-1 to the fucking Scouts, was impulse.

    It was just the next logical step in a degradation that's been a long time coming. The slow dissolution of Shane's loyalty to the Montreal Metros.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/05

    ch2

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    Coming out to the Pike's was not the plan for the evening.

    It wasn't even in the top 10 list.

    And yet, here Shane is, sitting on their living room floor, having fought Rose Landry to get his phone back, and making a Face. He knows he is making a face, he can feel his forehead scrunching and his jaw aching and he can do nothing about it except wait for -

    "So who's Lily?!"

    Fuck.


    This is mostly a series of vignettes focusing on Shane's friendships with Rose, Jackie and Hayden, in that order.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,746
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    05 Jun 2026

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    Gossip Girl by Northisnotup

    Published: 2026-02-17
    Work ID: 79702651

    Relationship Tags:

    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Minor or Background Relationship(s)

    Work Summary:

    Coming out to the Pike's was not the plan for the evening.

    It wasn't even in the top 10 list.

    And yet, here Shane is, sitting on their living room floor, having fought Rose Landry to get his phone back, and making a Face. He knows he is making a face, he can feel his forehead scrunching and his jaw aching and he can do nothing about it except wait for -

    "So who's Lily?!"

    Fuck.


    This is mostly a series of vignettes focusing on Shane's friendships with Rose, Jackie and Hayden, in that order.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/05

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    The day after attending a charity event in Vancouver, Shane, Ilya, Scott, and a few other players board a plane to take them to Tampa for 2017 All Stars.

    The plane goes down somewhere in the wilderness, in the middle of a storm.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    34,142
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    744
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    4,544
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    01 Jun 2026

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    but what if I need you in my darkest hour? by angel_deux

    Completed: 2026-03-31
    Work ID: 82168721

    Relationship Tags:

    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

    Work Summary:

    The day after attending a charity event in Vancouver, Shane, Ilya, Scott, and a few other players board a plane to take them to Tampa for 2017 All Stars.

    The plane goes down somewhere in the wilderness, in the middle of a storm.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/01

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    When Ilya is concussed during a game, he experiences a weird gap in his memories. He has completely forgotten two people he should apparently know: his longtime rival Shane Hollander, and a regular hookup named Jane.

    Language:
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    10,339
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    01 Jun 2026

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    the jane box by angel_deux

    Published: 2026-05-31
    Work ID: 85844201

    Relationship Tags:

    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

    Work Summary:

    When Ilya is concussed during a game, he experiences a weird gap in his memories. He has completely forgotten two people he should apparently know: his longtime rival Shane Hollander, and a regular hookup named Jane.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/01

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    It's kind of hilarious and tooth-rottingly sweet that the rookies are all so anxious over meeting Roz's girl. Or, wait, should it be his boy? Fuck, his Jane? Shit, Cliff doesn't fucking know. He probably should, though, but that's something to think about another day. He'll just stick with Roz's Jane for now—makes it easier for everyone, probably. Jane's been haunting Boston for for-fucking-ever, which, shit—he's definitely curious about how long their whole thing has been going on.

    He glances over his shoulder, catching sight of Breezy's tense mouth, their nerves apparent as Los knocks his shoulder into Ovi's; all three are muttering together, clearly anxious for tonight to go well.

    Still, how they're standing itches at him. There’s something… off about the rookies.

    OR: Boston welcomes Montreal on their home turf. Movie night beckons in the aftermath. The rookies' questions aren't the only wheel of fortune that's turning.

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    30 May 2026

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    as i was, how you were, what was there before me by sargeantwoof
    Part 27 of heated rivalry masterlist

    Series Information:

    ID: 5498261
    Words: 264,309 | Works: 27 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 863
    Description:

    all fics i write for the heated rivalry universe will be linked into this one. some will be connected. some will definitely not be.

    Updated: 2026-05-28
    Work ID: 84340256

    Relationship Tags:

    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau & Ilya Rozanov
    Jean-Jacques Boiziau | J. J. Dagenais & Shane Hollander
    Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
    Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Team Ensemble & Ilya Rozanov & Shane Hollander

    Work Summary:

    It's kind of hilarious and tooth-rottingly sweet that the rookies are all so anxious over meeting Roz's girl. Or, wait, should it be his boy? Fuck, his Jane? Shit, Cliff doesn't fucking know. He probably should, though, but that's something to think about another day. He'll just stick with Roz's Jane for now—makes it easier for everyone, probably. Jane's been haunting Boston for for-fucking-ever, which, shit—he's definitely curious about how long their whole thing has been going on.

    He glances over his shoulder, catching sight of Breezy's tense mouth, their nerves apparent as Los knocks his shoulder into Ovi's; all three are muttering together, clearly anxious for tonight to go well.

    Still, how they're standing itches at him. There’s something… off about the rookies.

    OR: Boston welcomes Montreal on their home turf. Movie night beckons in the aftermath. The rookies' questions aren't the only wheel of fortune that's turning.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/05/30

    ch3

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