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    Shane never got hurt during the game after Ilya’s father died and Ilya went through with breaking things off with Shane. Three months after their relationship fell apart, Shane found out that he was six months pregnant.

    Five years later, Shane is balancing hockey and a major secret and Ilya moves to the Ottawa Centaurs after several unsuccessful seasons with Boston. Neither of them are ready for how much a chance encounter at a hockey rink is going to change everything.

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    The Hollanov secret baby fic that no one asked for but I am legally obligated to provide

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    09 May 2026

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    Ilya tries to get Shane to be friends with Troy. It goes horribly.

    AKA Shane crashes out at Troy

    Chap 2: Shane and Rose talk about fame and rage

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Shane
    Last chance. Take your tank top back.

    Lily
    no, it's a fucking gift
    keep it

    Shane
    Fine.
    I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.

    Lily
    what the hell is that supposed to mean???
    hollander
    fuck

    Shane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Outside, bugs swarm around the porch light. A half-moon hangs over the dark swath of lake, spider-spun white daubed across the oil-spill surface. That perfect day on the water was less than a week ago. The scabs on Ilya’s ankle haven’t even healed. He knew the rest of their lives would be an uphill battle; he just hoped they could lie in the grass for a little longer.

    There’s a hitch in Shane’s breath, a catch that brings Ilya’s attention back to him. He’s seen the ice tilt, analyzed the offense, and realization freezes across his face.

    The whistle blows. Ilya’s been caught.

    “You don’t want to figure this out,” Shane says finally. “You want him to billet with you.”

    Last season, Ilya broke his jaw. Next season, he'll break from Boston for Ottawa and a shot at making an impossible relationship work. This season, he breaks every promise he’s ever made.

    (aka the sequel to Alligator Bites Never Heal)

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    10 Apr 2026

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    A non-linear tale of a reconciliation several years in the making.

    Meant to be read in the order they were published, but most work as a stand-alone so suit yourself. In case it makes it clearer, chronological order is:

    Hobbesian Trap -> Non-zero Sum Game -> Prisoner's Dilemma -> Nash Equilibrium -> Bayesian Game

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander, Ottawa Centaur, is struggling to settle into his new team. He also has more support than he knows.

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    Five times the Centaurs noticed something was off and one time they did something about it.
    (A companion piece to UNDER REVIEW)

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    In the frozen shadows of Montreal, Dr. Shane Hollander is the city’s most brilliant trauma surgeon, precise, untouchable, and relentlessly perfect. He lives by rules, ethics, and the suffocating expectations of a life he’s never dared question. That is, until Ilya Rozanov crashes into his emergency room like a storm straight from Siberia.

    Ilya is a ghost from a brutal Russian mafia dynasty: rich beyond measure, dangerously charming, and running for his life

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    12 Mar 2026

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    "Daddy will fuck you tonight until you can't walk. And you will take my cock like a good girl. Understood?"

    The sound Shane made was barely human—a strangled, desperate keen that cracked in the middle—and then, so soft Ilya almost didn't catch it, trembling with want:

    "Yes, Daddy."

    It started with a hair clip. A tiny, pearlescent crescent moon that Shane wore for thirty seconds and ripped out in shame. Two years later, he's standing in lace panties and a mini skirt in a private room, waiting for his husband to open the door.

    Shane Hollander has a choice: keep pretending the part of him that loves lace and lip gloss doesn't exist, or give it to Ilya as a birthday gift and hope it doesn't ruin everything. He chooses Ilya. He always chooses Ilya.

    Ilya gets a birthday present he’ll never forget.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Omegaverse AU: Where Shane is the first and only omega to be accepted into the league, struggling to fit in with an alpha-dominated society that wants to pretend male omegas don’t exist.

    Everyone but Ilya Rozanov.

    When a rare trait revealing Shane’s ability to imprint is uncovered on national television, the last thing he wants is to find a compatible alpha. But the fans, media and the league have other plans.

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    Or: How Shane imprints on Ilya, without either of them noticing.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    04 Mar 2026

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    After four years of silence and a thousand unanswered questions, Ilya finally gives voice to the one that has been tearing him apart. In a quiet room thick with tension, he asks in a raw, fragile whisper,

    "Is she mine?"

