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  1. Public Bookmark 85

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    Ilya stood up again, resuming his endless pacing around the room, “You never do it on purpose.”
    “What’s that supposed to mean?”
    “You always say you are sorry. But you never stop doing it. I move to shitty team, I get upset at shitty team and you feel guilty, you say sorry but you don’t understand when I complain.” He was raising his voice again and his grasp on English was getting worse by the minute.
    “That’s not fair.”
    “You say you are sorry about my family but then you do not understand what I have to say when we talk about families! It’s always your mom is too pressing or too worried. Guess what Shane! I do not have a mom to press me!”

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    Shane accidentally breaks something important for Ilya. Instead of reacting like he usually would, Ilya, already tired from a part argument, starts shouting at him eveything he's ever been upset about. Shane can't stand it and finds himself safe wording out of the argument. Fluff ensues.

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    14 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    After his Boxing Day fight with Ilya, Shane has a game plan to fix everything. He will come out as Ilya’s boyfriend to a few people, get himself used to the idea that everyone won’t hate him for it, and then think about telling more.

    Rose even has the perfect group in mind for Shane. After all, they were so kind when she and Shane were dating.

    Shane really isn’t prepared to enter his WAG era, but for Ilya’s sake, he will try.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    357
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    2,119
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    20,018

    13 Jun 2026

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    A collection of fics where Scott Hunter comes to Shane and/or Ilya's rescue.

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    13 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    Heated Rivalry smut but it’s narrated by Trump.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    43
    Kudos:
    51
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    6
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    394

    11 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    Snowed in at the Hollander cabin in La Minerve, Shane and Ilya finally get a week with no road out, no cameras, no one. Six months into calling each other boyfriend, they fight over woodstoves and burnt eggs, fish through the ice, and learn the quiet things eleven years of hiding never let them say out loud.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    48
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    687

    10 Jun 2026

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    Of course Yuna has a burner account, not just one, many in fact. She uses them for her job as Shane’s manager, to keep tabs on hockey news, the league, rumor mills, and on occasion, Rozanov.

    ———

    How Yuna comes to care for Ilya through twitter before ever meeting him. AKA Ilya clinches the title ‘favourite son’ arguably before Shane’s parents find out about their relationship.

    Spans the entire timeline of Heated Rivalry.

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    20,638
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    373
    Kudos:
    2,425
    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
    27,540

    10 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    145,224
    Chapters:
    25/25
    Comments:
    6,000
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    23,348
    Bookmarks:
    7,711
    Hits:
    741,610

    10 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    After the events of Heated Rivalry, Shane and Ilya are in a committed but secret relationship. Then Alexei dies, leaving Ilya as the sole guardian of his two nieces.

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    34,452
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    129
    Kudos:
    771
    Bookmarks:
    220
    Hits:
    13,924

    08 Jun 2026

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    "Hey." J.J. held out his hand for a handshake, as if he were meeting Ilya for the first time, and Shane supposed that in a way he was. "Zane says you don't suck."

    Shane had not made Ilya promise to be on his best behavior, and he regretted that immediately as he watched Ilya shake J.J.'s hand with an expression of exaggerated confusion.

    "Bood is slandering me? Why would he do this?" Ilya turned to Shane. "And you! You are letting your friends believe I don't give excellent—"

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    Shane told J.J. the truth after the almost-plane-crash. Now Shane has the aggressive support of his most sociable and meddlesome friend.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    627
    Kudos:
    2,552
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    348
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    26,323

    08 Jun 2026

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    “We need you to argue again,” Dykstra says suddenly.

    A few seconds of silence follow, three sets, four if you include Haasy looking up uncertainly every couple of seconds, of eyes trained on them expectantly.

    “You want us to argue?” Shane repeats slowly, confusedly.

    Bood nods solemnly. “We played the best game of the fucking season after your argument—”

    “It wasn’t because of our argument,” Shane tries to counter, but Ilya’s pretty sure he even knows it’s pointless.

    “It was because of your argument,” Wyatt says. “You need to argue on game days.”

    Dykstra points between Shane and Ilya. “We need you to argue tomorrow. No questions asked. You are the Captain and the Captain’s first man.”

    Sorry?” Shane says at the same time Ilya says, “No.”

     
    Or the Ottawa Centaurs win a game after Shane and Ilya have a petty argument and turn it into a superstition. Texting fic edition.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    27
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    7,046

    07 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 25

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    Fourteen became fifteen became sixteen became seventeen, and every year that passed marked another year of anger, of rage, of mourning, of violence that was never the answer but always seemed to solve his problems anyways.

