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  1. Rec 10

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    He always calls Mello pretty, but would he think that now? With half of his face melted off, his skin looking like chewed up gum?

    It’s a crude analogy, but there’s no ‘elegant’ way to describe a burn victim. Because that’s all he is now, a victim. To Kira, and to Near, and to his own insecurities.

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    20 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    "Tommy," Steve mumbles. "I missed you." He presses his nose into Tommy's shirt and breathes in, eyes closed. Tommy always smells so nice. It's not even his cologne either, because he only ever wears cologne if he's going on dates or his parents insist on bringing him along to meet their colleagues. No, the way he smells is all him. Just Tommy.

    Or: after getting drugged by the Russians Steve runs into Tommy.

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    23 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    "Green," he answers, flexing a thigh beneath the new, caressing touch that Fyodor offers. "Did you have a scene in mind? How should I act, I wonder?"

    A valid point. Having been riding the current, Fyodor had forgotten to set a scene. In these kinds of plays with Nikolai, he usually had a plan, a script, and a way of execution. His brows furrow, ever so slightly, and his gaze drifts to the right. On the top of the vanity Nikolai has, with its mirror and millions of drawers, lays a box that he's pretty sure hasn't been opened in a while. A small smile tugs at his lips.

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    Or the knife play fyolai that needed to be written so I did

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    11 Aug 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    Light’s breathing quickens and he’s painfully aware that Mello can likely hear the erratic beating of his heart with the minimal distance between them. “Gods don’t get desperate,” Mello continues, his voice heavy and quiet. “And Light Yagami? Oh he’s desperate.”

    “How can you be so certain?” Light counters, the words forming over Mello’s lips as he does. He winces at the way Mello’s grip tightens punishingly in his hair, but still he does not pull him away.

    “You are nothing more than a mortal man. A man with delusions of grandeur.” Mello’s free hand cups Light’s cheek in an act that would be considered intimate in any other circumstance, before he pulls him in. Their lips meet, fierce and insistent, the kiss a sharp, challenging claim– a collision of two very different worlds where there is room for neither of them.

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    25 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    Between the two of them, Friedrich is usually the first to get up in the mornings.

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    09 Feb 2025