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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    In which Aiura, Akechi, and Toritsuka have a talk with Saiki about a certain purple haired delinquent.

    Featuring: Saiki’s terrible taste in men!

    ! This takes place the weekend after “Hand Over Hand”, but it can also be read as a stand-alone :D !

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    30 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Saiki Kusuo would like to exist in peace without anyone throwing their loving gazes at him. He does not want to be anyone's anything. This is not loneliness. He has looked at loneliness from several angles and this is not it. This is simply how he is.

    Or: Exploring Saiki's complicated thoughts on romance and attraction and how the girls view him.

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    30 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    When he’s working as Carmen’s mission control, hacking into mainframes and doing all the not-quite-legal things needed to make the night’s caper a success, Player feels like he’s on top of the world. Skills wickedly sharp and with a mind to match, he can code rings around anyone or anything thrown his way. When he’s seated at his setup in his room, no one, VILE included, can touch him.

    But there are downsides to standing atop a pinnacle, and many who would rejoice in a fall…

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    26 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    "You're not dead," Pomni said with a frown. "Not yet, at least. You're just — indisposed."

    At that, Jax gave her a long look as his mouth narrowed out into a little line. Then he sighed quietly. It wasn't the way he used to sigh, with dramatic posturing that begged the attention from anyone even remotely listening. It was small. Tired. Reflexive. Then he sat down with his knees to his chest, glaring into the dark water. The only light here, a single streetlamp, glowed weakly.

    "Denial is an ugly color on you. Clashes with your stupid hat."

    "Jax — "

    "I'm gone," he snapped. His voice echoed in the abyss. "Don't you get it? No one comes back from Abstraction. You're not saving me, you're not helping me grow. All you're doing is keeping my body from rotting." Jax's hands worked their way up to his head, squeezing as he growled, "You're talking to a ghost."


    or, a post-canon fix-it fic, featuring the De-Abstraction of Jax. It's messy and it takes time, but it's never too late to try.

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    20 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    There's been something off about Red for a while now.

    No one else aboard the Skeld sees it, but Purple does. They've known Red the longest, after all.

    Or: Red is the imposter. Even still, they don't seem too eager to kill Purple.

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    19 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    "We were so worried, we heard you—" Ragatha starts, and then looks up. She meets Jax's gaze dead-on, and goes silent. Tears brim in the corner of her eye. Her hand flies up to cover her mouth. He can't tell if the look on her face is relief or fear.

    Gangle's staring at him like she's seen a ghost. Pomni slowly raises to her feet, brows furrowed. She winces as every movement jars her wavering form.

    Cowered on the floor, panting, confused and disoriented, with everyone standing above him, taller than him… it reminds Jax of something deeply unpleasant. They're all staring at him. They're all seeing him.

    Jax knows they're not going to like what they see.

    His breath quickens until his head is spinning, and he feels like he's going to vomit. He forces himself upwards with a frustrated cry, swaying in place, and then turns and bolts towards his room as fast as he can.

    "NO!" Pomni screams.

    (or: pomni pulls jax back from the brink.)

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    10 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this made me cry so much

  7. Public Bookmark 3

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    At the end of the world, Zooble makes a promise to Jax.

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    30 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    beautiful

  8. Public Bookmark 31

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    Jax refuses help when he falls sick. Ragatha refuses help when she needs to rest.

    One worsens, the other spirals- making the thin, corruptible line between helping and hurting start to blur.

    And in a place where the system doesn’t work quite right, even love can become a bug.

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    26 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 7

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    It’s been a long time since she’s had a normal conversation, since she’s been able to speak with someone without having to dig beneath the surface for meaning, since she’s understood a joke.

    She knows how hard it is, went through it 3 years ago, poor bunny just needs someone to lean on.

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    26 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 31

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    The corner of his mouth moved.

    He shut it down so fast his jaw clicked.

    Ragatha saw it anyway.

    "You liked it." She laughed harder.

    Jax grabbed the nearest pillow and pushed it toward her face. "Suffocate."