    Or: Soulmates can't hurt each other. Shane believes in them like a bedtime story: a nice idea, but that's all. Ilya doesn't believe it's possible for love not to hurt. His fascination with Shane Hollander has absolutely nothing at all to do with the push and pull soulmates are rumored to share.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    247
    Bookmarks:
    25
    Hits:
    4,076

    07 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 15

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    Twenty years ago, Zlata Volkova, Irina's best friend and the Godmother of her children, broke a promise. Now, after decades of silence, she reaches out to Ilya Rozanov with the truth about why she left. He has lived much of his life with unanswered questions about his mother, his childhood, and the life he built in spite of it all.
    So Ilya finds himself confronting a past he thought he'd left behind and discovering that healing doesn't always arrive when expected. Nor does it fix everything. But closure sure does feel good.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov has a Godmother he hasn't seen since his mothers death and she has reached out twenty years later. He wants answers but doesn't want to open old wounds.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    77
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    858

    07 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Since their rookie season, Shane Hollander and Hayden Pike have been best friends. That doesn't change through kids and spouses. Shane was born an only child, but he loves being an uncle. (And eventually, so does Ilya.)

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    42,775
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    272
    Kudos:
    888
    Bookmarks:
    234
    Hits:
    23,150

    07 Jun 2026

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    “There is no one else!” He shouted as he let out a little sob.

    “It has always only ever been Jane!, I fucked around so much in my rookie years to stop myself from falling for-” No he couldn’t finish that sentence. He wasn’t even ready to admit that to himself sober, he could only commit to halfway admitting it when he was drunk out of his mind.

    “Since the moment I saw Jane in 2008 I knew I was in trouble. She yelled at me for smoking in a non-smoking area, shook my hand twice.” I Marlow looked at Ilya with pity as if to say 'so we are finally talking about this'?
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    OR: Ilya is torturing the Boston Bears/Raiders because of his breakup with Shane. His good friends take him to a bar to get him to move on (partially for their own sake) but it leads to Ilya revealing a little too much of his feelings.
    **Finished**

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
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    15,520

    06 Jun 2026

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    David Hollander never went to the cottage. Ilya and Shane's secret was never discovered, though their plan remained the same. Keeping their relationship secret went well until an accident leaves Yuna stranded and Ilya is the only person Shane knows who is close enough to help her. With a storm raging overhead and phone troubles to stymie the way, Yuna and Ilya wind up stuck together for a night as they wait out the storm. Secrets aren't so easy to hide when you have too little cover.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    364
    Kudos:
    2,108
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    384
    Hits:
    25,392

    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander, the captain of the Montreal Metros, has no place in this generic hotel in Philadelphia of all places. His team is in New York, and Hollander has fled the city under false pretenses and driven almost two hours in a rental car just to get fucked by his rival. There is no explanation he can give if he is spotted in the same hotel as the whole Boston tea.

    Ilya sees the panic in Hollander’s eyes. More clearly, though, he sees how Hollander is still in that place he goes to when they fuck.

    “I can’t go out,” Hollander whimpers and puts his hands over his ears. As if blocking the sound of the alarm will diffuse the situation.

    “You are not dying in fire,” Ilya snaps, the one true thing he knows, and throws a hoodie at him. “We figure it out. Come on.”

     

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    When a fire alarm interrupts Shane and Ilya’s meeting in a Philadelphian hotel, they need to evacuate. Under the scrutiny of his coach, teammates, and fans, can Ilya take care of Shane, who is suffering from a panic attack coupled with a sub drop? And later, when Ilya faces an injury, can Shane muster up the courage to stand by his side?

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    64
    Kudos:
    682
    Bookmarks:
    134
    Hits:
    10,153

    04 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 37

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    The Montreal Metros and the Boston Bears have hated each other for generations.
    When rookie omega Shane Hollander is unexpectedly named captain of the Metros, the entire hockey world doubts him. Especially Boston.
    Especially Boston captain Ilya Rozanov.
    Loud. Flirtatious. Infuriatingly confident. The kind of alpha who never takes anything seriously - until one glance across the ice changes everything.
    One game. One scent. One impossible pull neither of them can explain.
    As rivalry turns into obsession and instincts refuse to listen to reason, Shane and Ilya find themselves caught between team loyalty, public expectations and a bond.
    The problem?
    They're captains. They're enemies.

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    7,588
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Kudos:
    254
    Bookmarks:
    37
    Hits:
    3,044

    04 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.

    The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.

    Or:
    Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
    Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    1,061
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    14,011
    Bookmarks:
    3,042
    Hits:
    164,534

    02 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 46

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    Vera and Sofiya flee Russia the day Vera turns 18 and gets access to her trust fund, they show up unannounced to an Ottawa Centaurs game and wait to talk with Ilya, who is blindsided with how much Vera looks like his mother.

    Language:
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    Words:
    20,001
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    194
    Bookmarks:
    46
    Hits:
    4,592

    31 May 2026

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    Shane gets invited to a reunion of the 2008 Juniors' Team Canada.
    He brings his husband, who just happens to be the captain of their Russian opponents.
    It goes better than expected.

    Language:
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    Words:
    31,783
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    354
    Kudos:
    3,262
    Bookmarks:
    553
    Hits:
    47,744

    31 May 2026

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