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    Nick has gone off to Leeds University and Charlie is back home in Kent in his final year of school. As time goes on, Charlie starts to feel more like a burden to Nick and that he is holding him back. When Nick starts to miss phone calls or takes longer to reply to messages, Charlie believes this to be true. Will their relationship survive the long distance?

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    25 Aug 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Charlie's issues cause Nick some of his own.
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    Plz for the love of Earth and your own mental health plz read the tags and beginning note before reading this.

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    20 Jun 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    You don't have to speak
    Baby, I already know
    The shadows in your head
    They've got you down again
    But it's time to rest, now
    Let it all melt now

    alternatively;

    Nick and Charlie are at a party; Charlie overthinks.

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    25 May 2022

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    Charlie can't look at Nick anymore.

    He’s panicking.

    It’s just that it never goes away. The pain never goes away. The thoughts never go away. The urges never go away. The voices telling him that he is worthless and alone and repulsive and pathetic never go away. They are his own, after all. Every voice takes his own shape. 

    He can't be enough for himself to hold onto.

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    20 May 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    Nick promised Charlie he would be fine. He didn't know whether he could keep that promise.

    Not one who has had to think about his mental health before, Nick finds a lot of new emotions that he has never had to deal with. Will he be able to overcome his mental health problems before he has to help Charlie overcome his?

    C/TW for talk of Eating Disorders, OCD, Anxiety, Mild Violence, Being Sick, Emetephobia, Dreams of Character Death, Hospitals, Reference to Self Harm, Mild Suicidal Ideation, Self Harm

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    17 May 2022