    Ilya didn't need the words. He could already smell the truth in the sudden spike of Shane's scent, the sharp, tangy fear of a cornered animal, layered with the deep, unwavering love of a parent. He could see it in the way Shane's shoulders slumped, the fight draining out of him, replaced by a profound, bone-deep weariness. Shane looked at Ilya, his eyes glistening with unshed tears, and took a shaky breath, the admission ripped from him by a force stronger than his own fear.

    "Yes," he whispered, the word a surrender. "She's yours."

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Shane was crying, he realized. Properly crying, shoulders shaking, ugly, hiccupping sobs wrenching out of him. He was spiraling and worrying his amazing husband all because he couldn’t look beautiful in lingerie that he hadn’t even thought of wearing until a few months ago. It was all so stupid .

    “I’m sorry,” he choked out, the words muffled by the fabric. “I’m so sorry, I’m so stupid.”

    (or, after enjoying being cursed with a pussy Shane decides to buy it for their anniversary. And panties. And bra. And some more things.)

    Tag to be covered: Ilya Rozanov Has a Shane Hollander Kink

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    03 Mar 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    At 12, Ilya Rozanov stands by his mother's bed, watching her die with their hands still intertwined. He watches as her soul leaves her body, promising to never leave him alone.

    At 17, Ilya Rozanov stands outside the rink in Saskatchewan, watching a cute boy with freckles extend a hand out for his mother, their souls inevitably intertwined. He watches as he heads toward his parents's car, promising to meet with him after the tournament.

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    A soulmate AU canon retelling with Irina's soul there, guiding them through life.

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    29,305

    27 Feb 2026

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    The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. He’s married, training hard, doing everything right.

    So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought he’d outrun?

    He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.

    Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.

    But one rushed doctor’s visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly he’s thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didn’t plan, didn’t want, and doesn’t know how to make peace with.

    Now he can’t outrun anything anymore.
    Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
    Not the family he’s already carrying.

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    hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb

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    294,406

    27 Feb 2026

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    “What are you doing here?"

    He’s thankful his voice doesn’t shake, but he’s trembling. And he knows Ilya notices. Even all these years later, he’s sure he can still read Shane like a fucking book.

    Ilya’s smile softens and he points to the ice, where the player whose eyes had brought Shane back to Before lines up with the other boys.

    “My son."

    Ilya never goes to the cottage. Nearly two decades later, they meet again.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    What if Shane wasn't seriously injured on the ice? Would Ilya have found the courage to end things?
    TLDR: Situationship propaganda; Hollanov always finds a way

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    29,119

    24 Feb 2026

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    “Yes, you want me to take you?” The man murmured in his ear. At Shane's next enthusiastic nod, he let out a chuckle. “You are very agreeable, aren't you? Very…what is the word?” He paused for a second, as if he was thinking. “Ah, yes. Obedient.”

    Shane just barely held back a whimper at that. He thinks his body might have physically jerked as soon as that word came out of his mouth. Given the low laugh that the man just let out, he definitely did. He feels his cheeks light up in embarrassment. He really needs to pull himself together before he does something even more embarrassing, like literally cum his pants just at the sound of this guy's voice.

    Or:
    Shane's never been one for horror, but when his friends drag him to a haunted house on Halloween, he ends up finding more than he bargained for. And he keeps going back for more.

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    128
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    5,981

    19 Feb 2026

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    When Coach Wiebe suggests that Luca Haas should move in with Ilya for a while, as both of them seem lonely, Ilya nearly loses his mind. Not only does this mean he will see Shane even less than before, but it also means that the Centaurs have realised that Ilya's mental health is suffering. The worst part is that when Ilya tells Shane about it, Shane actually supports the idea, saying that it might be good for Ilya and Luca.

    Turns out it's the second-best thing that has ever happened to Ilya.

    or: ilya basically adopts luca aka the ottawa found family trope we all need.

    this is now a multichapter fic!

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    Chapters:
    2/4
    Comments:
    454
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    14,984
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    3,201
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    187,053

    15 Feb 2026

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