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    “Should call you the Ottawa Puppies,” says the Toronto centre, Svensson. As an insult it makes no sense, so Ilya ignores it, until he continues, “Hear Hollander keeps you on a short leash.”

    Ilya is the captain, so if anything, he should be holding the leash. In English, you can be singular or plural, but he knows what Svensson is trying to say. He is saying Ilya Rozanov, you are Hollander’s bitch.

    “Only sometimes,” Ilya replies, grinning. He wins the face off.

    OR: Ilya trains himself to be a very, very good guard dog for Shane.

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    • Part 1 of Dog
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    19 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a secret life. No, not the one where he's hiding his trysts with his rival.

    He's a pseudonymous hockey romance author under the alias Jane Dutch.

    And the Metros WAGs have just picked up his first release for their book club...

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Lily looked deliberately over Jane’s shoulder at that, her delicate fingers running through her smooth, ash blonde hair. She had started bleaching it a few years earlier.

    “Sure,” she laughed, sharp and flinty, “When are we not fighting?”

    ---

    Jane and Lily as WAGs

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    09 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 73

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    06 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    my lil self made universe about shane the captain of the ottawa centaurs and ilya, his rookie. basically, what would happen if shane was drafted 10 years before he was in HR, and then so shane signed with ottawa during his free agency after comming out to the team in Montreal and it not going super well (because fuck Montreal, amirite?).
    and then ilya gets drafted the same year but directly to the centaurs.
    and also troy is there for some reason.

    whatever, this is all so that they can fuck, no need to overthink it.

    [this series is complete, but i might come back to it and add a new sneaky ficlets when inspiration strikes, we will c]

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    06 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 59

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    The man sitting in the driver’s seat should not be here. He should be miles away, at his home base in Montreal, not driving a piece of shit beater in the middle of nowhere. 

    And Shane should not be here with him, because as far as Ilya Rozanov knew, Shane’s body burned up in a car fire four years ago.

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    22 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 7

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    Ilya can't really die. It's a lonely existence, until Shane.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    "Fucking moron." Cliff mutters. "Who doesn't like eating pussy? Well. I mean." He darts a glance out of the corner of his eye.
    Rozanov chuckles into the mouth of his beer. "Marley, you know how much pussy I've eaten?"
    "I just meant--I wasn't trying to be insensitive. I know Hollander's gay."
    "Mm. True, Shane would cry." He tilts his beer into his mouth then, so Cliff almost doesn't hear him say, "Different for him with cock, though."
    Cliff laughs. "You're a fuckin' dog, Rozy."
    "Whaaat? I'm just saying, my husband? Fucking lo-o-ves to suck cock. Loves it."

    Cliff is just trying to be a good friend. He's not realizing anything about himself at all.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    His hands are big, his fingers are thick, one palm takes up most of his face and that’s something Shane will definitely be recalling for the rest of his life, he puts it right into whatever mental folder he has for sexual experiences he’ll be jerking off to for the rest of eternity. “I can still smell it on you. Your slick. Are you wet? Of course you are. Is it even for me? Is that why you’re here, Shane from New York via Ottawa? Would’ve you accepted any Alpha who showed you interest?”

    OR

    Three days after his last heat, Omega Shane Hollander goes on a quest to find an Alpha who can give him what he's been desperately missing. Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    02 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 97

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    It's filed away now, the lesson he'd learned that day, somewhere deep in his memory. In many ways, he's sure it's informed every aspect of his life since then: Don't shine too bright. Don't do too much. Don't pull focus. Stand out by blending in.

    They'll hate you if you show them who you really are.

    And Shane doesn't want to be hated. Shane wants to be revered.

    So he learns to rein himself in, to try with all his might to be unselfish. To pass the puck even if he doesn't want to. To dull his shine just enough to still be considered the best without losing the respect of the lesser players around him.

    It seems entirely unfair, then, that Ilya Rozanov has seemingly no qualms at all about being hated.

    OR:

    Shane was a puck hog as a kid. Now he only gets to be greedy with Ilya.

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    28 May 2026

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    ...oh,” his mom says. “Oh, honey, you were seeing someone? You never said anything.”

    “It’s-it’s complicated.” He catches the present tense too fucking late to do anything about it, and he barely resists the urge to either groan or slip forward to start beating his head against the coffee table.

    Fuck his fucking life.

    “You’re still…seeing this person?” His mom asks, and the amount of control he can hear her exerting is almost painful. “Who is-”

    “Yuna,” his dad cuts in, voice quiet, “maybe give him a second, yeah?”

    Yeah, Shane agrees in his head. Give him a second.

    Maybe give him a decade while they’re at it.

    (when shane's old fake id falls out of his wallet around his parents, he has to explain that it was to book hotel rooms before he was 21)

    (...and then he has to explain why he needed to book those hotel rooms in the first place)

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    24 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 13

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    Nails and teeth bloodied, chunks of flesh torn from his thighs and from Ilya’s arm and cheek, they embraced like giddy children in the ruined bedsheets. Better to just bring them with, later. Better that no one saw the evidence of their lovemaking, Rorschach red.

    (On finding your other half.)

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    19 May 2026

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    Ilya chuckles. “You don’t know why the team might be scared of you? You cannot think of any reason?”

    “Scared? Of me?” Shane says.

    “Yes. They adore you. But they are terrified.”

    “But – but why? What did I do?”

    Ilya pretends to think. “Hmm. What did you do? Maybe it was the first Stanley Cup. Or the second. Or the third. Or your MVP wins. Or every single fucking game you have ever played in your life. You are Shane fucking Hollander. Did you forget?”

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    Or, five times Shane scares the Centaurs, and one time he (accidentally) terrifies them.

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    05 May 2026

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    Ilya really likes Shane’s backwards hat.
    This is NSFW Fanart.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a lot of things: a Stanley Cup champion, a team captain, and a man known for his control—on and off the ice.

    Getting involved with Ilya Rozanov, the infuriatingly talented eighteen-year-old rookie who seems determined to get under his skin, is not one of them.

    Unfortunately, nobody has told Ilya that (not that he would listen, anyways).

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    19 Apr 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Shane finds out on Twitter.

    Not from a lawyer or a teammate or even one of the journalists who've been calling nonstop since the FanMail video went viral. He finds out at 6:47 am, still in bed, that Russia is coming for Ilya. Propaganda charges. Passport revocation. Return to the Russian Federation required.

    What follows is weeks of watching everything fall apart. Ilya's career. Their safety. The system that was supposed to protect them. Shane keeps playing while Ilya can't. The lawyers file paperwork and say to wait. Montreal demands silence.

    Shane faces a choice: keep his head down and trust the process, or burn down his career and force the world to pay attention.

    He chooses fire.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    On June 24th, 2022, during game seven of the Stanley Cup finals, Ilya Rozanov takes a skate blade to the thigh and bleeds out on the ice.

    The next morning, Shane wakes up in his husband's arms. It's June 24th again, and Ilya is still alive.

    Now Shane just needs to figure out how to keep him that way.

    Or: Shane gets stuck in a time loop.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Hayden watches Shane, almost expecting him to go, "wow, I was hacked while we were at practice, look at these weird messages!". But no such luck. Shane smiles.

    A real smile, a big one, his text from Lily smile. God, Hayden was so sure they were sending each other endless strings of heart emojis and "I miss you more" "no, I miss you more"s, not…that. Never in a million years would he have guessed that.

    Or: 5 times someone's shocked to learn that Shane's a little freaky, +1 time someone isn't

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    03 Mar 2026

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