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When all of this is over, I'll take shelter under the orange tree by Amplier
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
11 May 2026
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"F-fuck." He groans out as the thumping drowns out any other noise that might have seeped through the walls. The pain is horrible, but it will pass. It always does. The tears begin to fall silently as he rocks back and forth in the bed, trying to dull it—help it.
Seungmin wasn't always like this. These constant drops didn't happen. He knows what could fix it. He knows that this pain is a choice that he willingly put himself into. It keeps him safe. It is his protection.
He was classified as a sub at the age of 20. Subs have a need to be put into a headspace, usually referred to as subspace, somewhat regularly to keep these drops from happening. To keep them healthy. Seungmin now chooses not to be put into subspace. Not anymore.
If he were allowing a dom to put him in subspace, he wouldn't have to deal with this pain, but this is pain he has control over. He is inflicting this on himself. He knows what to expect. He knows what it does to him. He would rather this control than that fear.
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07 Jul 2026
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Hongjoong whistled low. “A tall order, sire.” He cocked his head to the side with a snarky smile on his lips. “And it comes at a steep price.”
Seonghwa’s father gripped the armrests of his throne. “Name it.”
Hongjoong paused to rake his eyes over Seonghwa. “You will give me your son in marriage.”
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Pirate Captain Hongjoong is more powerful than the King. He knows it. The King knows it. Everyone knows it. So when the King begs him for an alliance, Hongjoong can name his price. No one expects him to demand the crown Prince’s hand in marriage, least of all Prince Seonghwa. But can Seonghwa survive on the savage seas? And will this loveless marriage harden his heart like the pirate he’s been tied to?
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19 Jun 2026
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Hyunjin stays up late reading an Omegaverse fic and becomes enraptured with Omegas so he decides to try out acting like one, just to see whether he likes it or not, of course.
He skips practice the next day, which worries the members, and when they go over to check on him, he manages to convince Chan and Felix to stay and look after him for the day.
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11 Jun 2026
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“Right. And what I need is to be punished,” Hongjoong snaps, frustrated tears welling in his eyes. “Anyone with eyes could see that. I was being an absolute fucking idiot. I must be an embarrassment of a captain if I–”
“Joongie.”
And there it is. That nickname that he only ever gets on nights like these, when Seonghwa comes to his quarters after everyone else has gone to bed.
"That's enough."Even seasoned captains make mistakes. And even seasoned captains need to be taken care of.
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