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A month into Seth and Dean's shiny new relationship, they're in different companies and on different continents, both going stir crazy with yearning and sexual frustration. Dean pays a surprise visit to Seth during his free days and Seth is, understandably, very hot and bothered by watching him wrestle in those trunks.
Or: It's the honeymoon period and they're disgustingly horny for each other and Seth just really likes Dean's thighs.
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Dean wonders if he's going insane, but it doesn't matter, because all he wants right now, suddenly, desperately, is to feel Seth's skin on his own.
Because Seth's been closer to him than anyone, they've gotten more comfortable with each other as the months have gone by, Seth in his space and touching him and reassuring him and giving him exactly what he needs without having to ask, but somehow it still feels like there's this huge divide between them that they have yet to cross.
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During the most tumultuous period of The Shield, as external forces threaten their domain, cracks begin splintering within, relationships shift, and Dean fears the end is looming close.
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He's been lying there for a minute or two, completely still, when he feels the touch. Fingertips, featherlight, on the hair right behind his ear. They slowly move down over the curve of his neck, his hand curling into Seth's shoulder, fingertips pressing gently, feeling his heat through his shirt. He squeezes his eyes shut and lets out a soft breath. And then all at once, it's gone. His eyes fly open again and he wants to turn around and grab his hand, wants to tell him Don't stop. Please.
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as a child
the empire was your one true godSeries
- Part 7 of ambrollins poetry
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pain is your baseline
you wake up every morning
and you can’t get out of bed
and that can’t be worth it, can it?
but it’s just pain
it’s not real
except the pain is the only thing that’s real.Series
- Part 6 of ambrollins poetry
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Long sobs on autumn violins by improbability (gemxblossom) for linearity
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
29 Dec 2021
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“So,” Jay cracked a big smile, leaning over and practically breathing down Sunghoon’s neck as he struggled with the clasps on his cello case. “Who’s calling dibs on the new transfer student? I hear he has a hot accent.”
Sunghoon finally got the lid open, the smell of rosin and varnish rushing up to meet him. He straightened up, pressed his hand against Jay’s cheek to shove him away. “Why are you looking at me?”
“Because,” Jay shrugged. “I have a boyfriend, Heeseung has a Sunoo, and Ni-ki’s not allowed to get his heart broken until he’s thirty.”
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25 Sep 2025
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I slept with Buck, he imagines saying out loud. To Bobby, probably. Bobby gives good advice, always listens carefully, like it matters. Doesn't judge, at least not out loud.
Gave. Bobby gave good advice. Bobby is never going to look at Eddie across the big table at the station loft with a faintly amused expression on his face while he tells Eddie something that Eddie deep down already knew.
I slept with Buck. I don't know what to do.
Bobby would raise his eyebrows and say, Well, maybe you should talk to him.
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07 May 2025
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Eddie listens to the voicemail later. Buck sounds like he’s at a grocery store, absentmindedly talking into the phone. “Oh, I guess you’re with your sisters. Sorry to miss you. I just wanted to tell you about this call we had last night, but I gotta hear your reactions, so, later. Okay, uh, I guess I’ll just call back. Or text.”
It ends abruptly, without a goodbye. Eddie replays it a second time, closes his eyes as he sits in the truck. For a moment, he can pretend Buck is sitting in the passenger seat next to him. For a moment, Eddie is back in Los Angeles and his best friend is dragging him through the grocery store.
The voicemail ends, Eddie opens his eyes, and the fantasy breaks. Eddie is still in El Paso, parked in front of the house he’s renting, and there’s no one in the passenger seat with him.
Eddie moves to Texas. Buck moves into his house. There's a love story somewhere in here.
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His heart is pounding. His mouth is dry. He can’t look away. He wants—
What do I want? What brings me joy?
He’s not sure about the joy part, but Eddie is hot. Eddie is hot, and his insides are jumping, and he wants to sink his teeth into that skin. He wants to mark it, bruise it, and then soothe the bite with his tongue, and rub his nose into that line of hair.
Eddie thinks, oh.
Eddie thinks, that explains a lot.
Eddie thinks, I want Buck. Buck brings me joy.
(Or, Eddie realizes what he wants, and decides he's gonna go get it.)
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- Part 4 of 9-1-1 season 8 add-ons
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14 Nov 2024