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    Eddie spots his mother first, standing near the living room with a glass of wine frozen halfway to her mouth. Her eyes track from Eddie's face to Buck's face to their joined hands, and Eddie watches her go through the five stages of grief in the span of two seconds.

    Her right hand moves automatically, decades of muscle memory taking over as she touches her forehead, then her chest, then her left shoulder, then her right, her lips pressing together as she mutters what Eddie can only assume is a prayer for his immortal soul.

    Across the room, Eddie catches Shannon's eye. She's standing by the fireplace with a drink in her hand and Chris at her side, and she looks like she's having to physically restrain herself from applauding. Her free hand is pressed over her mouth, shoulders shaking with laughter. When she catches Eddie looking she raises her glass in a tiny salute, eyes sparkling with mischief.

    Chris, bless him, has no such restraint. His face splits into a massive grin and he turns to his mother and says, in a voice that is so loud it echoes, "Mom, you didn't tell me Dad's boyfriend was cool."

    Or,
    Eddie needs a fake boyfriend. Maddie's brother is happy to help.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Alright, now to prove he’s right.

    Finger on the cursor, Buck types an a to start.

    Google, in all its autocomplete glory, gives Buck some options. Four suggestions stack top to bottom in whatever order Google decides matters most on any given evening, and the four that come up under Buck's single letter are, in order:

    am i gay quiz (visited 2 days ago)

    Amazon (visited 5 days ago)

    american airlines

    ammonia bleach mix

    Buck stops chewing the inside of his cheek — which, honestly, he didn’t even realize he was doing.

    That’s — huh.

    That’s not what he was expecting at all.

    Or,
    Buck uses Eddie's laptop and sees something he isn't supposed to see. He reacts accordingly.

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    10 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 10

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    Sometimes, when he knows he has some time for himself, he allows himself to take out the box, and lets himself get lost in it. It's almost like a ritual, something he celebrates and relishes in, something that makes him feel like he's floating.

     

    Buck, and a box, and the realization that being who you are is worth it.

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    09 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 69

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    “Look, when I was younger, I thought that if I discovered something important about myself, I would have some kind of revelation, something impossible to ignore.”

    Eddie swallowed again, feeling his throat tighten more and more as the conversation progressed.

    “It wasn't like that?”

    Hen shook her head immediately.

    “It was more like a kind of accumulation of small things or facts that had been hidden for years and that I decided to stop justifying.”

    or; the fic where Buck asks, during a “quiet” shift, what their “hall pass” is and Eddie finds himself facing an existential crisis because of Ryan fucking Gosling.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “Don’t talk about Buck,” Eddie says. “He,”

    There’s not much he can say without outing himself, so he stops short. Inhales. Exhales. Inhales. Exhales.

    “Look,” Eddie says, firm, “Chris is my son. And I get to decide where we live.”

    “Oh, Eddie,” Helena says, voice full of pity. “Please don’t force our hand.”

    “Force your hand?”

    “To fight for his custody.”

    “What?” Eddie asks with quiet disbelief. His brain is in the process freezing completely, his veins ice cold.

    He knows his parents don’t like him. He’s known that his whole fucking life. But this? This is too much. And worse, it’ll hurt Chris. Turn him into the same mess Eddie is.

    “He needs stability and security. Something he clearly didn’t have until very recently. We’d been thinking about it ever since you got shot. Then he called us, and we’d fully decided but, you just let him go and we thought we wouldn’t need to. But now,”

    Eddie’s breathing gets increasingly heavier until he collapses.

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    The Diaz parents Diaz parent and Eddie has a panic attack, so Buck drops everything and flies (not) straight to El Paso. They find their way home.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Hen reaches out of her bunk to turn off the overhead light. Buck’s face is illuminated by the glow of his phone. After a minute or so, he locks the screen, his face disappearing into the darkness.

    “So what was everyone’s first kiss like?”

    The Station 118 bunkroom has witnessed a lot over the years. Private conversations, spats, occasions of affection, joy, and anguish. It’s seen pranks, and games, and camaraderie. It’s even been privy to an unfolding love story or two.

    It holds the memory of each of these moments.

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    30 May 2026

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    “Does that say sweethearts?" Dad’s voice startles Chris from behind the couch, making him jump. “For me and Buck?”

    Chris dares to turn around and face him. He seems completely stunned, eyes wide open as he stares incredulously at the screen. “Yeah,” he replies with a swallow.

    “What—What does that mean?”

    Chris answers honestly. “It means you’re dating.”

    Dad furrows his brows. “What, why?”

    “You did that on your own,” Chris says. He does not mention that he changed Dad’s Mii’s dating options to include men as well, just to make this happen.

    OR: Too impatient to wait for them to get together in real life, Chris makes Buck and Eddie date in Tomodachi Life

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    27 May 2026

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    “Ravi, I want you to have my fours,” says Buck, before Ravi can start his own turn. All three heads at the table turn to him in incredulous unison, so he adds, “What?”

    “That is simply not how the game works,” answers Ravi, dumbfounded. “How do you—are you real?”

    “Don’t open that can of worms,” Eddie teases with a shake of his head. “I’m still trying to work that one out, and I was roommates with the guy.”

    Barely audible, Hen mutters, “Roommates, he says. Is that what historians will call it?”

    or: Eddie has a work wife. Buck has a lot to figure out.

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    23 May 2026

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    Eddie climbs onto the bed. They sit side by side, legs extended, two letter L’s protruding off the page. Instead of pressing play like Eddie is expecting, Buck laughs.

    “What?” Eddie asks, an instinctive smile caressing his lips.