    Or: What if after the Spudsy's adventure, Jax's car was actually a manual? And what if he didn't know how to drive manual? And what if that lead to him learning he liked to be patted?? It makes perfect sense i swear!

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    11 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 47

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    ragatha and jax both have big platforms for two very different things, for two very different groups of people.

    but you know what the internet (and love) say about opposites.

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    01 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AHHHH

  12. Public Bookmark 68

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    What’s a little blizzard got on him, anyway? Jax has been drowned, shot, tortured, suffocated, and also literally tossed out of the back of a moving vehicle following a freaky science experiment gone wrong. He will be completely fine.

     

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    After the gang escape the circus, C&A deposits their waking bodies randomly around the city in an attempt to flee legal responsibility. Jax is the last to be found, and in terrible shape.

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    01 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    EEEKK CANT WAIT TO READ MORE

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    They got out without him.

    He had made peace with being left behind, being deleted just like the rest of the Circus.

    But now, he's in the human world in a body that's not his, trying to learn how to exist in a universe that was not designed for him to even survive in.

    Caine comes to realize that's he's not as alone as he once thought

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    30 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 31

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    The eyes are everywhere.

    They hover in the shadows as Jax passes, spawn from random points on the walls, blink up at him from the bowl of soup Ragatha hands him at dinner. He catches one staring from his peripheral vision, sees it pulse green and pink and yellow–colors so vivid his head aches long after he averts his gaze.

    No one else reacts to their sudden appearance, which is weird, sure–but so was everything else in the circus. Maybe this was just one of those things it was easier not to think about, like the fact that he looked more animal than human these days, or that at any moment one of the cast could mutate into a hideous monster and beat Jax within an inch of his digital life. Again.

    Whatever. Jax can work with that. He’s great at not thinking about things.

    What if Jax’s whole 'addressing the audience' bit had a little more truth to it than he lets on? Pre-canon.

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    23 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 24

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    Begins mid episode 8: Unable to watch his friends get tortured anymore, Jax puts himself between the Ringmaster and them, subjecting himself to the attention of a spiraling Caine who doesn't understand his feelings towards Jax. Jax, struggling to balance the different personas of Caine's Placator and The Funny Guy, starts to use Caine is return. There's a happy ending this time guys, I swear.

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    19 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    written really well. holy shit

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Jax stares at the white screen. To think it gave them hope just moments before. To think he-

    He stares at the table, the buttons in his peripheral. His head is buzzing, he wants to laugh, he wants to cry, he wants to get out of here.

    It’s horribly, horribly quiet.

    “I really thought…” Gangle whimpers.

    He can feel eyes burning into his back. He doesn’t want to do this right now. Not again.

    Not that anyone cares what he wants.

    Zooble’s voice bounces into his ear. “What the [BOINK!] was that, Jax?” they seethe.

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    17 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is amazing

  17. Public Bookmark 4

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    Ragatha confronts Jax in the immediate aftermath of the Escape the Circus adventure.

    It doesn’t go well.

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    14 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 32

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    an intro post to this au can be found on my Tumblr:

    https://www.tumblr.com/rennm/799147423399313408/the-fox-glove-fair?source=share

    But basically, Caine gets sick of Zooble's shit one day and starts torturing them and the other cast members.

    The main timeline is complete, but I might add new stories in the future if I have more ideas for messed up scenarios to put the characters through 😜

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    10 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 31

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    Avery is going to kill himself tonight. That’s what he tells himself, at least, when he writes the letter for his family to find, when he leaves his phone and keys on the counter of his shitty apartment and walks out to the bridge that overlooks the river, when he stands motionless on the edge, right beyond the guardrail, and doesn’t jump.

    Or: months after Avery loses him, Derek comes back from the dead.

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    06 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    OUUUU I HATE GAYS

  20. Public Bookmark 15

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    It's all their fault for how things ended up. Every action they've made since getting stuck in this place, stuck with their body- there's nobody else to blame but themselves.

    They couldn't just suck it up. Be nice, kindly and agreeable, to their overlord? Their prison warden?

    In a rare moment of quiet, Zooble finds Jax.

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    02 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    holy.

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