crashqueen
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“This whole puppy thing.” Giselle cocks an eyebrow. “You really like it, right?”
“Yes,” Jeno mumbles, barely audible. “I really like it.”
“Good. Good! That’s really good. Honestly.” With her clean hand, Giselle scratches under Jeno’s chin. “I like it too, puppy. Okay?” -
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“We have the whole evening ahead of us,” Doyoung pointed out gently. “You can tell me when you’re ready, you know? No rush.”
“It’s about Haechan,” Renjun blurted.(Love-struck and terrified, Renjun seeks Doyoung's advice.)
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“Who are you talking so sexy for, anyway? Are you cheating on me? Having a workplace affair?”
“Mhm. With Jungwoo from Engineering. He’s tall and ripped; I couldn’t resist.”
“But hyung thinks I’m prettier than him, right?”
Doyoung laughs. They’re pressed so close that it rumbles right through Donghyuck. Makes him feel like he’s done something right. “Yes, sweetheart, hyung thinks you’re prettier than the engineer he sucked off in the copy room.”
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until our ribs get tough by starrynight (crashqueen) for Moonchild_23
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
23 Jan 2023
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Peter-and-Ned, Ned-and-Peter. Peter knew that there was a time when it hadn’t been so, but only in the abstract, unfeeling way he knew that there was a time when he hadn’t yet learned to talk, or a time when his parents were alive.
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Mark Lee has been a trainee for six years. He's on the brink of debut when the practice room door swings open and the boy he's loved since middle school walks through.
This doesn't have to change anything.
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Alligator Bites Never Heal by flawlessassholes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.
Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.
Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.
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29 May 2026
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my heated rivalry anon fics by Anonymous
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jul 2026
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unconnected hollanov/heated rivalry fics all by the same author (it's me, i'm the author) // blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though
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14 Mar 2026
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Many Loved Before Us, I Know That We Are Not New by servetas
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Jan 2026
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“This is hard to talk about,” is all he says, though he knows it will amount to nothing.
Shane’s fingertips are feather-soft on his chest. “You have to.”
He has to, because Shane and Ilya have this thing, now, this agreement. Nothing is too hard to talk about. Nothing is off limits. They have to be bare, have to surrender the deepest crevice of their soul to one another. And Ilya, for whom this is easier said than done, whose chest carries a perpetual weight, an immovable mass, it’s all worth it – worth the relief smoothing over Shane’s features, the reassurance that he’s not worried anymore, that Ilya can give him this peace, albeit only a fragment of what Shane gives him by just being there when he wakes up. He would never say it, but he thinks that what he has to offer to Shane amounts to nothing – nothing compared to what Shane does, what Shane is, by simply nuzzling into his chest and sighing into his sleep, late at night when all Ilya can do is lay awake and just feel.
“I need more,” Ilya says. “And is nothing you can do. I need you inside me, and it feels terrible.” He swallows, with great difficulty. God. “I need to– I need to eat you.”
or, Ilya never knew love can hurt this good
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01 Mar 2026
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Shane had spent time—a lot of time, really—thinking about retirement. It came with the territory; on average, hockey players retired in their 30s, with a few outliers playing into their 40s. The really good ones got maybe three decades out of it all before putting the stick down and hanging the jersey up. In his mind, Shane liked to think he’d be one of them, playing till he hit forty-five, ending on some high note—the Centaurs winning their nth or so Cup, maybe—before fading, slowly, into the background.
It turned out it would all just end in a random game, with a random team, boom— all so definitively over that Shane was left falling, completely flailing, clueless about any next step.
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25 Feb 2026
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Why one small American town won’t stop stoning its residents to death by Charlotte_Stant for sophiahelix
Fandoms: The Lottery - Shirley Jackson, The New Yorker RPF
24 Dec 2025
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The picturesque village of Buell, Maine is one of the last in the United States to continue the tradition of the “harvest” or “prosperity” lottery. Its residents insist the lottery makes them stronger, even as condemnation from outsiders grows.
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24 Jan 2026