    Buck grips his jaw, thumb brushing over his teeth before he bites at the broad nail, stifling. “Just—did you ever see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory?”

    Eddie nods. “Gene Wilder.”

    “That’s the one,” Buck chuckles around his thumb, then lets it slide free. “You know the grandparents?”

    Then Eddie’s laughing too. “Jesus,” he says on an exhale.

    “I’m just saying,” says Buck, still giggling. “I’ve seen our future, and it’s bright.”

    Or: God created the world in seven days. It only takes Eddie six to surreptitiously move into Buck’s house.

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    23 May 2026

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    Eddie interrupts. “Well,” he says, turning fully to their waiter, “today’s kind of a special occasion, you see.”

    Sven smiles. “Someone’s birthday?” He looks between Buck and Eddie.

    “It’s actually, uh, our anniversary,” Eddie says, reaching out a hand to place over Buck’s.

    Buck chokes, even though all the bread is safely in the bread basket.

     

    or, buck wants a free tiramisu. eddie has a tried-and-tested plan to get it.

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    18 May 2026

  11. Rec 9

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    After Athena gets shot, Eddie is panicking in the hospital unsure of what to do. He goes to the chapel to help figure it out.

    Based on the still of Eddie kneeling at the alter in 9x18

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    09 May 2026

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    Eddie opens his mouth. Closes it. Finally, he settles on, “You told your parents you’re married? To a man?”

    Chimney and Hen both glance at him with twin looks that clearly mean he’s on his own with telling the rest of the story. Which—they had no problem teasing and joking about it three seconds ago, but now that Buck has to really get to the heart of the issue, they’re leaving it to him?

    Go fucking figure.

    “I told my parents,” Buck says, rubbing at the bridge of his nose with closed eyes, “that I’m married to you.”

    or, buck and eddie go to hershey for buck's high school reunion. the only problem? everyone thinks that they're married.

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    12 Apr 2026

  13. Rec 70

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    “Because the 118 is cursed!”

    Evan “Buck” Buckley nearly choked on the mouthful of beer he had just swigged from his bottle. He managed to swallow most of it, the rest dribbling down his chin. He hastily swiped his mouth with a napkin, thumping his chest with his fist as he coughed.

    OR

    Buck is out when he heard new fire academy students debating if the 118 is cursed. True loves kiss solves all the problems.

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    04 Apr 2026

  14. Rec 36

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    “How did we miss this?”

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    how buck's people rally around him in addiction. a 9x15 spec fic.

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    29 Mar 2026

  15. Rec 42

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    Before Eddie comprehended the weight of Bucks words he simply lived in the knowledge that Buck Loved him.

    And then it hit Him. Buck loved him. But Buck was also IN love with him. And that is a very big distinction.

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    Buck tells Eddie he's in love with him on a normal day. Eddie doesn't have the sanest reaction.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    “Chimney said you haven’t been complaining at work either.”

    “Why are you saying that like it’s a bad thing?” Buck asks. It makes no sense. When he acts crazy and obsessive about Eddie it’s weird and can you please stop, but when he’s normal about him it’s are you okay. “Shouldn’t you guys be happy?”

    “It’s just not… you.” She slumps back against the couch. “What happened to crazy girlfriend Buck?”

    He has half a mind to be offended by the nickname, but he has to admit it is fairly accurate. Or was.

    “I’m secure girlfriend Buck now.”

    Lover 💚: If you love me you will quit your job

    Buck my beautiful wife 💗💗🥰✨🧚‍♀️: i love you and respectfully i am not doing that

    Lover 💚: Please I need to crawl inside your skin

    Buck my beautiful wife 💗💗🥰✨🧚‍♀️: bro

     

    Or, Buck no longer feels the need to text Eddie like a crazy possessive girlfriend, Eddie on the other hand...

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    07 Mar 2026

  17. Rec 52

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    “I can't be your boyfriend, Buck.”

    Buck tries his best not to show how much it stings. He’s read it all wrong. God, of course he has. “I'm…yeah. No, of course not. I don't know what I was-”

    “Because I'm not.”

    Buck blinks. “...not into guys?”, he asks, and it feels a little like salt in the wound to ask for clarification. But there’s something in Eddie’s expression - a hesitancy almost.

    Eddie scrunches up his mouth at the side, looking down at his shoes for a moment before he speaks.

    “Not a guy, Buck. I can't be your boyfriend because I'm not a boy.”

    In which Eddie is back from El Paso and it's like nothing has changed. Except things have changed. Because Eddie is non-binary.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Fluffvember day 7: nature walk

    Buck and the Diaz boys manage to get a weekend away and go to a cabin in big bear. Both Buck and Eddie have ulterior motives for the trip….which happens to end up being the same motive.

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    14 Dec 2025

  19. Rec 44

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    Christopher sends Buck a couple of concerned texts, Buck shows up to check on his Diaz boys

     

    Fluffvember day 6: Stargazing

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    14 Dec 2025

  20. Rec 67

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    “You know, there’s a new little café opening up down the street.” Buck puts on his best sultry look. “Supposed to be very… intimate.”

    “Oh really?” Eddie looks up from where he’s wiping the bottom of the locker room windows.

    “Mhm.” Buck nods, cocking a hip. “Bet we could have a really nice time there.”

    Eddie smiles innocently. “Sure, wanna go tomorrow?”

    Whap! Buck promptly smacks him in the face with his rag.

    “What the hell?!”

    “You’re supposed to reject me, Eddie!” Buck throws his arms out in exasperation, knocking his spray bottle into the glass. “I was flirting with you!”

     

    Or, Eddie is bad at reading signals, Buck tries to teach him.

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    14 Dec 2025

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