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    jeonghan can’t pinpoint when it first started. when he started to see the difference between him and joshua. physically, that is. when joshua grew more into his features, was no longer the lanky, still-growing boy from california with the specific accent in his still polite korean, but instead—a man, handsome, muscled, big.

    huh.

    yoon jeonghan is freshly thirty years old when he’s apart from joshua hong again for one of the longest times he ever has been, when he realizes that joshua hong is suddenly—built like a fucking tank or something.

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    17 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    “there are photos,” jeonghan says slowly, carefully, because he probably should just be keeping this between him and joshua, but also—he kinda needs moral support right now. “of shua. like, private ones. that were meant just for me. and now they’re—they were in the box.”

    it’s quiet for a moment. jeonghan looks up to see seungkwan and hansol exchanging another look, squinting at each other, like they’re having some sort of silent conversation. probably calling jeonghan an idiot, or a dick, or like, once again confirming that joshua may kill him.

    “private photos,” hansol finally says. he nods, eyebrows knit together in the slightest bit of confusion or perhaps concern. “like—”

    “nudes?!” seungkwan finishes. he looks less than concerned, more so like he’s—fighting a fit of laughter or something, and jeonghan suddenly gets the very strong urge to strangle him. “hyung, please tell me they were not nudes.”

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    13 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Is this in reference to the Monaca episode?” Jeonghan asked from a station over. He looked to be preparing for a video shoot himself, his counter lined with bowls full of pre-chopped ingredients. “Everyone loved the Monaca episode, though. That narrative arc was some of your best work.”

    “Of course everyone loved that episode, why else do people watch this show if not to watch me suffer?” And Jisoo had suffered so much during the Monaca episode, had taken two weeks off filming just to recuperate. It was also their highest viewed video to date. He felt more than a little slighted each time he remembered that fact.

    “Don’t sell yourself short, Soo-yah, you have plenty of other things to offer beyond your intense mental anguish.”

    “My skills in the realm of pastry making?”

    Jeonghan hummed, never looking up from his chopping board. “That, and you are also very hot.”

    (Or: It's Valentine's Day at the Bon Appétit Test Kitchen, and Jisoo's trying to pretend that he doesn't want his work husband to be his real-life husband. No one say anything.)

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    07 Feb 2026

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    "Eternal devotion binds me to you, through shadow and flame," Jeonghan recited, eighteen, summer heat thick and unrelenting in the tiny off-campus practice room, mirrors fogged from their exertion as they ran lines for the lead roles they'd snagged in the department play.

    Jisoo only blinked as Jeonghan finished his dialogue delivery, color rising in his cheeks. He laughed softly, nudging Jeonghan's shoulder. "Show-off. Okay, fine, do it again—but slower this time. Make me believe it."

    Exile ends at a pub counter: fury's slap, a wedding ghost yielding to mutual fall.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “you come back because you know i’ll still wait for you,” jeonghan points out, despite himself. because he needs joshua to know, to understand.

    joshua pushes him back down, hands at jeonghan’s chest now, right over where a beating heart would be, where it once was. it’d be for him, jeonghan thinks. if it was still there, if it was still beating, every rhythm would sound exactly like joshua’s name.

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    03 Oct 2025