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  1. Public Bookmark 62

    Tension by

    Fandoms: The Bear (TV 2022)  

    28 Sep 2024

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    There’s something wrong, and it’s getting worse. His chest heaves, trying to choke down air and choking on mint instead. There’s a low growl rumbling out from the walls behind him. He stares himself down in the mirror, trying to glean what shoe is about to drop. His head is spinning, and everything feels slightly out of place, and it’s going to get worse and worse and worse.

    And then the tension breaks.

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    Carmy gets diagnosed with adult-onset epilepsy and is terrified of needing support

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

    fat guilty tears by

    Fandoms: The Bear (TV 2022)  

    16 Jan 2025

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    Donna cries, and baby Carmy cries, and Mikey’s gotta take him home for one night. Just one.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Such a Pretty Crier by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    29 Dec 2025

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    safe place to land by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    27 Dec 2025

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    Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected.

    or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.

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    28 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 40

    Hold Me (Don't Leave Me) by

    Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)  

    26 Nov 2024

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    Nick is clinging on for dear life.

    How I imagine that the whole of the Halloween party went in S3 E4.

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    15 Dec 2025